I AM Present

I AM Present
It's here! The ascension times are upon us. And both a simple and complex choice is at hand for us all.

We can choose Love or Fear.
If we choose Love, we also commit to loving ourselves, owning all of us in the process. Without this energetic shift within, we cannot fully shine as co-creative human masters and walk free in our sovereignty. This is also a prerequisite for 5th Dimensional living.
If we choose Fear, we remain in the cosy confines of the 3 rd Dimensional matrix. Here we don't need to confront our shadow selves or take responsibility for all of us. This choice naturally means we will also need to wait for the next cycle of ascension opportunity to come around again for us.
Ascending in physical form isn't a given. And an intellectual or emotional desire alone won't take you there.
Subsequently 'heaven' and 'hell' are both states of being right here on earth, manifesting through our very own consciousness choices.
And because of current collapsing timelines all is unfolding in greater polarity right now.

What are you choosing...?

Expanding our consciousness to make the leap into the 5th Dimension is an energetic one. My experiences and path of personal growth have shown the many boulders on the road to success. Fact is, it's difficult to accept and integrate truth within, if you're not aware of the subtle forces that oppose it and the Light. Ones which subsequently block us from choosing our highest possible lives/outcomes. And most often, without our conscious awareness or consent.
Therefore, some of the related components I'll be exploring will include: understanding our slave mentality and how to break free; our galactic connection to both STO (service to other) extra-terrestrials and STS (service to self) ET's; the ongoing psy-ops programming by the Illuminati to keep us at war with self and each other; how lower thought form entities feed off our power, keeping us fragmented; our Inner Earth family and the Lemurian/Atlantean connection; relationship mirrors to Shadow/Inner Child healing on the road to wholeness.
All this ties in with the coming revelations to be disclosed to humanity - who we really are, where we came from and where we're going...

In magic, madness and mystery!

Friday, June 23, 2017


23 June 2017

by Mother Mary

through SK

It is with great joy that I come once again to greet you through this one, Shellee-Kim. Of course, we know her by a different name :-) But the names matter not in the face of who you all are and be, and what you have come here to do.

It is time to begin your respective missions; to embrace the fullness of yourSelf that you may know what these missions of service are. For you have not come for nought, but for most specific purposes and reasons.

We, of the Lighted realms, look on in anticipation of far more of you much more quickly arriving at the Truth of yourSelves now. This period creates the opening you have been looking for for so long.
While some of you have been holding on by your shoestrings, others have felt the end of this incarnation for them was near. Yet others have sensed a deep testing within these sensations – and feelings you have had about yourselves, life, the world and God.
You are not quite done. But moving into this next phase is a magnificent opportunity to far more easily heal of yourselves – for once and for all.

It is with great pleasure that we also can now come even closer to you – than we have previously been able to. And so we again remind you to call upon us for our assistance, no matter the issue. If we cannot assist, we will gladly put you in touch with those that can. It is how we work in our realm :-)

We are of the Sisterhood, the sacred and holy Daughters of God. And we finally come to make our presence known upon the earth. This has been a very long time (of yours) in the making and for reasons known and unknown have produced the seemingly-ongoing delays you have experienced. But be that as it may, these are propitious times ahead, indeed.

[SK: I'm given a mind movie of a cricket match; someone running to the final? Wicket as 'strike out'/game over occurs. Not even sure what it means, as I don't like and know nothing about sports or cricket]
Running to the final wicket to proclaim this 'game over' is exactly where you all are right now. And it is for you, our beloveds on Earth, to proclaim it. As you continue to re-member yourSelves, this is precisely what will simultaneously happen.

As the very mask of your little selves, your personas, fall to the ground – in a manner of speaking – so will you know the real you; the glorious Godly you. Once this is glimpsed by you, no longer will you be able to remain separate from yourSelves. God has ordained this and so it is.

How wondrous are the times and opportunities in which you live on the Earth, beloveds. As has been stated previously, you are the envy of many onlookers from elsewhere across galaxies.

For too long the ones who believe they control you and the fate of your beloved planet Earth have convinced themselves of many things. For one, that they would emerge the winners. Yet while they have quietly been tormenting you from behind the scenes, so intent were they on your destruction, that they didn't look behind them to see what was coming.
They have seen it now. You could say they have seen the Light, though they like it not one bit. and they have realised they walked into their own booby trap. This is their outcome which is now at hand. From here on out the Light becomes ever more bright, along with your growing sense of yourSelf. This is your outcome.

We wish you so very well and much success in the times ahead. You are being equipped to more than adequately handle what comes.

I AM your beloved Mother Mary
Grateful for this opportunity once again
And carrying much love to each one of you.

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

Our Re-membrance At The End Of An Elaborate Game

20 June 2017

Our Re-membrance At The End Of An Elaborate Game

20 June 2017

We are great, experienced and wondrous souls. All of us – without exception.

We came back from the future to this time-space on this beloved planet, Mama Earth. We came because each of our records and personal history had/has something unique to contribute to the planet, her people and to our own continued evolution on our respective journeys back to God.
None of it was a mistake – cruel or otherwise.

It was only the density of the experience each of us has had that could not be foreseen. Or rather, our reaction to it. For indeed, the vibrationary ‘sludge’ that has affected us in our physical experience has been paralysing for many Lightworkers. Combined with the forgetfullness…of who we are.

Though the successful outcome of this grande finale may well be known by all in the higher dimensions of Light(including your very own Selves), it was not seen that you – our prized brethren currently on the Earth – would NOT be able to overcome the density surrounding you with the purity and strength of your Light.

Of course, this does not alter the outcome, but it has been a major reason for the repeated delays, as you perceive theM. This – being caught up in the vibrationary ‘sludge’ – and combined with the other factor in identifying with the ego more than you identify with your Higher/God Self has also been both cause and compounded the effects you have experienced on Earth.

This is by no means to apportion blame. But rather, an answer that some/many of you may wish to have a little clarity on apropo delays.

I used the word ‘sludge’ earlier. A very apt word it is, too. As for many of you, your walk upon the Earth has literally been like trying to move through sludge/mud much of the time. I speak here particularly of etheric/spiritual experiences which then filter down into the physical mind-body experience.

Though there are a few who have been successful at freeing themselves that their walk is a Light-er one, by far the majority have not similarly been able to do so. More’s the pity.

However, as you now go forward you will clearly begin to know and see and feel
within you when you are ego-identified. These responses will begin to feel foreign, out of place; to you who would walk in God. You will be aware with a new level of objectivity and consciously choose to move back into the Truth of you…your Higher/God Self.

This has already begun for many of you. Now you are to feel it with greater intensity as you move to more permanently claim back ALL THAT YOU ARE.

I speak these words today to offer comfort to you all. It comes with my love. The game of not knowing who and what you are is at an end. Your minds and emotions will no longer lag behind your souls – and nor will your hearts.

It is time to be all you came here to be. That time is now.

Blessings be poured upon each of you as you spread your wings.


This short sci-fi movie script is perfect for many of us. My only objection is the scriptwriter's outcome as being a negative one for earth. I said so in the comments on youtube.

Wednesday, June 14, 2017

The 8 Stages Of Conscious Evolution - Stephen Parato/Stevie P

Have you ever wondered…

About what level of consciousness you’re truly at?

Not in terms of it being a contest, or to say you’re better/worse than other people, but as a kind of inner GPS that simply tells you where you are.

As humans, we tend to have very distorted and biased perspectives, especially when it comes to ourselves.

It’s really easy to go on a yoga retreat and think you’ve transcended stress forever, or think you’re enlightened after reading a few spiritual books.

This is why it’s crucial to have references that “tell it like it is” and objectively reflect where you’re at.

I recently came across what can be described as a map of consciousness. It’s a research paper by Justin Faerman entitled Mapping the Evolution of Consciousness: A Holistic Framework for Psychospiritual Development.

This paper describes, in plain English, eight stages of consciousness. And it’s not abstract or woo-woo. It’s straightforward, simple to understand and backed by a lot of research.

Here are the stages outlined in the paper…

The 8 Stages of Conscious Evolution

Note: The first 2 stag

es are considered lower consciousness, while stages 3-8 are considered higher consciousness. This is not a judgment of being better or worse, but simply a means of classification.

Stage 1: Life Happens to Me (Externalization)
Stage 1 is categorized by patterns of externalization and an overall victim mentality. The dominant emotions are fear, disdain and hopelessness. There is also a belief that life cannot be trusted.

In this stage, blame is placed on other individuals, society, government, nature, disease, etc. and other elements believed to be outside of one’s conscious control and influence.

The motivating forces of stage 1 are safety and security.

Dominant Belief Structures:
Life is not safe; I am not safe

Mantra for Evolution:
“God does not play dice with the universe.” – Albert Einstein

Stage 2: Life Happens by Me (Control)
In this second stage, individuals realize that they have some degree of control. Yet this control is often motivated by fear and survival.

For example, war is an extension of this stage of consciousness. The enemy is perceived as a threat, and because of this, people believe they are morally justified to kill, eliminate or repress that enemy.

We also see various reflections of this stage of consciousness in our collective world. Look at how most people treat the environment and interpersonal relationships. Or consider the dominant mentality of politics and business.

This level of awareness is cut off from the following deeper understanding: Life is not a random series of events over which control must be exerted, but a deeper reflection of the internal psychodynamics of a person’s own mind and consciousness.

Dominant Belief Structures:
I must make it so; What I cannot control will destroy me.

Mantra for Evolution:
“If you bring forth what is within you, then that which is within you will be your salvation. If you do not bring forth what is within you, then that which is within you will destroy you.” – Gnostic Gospels

Stage 3 : Life Happens in Me (Creator)
In this stage, the individual begins to understand the direct connection between their own perceptions, beliefs and emotional state and the conditions of their life, relationships, experiences and reality as a whole.

This level of consciousness is represented by a fundamental shift, from disempowerment to empowerment.

In order to fully complete this stage, an individual must undergo a deep transformational process that includes the purging of all perceptual distortions (limiting beliefs) and the healing/release of all emotional wounds and traumas. The emergence of consciousness into later stages is observed in direct proportion to the evolution of an individual through this process of deep inner healing and transformational work.

Dominant Belief Structures:
I am in control; I am creative

Useful Psycho-Spiritual Practices:
Mindfulness, Eye movement desensitization and reprocessing therapy, Emotional freedom techniques, Neuro-linguistic programming, Trauma release exercises, Psychotherapy, Ho’oponopono, Introspection

Mantra for Evolution:
“Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakens.” – Carl Jung

Stage 4: Life Happens For Me (Receiver)
In this stage, we see the evolution of the self into the beginnings of deep joy and peace.

As the resistance to perceived undesirable circumstances in life falls away and one begins to understand that there is an intelligent ‘flow’ operating in every moment guiding the evolution of consciousness on both an individual and collective level through what could be dualistically termed positive and negative experiences.

The individual realizes here that even in great suffering, there is great wisdom and potential for expansion and evolution and that nothing is out of place, ever has been or ever will be.

Dominant Belief Structures:
I am loved; I am supported

Useful Psycho-Spiritual Practices:
Seeing everything as perfect, Surrender, Acceptance, Letting Go, Embracing Flow and Effortlessness, Meditation

Mantra For Evolution:
“Life will give you whatever experience is most helpful for the evolution of your consciousness. How do you know this is the experience you need? Because this is the experience you are having at the moment.” – Eckhart Tolle

Stage 5: Life Happens Through Me (Philosopher)
At this stage of consciousness, the individual begins to understand and observe that the Universe is evolving itself through them.

The individual begins to realize that all perceived suffering or negative events are either:
a) Created or called into their reality by aspects of their own consciousness in an effort to be resolved and transcended as part of their individual evolution and as part of the larger collective evolution or…
b) Exist due to their conscious or unconscious resistance to what is unfolding, which is essentially a resistance of oneself.

Individuals in stage 5 live more through their intuition, as intuition becomes clearer and clearer as one moves up the stages.

Dominant Belief Structures:
I am safe; Everything is perfect

Useful Psycho-Spiritual Practices:
Intuitive Development, Kinesiology

Mantra For Evolution:
“Everything in the universe is within you. Ask all from yourself.” – Rumi

Stage 6: Life is Me (Sage)
At this stage of awareness, the individual begins to understand that reality does not exist independent of consciousness, and therefore consciousness, or awareness if you prefer, is the causative factor of the universe and all that exists—that consciousness is creating all reality.

Individuals in this stage experience a profound sense of unity and oneness with everything.

When an individual fully enters and embodies this stage of awareness, their simple presence itself becomes a transformative experience for others. Individuals in this stage often become teachers or leaders, dedicate their lives to service of others or seek solitude to spend time in introspection, although they may also choose to live very normal and inconspicuous lives.

Dominant Belief Structures:
I am one; I am whole

Useful Psycho-Spiritual Practices:
Service, Contemplation, Meditation

Mantras For Evolution:
“You are an aperture through which the universe is looking at and exploring itself.” – Alan Watts

“Stop acting so small. You are the Universe in ecstatic motion.” – Rumi

Stage 7: I Am Infinite (Avatar)
Individuals at this stage of growth begin to transcend the physicality within which we are proverbially ‘trapped’ until we reach this point.

Here individuals begin to harness conscious control over this process by directing their awareness in such a way (through belief, emotion, thought, visualization, the manipulation of energy, intent, accessing transpersonal aspects of the self and likely other mechanisms not yet discovered) as to be able to make use of these ‘higher order’ quantum-transpersonal abilities of the self.

Individuals at this stage perceive and know themselves to be limitless and are in various sub-stages of actualizing that reality beyond a simple intellectual understanding.

As individuals move more deeply into this stage they proportionally complete lower stages which leads to an embodied confidence, power and knowingness, which is palpable to most all who they come into contact with.

Dominant Belief Structures:
I am infinite/limitless; Anything is possible

Useful Psycho-Spiritual Practices:
Esoterics, Visualization, Kabbalah, Sound/Vibration/Mantra, Qi/Nei Gong, Kriya Yoga

Mantra for Evolution:
“Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.” – Albert Einstein

Stage 8: I Am Energy (Mystic-Shamanic)
Individuals at this stage tap into phenomena like:

The ability to project consciousness across space and time, which encompasses the ability to see, experience and remember aspects of the self existing in other dimensions of time (past, present and future).
The ability to interact with and communicate with other forms of consciousness such as plants, animals, objects and consciousnesses not currently existing in physical form.
The ability to intuitively pick up sensory data beyond the limits of the physical senses.
The ability to feel, read, manipulate and project subtle energy that is otherwise unperceivable to those in lower levels of stage development and virtually unrecordable with current scientific instrumentation.
Those who have near death experiences as well as users of psychedelic drugs or plant medicines (ayahuasca, DMT, LSD, mushrooms, etc.) are often able to have highly embodied first-hand experiences of this state of awareness pre-development into this stage, giving them a proverbial taste of this reality without necessarily having done the psychospiritual foundational work necessary to experience this stage organically and therefore they often lack a deeper understanding of the larger framework of what is happening along with the ability to maintain it beyond a transitory phenomenon, still nonetheless forever changed by the experience.

As an individual becomes more grounded in the later phases of stage eight—which encompass this dimensional awareness—and simultaneously completes their evolution through lower stages, one would theoretically achieve complete enlightenment or non-dual self-realization.

Dominant Belief Structures:
Everything is energy; I am awareness; Reality is an illusion

Useful Psycho-Spiritual Practices:
Energy healing, Esoterics, Visualization, Kabbalah, Qi/Nei Gong, Kriya Yoga, Meditation, Visualization, Remote Viewing, Astral Projection, Telekinesis

Mantra for Evolution:
“We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience.” – Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

Although this model ends at stage 8, this doesn’t imply that no further stages exist and that somehow stage 8 is the pinnacle of conscious evolution. However, any claims as to what happens beyond stage 8 at this time are simply conjecture.

stages of consciousness

At this point, you probably have a pretty good idea of where you’re at.

When the descriptions are objectively laid out, it forces you to be honest with yourself.

It’s also helpful to accept where you’re at right now, while continuously learning and growing. Don’t resist where you are right now or beat yourself up, neither of those serve your highest interest. Choose love, gratitude and compassion in each moment and you can’t go wrong.

Here’s another important point: you’re not limited to one stage! Chances are that you’re dipping into different stages on a daily basis. But it should be fairly apparent as to what stage you’re grounded in at this point in your life.

For me, I’m pretty grounded in stage 5, though I often fluctuate between stages 3 and 6. I’ve tasted stages 7 and 8, yet these experiences have been few and fleeting. Sometimes I’ll even find myself in stage 1 or 2, and that’s okay. It’s all a part of the human experience.

This framework is beautiful because it allows you to effectively calibrate where you are. It naturally creates self-awareness. Awareness is the first step toward any change, and transformative in and of itself.

I encourage you to read the full paper, which you can download for free here:
Mapping the Evolution of Consciousness: A Holistic Framework for Psychospiritual Development

Which stage are you in at this point of your journey? Is this framework helpful for you?

Leave a comment below.

Much love to you on your path.

Friday, June 2, 2017


2 June 2017

Apologies for a late update but I've had computer interference – on my borrowed computer! Fortunately, this latest one's now been sorted for me – thanks be to all relevent invisible Lighted ones for your love and service.
However, this makes it THREE computers in less than FOUR years that have been massacred!

Maybe like some of you, I'm so used to things not going smoothly, I almost expect them not to. Which in turn creates them.
It's like being addicted to a life of mishaps from misshapen understandings. That Catch 22. Because where it all begins is in our perceptions. That is once we know we've created and continue to create all our experiences. It's not about beating up on the self then, but more about knowing what it will take to change patterns which give rise to modes of response and thus our decisions and choices, minute by minute.
Though I do now, I had no conscious idea that for years I've been afraid of my own power, for instance. So choosing to live without it has meant the creating of all sorts of unnecessary suffering I've chosen to endure. When I didn't even have to.

Then I remind myself I've also created a home with a lovely warm bed and warm things to wear now that winter's here (though deep state are doing deliberate weather interference to continue creating the 'drought' here to justify us paying for God's water is one of the current tricks), a few similarly-passionate friends and life in a valley of renowned and spectacular natural beauty. Which, in itself, is something I never take for granted, praising it and God for the opportunity to be here and witness all of it.

In some ways all of this is pretty stale stuff. Because it's an entirely different paradigm we're living in now. Which essentially means to me our minds and bodies just haven't yet fully caught up/caught on properly to the new consciousness blueprint, if I can call it that. Meaning we're still sort of playing out that which is dead and buried like stuck records. Or living the Ground Hog Day syndrome. At least some of us I know are, including me.

But while we're living in our little corners of the globe playing out our various lives, I find it comforting to have the actual proof through our similar feelings in this cycle– about ourselves and the world. Women who are that bit in touch with themselves and their God Selves lead the way here in my observation.
As women, we are or naturally become synched up in our menstrual cycles when we are in close proximity to one another for a period (no pun intended) of time.

I'm having that kind of 'synched up' experience of late with an assortment of women. I am really grateful for those who are crossing my path – and vice versa. These are no run-of-the-mill women. Though some who read here may tell me I'm idolising again :-) Some of these are definite daughters of God and the wise 'crones' amongst us. And even though I know there's no such thing as coincidences, I have this very strong sense of a behind-the-scenes orchestration at work; that Hand of God's at work, moving us all hither and thither, like chess pieces; like pawns. I know this is always so in all of our general daily lives, but somehow I feel it more distinctly than usual this year, particularly through these auspicious meetings. And it's especially so through these wise women contacts.

What I've felt during and after these meetings are the silent whispers between us. Or the echoes that linger long after our contact. That the meetings' objectives are sometimes far removed from the reasons we think we're meeting for. That these contacts are activation ones, primarily.

That this contact is sometimes as much as or more to act as a necessary catalyst or trigger on the trail that each follows, taking us to His house of authentic Creation in His way.
Whether it's the young child who 'hates her life' , the incredible musician who refuses to compromise on her integrity, and so 'struggles' to make her mark, the poet who knows from whom and whence she springs or the detail-obsessed artist who's flair has skyrocketed a career in food. Then there's the wise elder, readying herself for her own role...and so it goes on.

I've always known and felt – as many visitors to this city do – that this is an extraordinary place energetically, full of extraordinary people, including specially hand-picked daughters of God. Which I guess translates into how the visitors often describe it as a city 'where anything's possible', fall in love with it and want to (and often do!) go home, pack up and move here. This is what they most often feel. The people and the place are not divided, but one. So I guess if your frequency/vibration is not resonant with that of a location's, you move on – in one way or another. You leave it for one you are attracted or drawn to.

Much the way you are to other people. So once again I'm privileged to be part of a gathering of wonderful women – though it may be a silent one for now - happening almost exclusively on another dimension.

We are in the process of creating. We are innovating. We are joining in unity through our diverse culture. Whether this is for now or/and preparing towards a future manifestation of the expression of the Feminine Divine in all its glory, I'm not certain.

Whichever it is, I want to bless and express gratitude to our beloved Mama Earth for allowing us to continue walking on her; Nada, Mother Mary, Nebadonia and IMS(Infinite Mother Spirit). And all the other unnamed ones who hold the lineage for the Feminine Divine principle. You all impulse us, especially as women, to know. TO KNOW.

Thank you for blessing us all with your presence, support, nurturing and great love.


Our Creator God reminding us:

Let The Sunshine In: From 2:18

Saturday, May 20, 2017



All ev/devolution and growth appears to be taking place through the manifestation of its opposite currently -destruction. Destruction of the human mind. Currently in this beautiful land, the related 'carelessness' that promotes the death culture through lack of empathy which Lisa Renee spoke of in a recent blog is easily seen here. Individual and collective social mores have seemingly been flushed down the toilet and replaced with the negative alien agenda's implanting of this into the collective mind.

One of the visible forms of this over the past few months here is in the absolute disregard of human life by other human life forms. In South Africa there have been no less than 19 girl children that have been murdered -mostly after being raped - since January this year. And that's just the reported figures. In this country due to deep mistrust of the police force who have been exposed as serving themselves and not the community, many crimes of this nature go unreported.

Basically, whatever this NAA latest download is, it is misogynistic in nature. As we know, misogyny is a hallmark to globally maintaining the rule of patriarchy on this planet.
Creating or/and keeping men in a state of rage from childhood is necessary to fuelling this gory state of affairs.
The upside of this phase is that I've heard and seen an equal amount of empathy, kindness and compassion here of late collectively, and in spaces that one would least likely expect. So I'm thinking this is also the natural gravitation of people towards their own consciousness 'grouping'.

Here's what came through me while crying and musing over this further stripping of human-ity:



To those my beautiful brothers:

Lost in the dark consequences
Of their urges that compelled them
To violate and shatter the souls of
helpless and terrorised girl children

To you my brother in God
I know who you are
You could easily be my brother
My father
My son or my lover

To you, beloved heart of God's
You who were coerced
Into believing you
Were on the planet
To protect your womankind
You who believed it was your
Role and duty to do so

Now look again...
You took it upon yourself
To accept this, doing so (in part)
Yet feeling ill-equipped
Or you didn't do so
And chose instead to violate the ones
You and they thought you loved.

How, dear brother, can rape and murder
Of a 14 month old girl toddler
Be an expression of any kind of Love?

Did you not have it in your mind to be kind
To your 4 year old niece when you saw her
After a lengthy absence?

Instead your 'kindness' was demonstrated
In the pain you inflicted upon her
And now she tries to navigate
Through the shards left in your wake
Suppressing her suffering and pushing away
Anyone and everyone that tries to get close.

Did you think, beloved brother, that it was
All harmless fun (for you)...
None of which means anything –
Except for the fulfillment
Of your own animal urges in that moment?

Where and how, dear brother, did you get
To understand and accept your action would
Be meaningless and have no impact...on
The lives of many?
The lives of the many that radiate
From that damaged girl child

Was it easier violating the 10 year old who
Seemingly-responded to your 'games'?
Her rape will ever be invisible blood
Stained on your soul
Until you are taken to
Empathetically re-live
Her very woundedness as your own

That concealed blood is smeared across your
Mind, sometimes so you can't think straight

Reminding you of your own fragmented
Memories, harbouring the deep secret
You've been keeping – especially from yourself

Of the shame of those powerless days and nights
When you were brutally and unthinkingly
Sexually violated.
Even as your own soul
Fragmented and shattered into a thousand pieces

Taken you were, quietly in the night. Or
Roughly - depending on your tormentor's
state of mind at the time

Sometimes it was a deliberately violent act
impulsed by deep-seated rage and easy
To act out on society's most vulnerable

Much like the world's male people
Have been plundering
Other sentient life birthed to bless
Them with companionship
Unconditional love and protection
Or their sacrificial offering
Of sustenance

Appetites of men grow ever
Hungrier as the generations
Between boys and men are
Birthed, die and are re-birthed

It matters nothing other than to
Fulfill bestial itches in
The opportunities provide

Your secret's safe with me.
Will you share the pain of your
Own violation that compelled
You to prey on the powerless...
That you could feel more

The many hurting, missing and
Dead young innocents call
Upon you.
Pleading with you to share
Your own pain, your guilt, your shame...
YOUR own dark secrets you find
Too unbearable to face.

Their lives are shaped by how
And what you do with your own.

Another generation of young
Adults-in-the-making await your
Awareness and action.

Your experiences, dear brother,
And the subsequent tattered lives you
Have left in your wake is far
More common than you may
Think or believe.

For some of you, though, it was a
Real or perceived rejection
Rather than one form or
Another of the abuse perpetrated by the
Adult male 'god ' who's attention
And approval you sought
In your young life.

Whichever it is
Your experience has created
A self-hatred resulting in
A world of disempowered

Time now to change the repetitious
Cycle of destruction that
Relationships may know healing -
No matter the gender.

Time to right the wrongs by
Acknowledging the pain that
Silently eats at you because you
Give it no voice. You give it no
Allowance to be...and thus to free you.
And then all others your life
Impacts upon.

Dear brothers: your sisters have
The power – the authentic power – to
help you free yourselves.
Are you willing to allow them?
Are you brave enough to expose yourselves
To the nurturing wisdom of the womb?
The support and soothing of the Mother
Lies within you, as well as without.

Are you willing to help your sisters help you
To break the false power that has
Enchained and enraged you?

The same rage which compelled
your sordid, sexual violations
Of the ones that looked to you
For the protection you yourself


Sammy Jay, a British busker may just be Janis Joplin reincarnated. This jazzy blues and her voice is exactly my kind of fix. Enjoy!

Saturday, May 13, 2017



I'm happy to share that through all my shit of recent weeks and months - since it started last June actually - that my cyber and general communications have been restored to me. :-) Not without a little help from my invisible friends and the Lighted realm and my HS, of course. Bless you all for blessing me with this repair job!
Though not without casualties. My Mac was interfered with to the point where it's now completely unuseable, ditto my backup HP which was massacred long before then. However, I've been blessed with the temporary use of someone's computer which is working perfectly for me!

And the 9/10 month long bugging of my landline has finally ceased. Two weeks ago my line was cut altogether and until earlier this week I went without both computer and phone for a couple of weeks.

Since last year the local goon agents employed to put me under surveillance and who worked through our monopolising telecommunication company Telkom, would sometimes forget to give me a line and my first attempted call of the day would ring directly through to Telkom's corporate branch -lol.

Since my line's been restored and I'm not shouting at people to shout back at me to hear (interference signals were that loud), it feels luxurious and I will never again take this for granted.
But that's just an update on my personal affairs and not what this blog's about.

This sentence in a recent Heavenletter has been on my mind all week:

It may well be that the more you are sure you would know what you are doing, the more ignorant you might be.

Today and yesterday's Creator Writings highlight this, in a way, and how the ego works constantly to divert us from our reall growth, our real healing- even or particularly when we feel sure we're 'working on ourselves'.


Yes, by using our negative feelings about ourselves, such as guilt, which makes one feel like you WANT to and need to keep apologising or begging for forgiveness, the ego keeps helping us maintain our feeling BAD about ourselves - in one way or another. The blaming of self is very different from being responsible for self.
For each and every one of us it will be something different we
are dealing with - dictated to and coloured by our personal experiences and feelings about those. And more importantly, the feelings we have and hold about ourselves, as a result.

This is where it gets tricky. I personally, have spent decades on what I thought was honest-to-good solid work on myself and what I thought was visible healing. I'm not negating anything I did here and while there was healing and the building of becoming a more emotionally-intelligent person, I realise this could only go as deep as it could go.
No matter how many ways, means, methods or techniques I applied to freeing myself, I'd never been able to get beyond a certain state of being.

Why? Because of the unconscious self-saboteuring and false be-lie-fs held deep within. Which I guess determine the ease of ability or difficulty in letting go [also which I've written about numerously before].

Now here's where it gets trickier. Sometimes in doing our daily spiritual cleansing/connecting can actually support the wily ego with its created self-deceptions – instead of moving forward, healing and growing.

So this question of being utterly certain about what I think I know - first about myself, as everything starts within me - can easily be the very thing that blocks me...from knowing me.
And if I hold onto doing things as I always have, it becomes rigid. Rigidity is pounced on by the parasites – it's part of their sustenance. You need only look at the rigidity of be-lie-f of those in organised religion to see that.
So one week I woke up compelled to let go of doing all my daily spiritual cleansing/connecting. Apart from my protection.
I wanted to experiment.
I felt really uncomfortable at first, like I wasn't committing to my path. Those were the programmes of guilt being activated, to get me to return.

After close to a week, I realised that this holding to patterns was a major obstruction to letting go. I really wanted to shake my ego up by doing this – and I did. I managed this way of being for quite a few weeks, but then slowly began to re-entrench myself in the daily spiritual exercises. During this period it was the 'letting go of holding on' to even these practises I was testing myself on.

The thing is, in the light of how little we know about our subconscious and how it deals with the processing of our conscious daily experience, I ask how much did God expect of us this time around?

A fraction of sincere seekers have managed to master themselves sufficiently by being able to surrender themselves fully to their HS & God within to resolve this.
The other type I've seen that have also had good success in their mastery have been those healers who can see/feel how and where the parasites are at work on both others and themselves.

Though I've done everything in my conscious power with the first to resolve myself with inconsistent successes, I don't fit in the second category either.
Hence, the more I journey upon my daily, weekly and monthly path on this consciousness adventure, the more I realise how little I know. Mainly because the only true Knowing comes from continuous and consistent alignment with your God forces/your HS &the God within/your God Complex - whatever name you call that.

If we all had the vision to see how the parasites operate without our conscious permission in and around us and the related emotional and mental symptoms of limitation and fear that subsequently manifest, we could really take charge of ourselves in a new way.
But most of us don't have that gift.

So its a bit of a Catch-22. The less we live without constantly being able to draw on our God forces within, the more open and vulnerable we are to having our consciousness and thus, minds and emotions, interfered with by the parasitic forces. And much of it without our conscious knowledge or permission being granted.
Frankly, I think the vast majority of us are therefore, spiritually schizophrenic :-)

What to do to discern then if the subconscious has such power – to keep us from the goalpost or keep shifting us away, if we get too close to our goal of surrender or clearing ourselves?

God sees and knows our sincerity/lack thereof in all of our hearts. He knows what motivates us and why. He also knows what we need to resolve ourselves. In my case, and quite a few others I know, I'd say I've been trying too hard. Which has just proven to get in the way of...being.

My suggestion is to drop everything you do for a week – except your 2 x daily protection. Create the space for fluidity, ie [inner] movement to happen – always of course, choosing daily to do God's will, not yours. I noticed when I first did this my dreams went all berserk – in a good way. The ego and subconscious didn't have anything to fight with and were freaking out, as I'd withdrawn myself and my energy.
What's to lose in doing it for a week?

I also intended every night before I dropped off to sleep to bring up with the help of my HS-God Self/GA and Lighted specialists to acknowledge and embrace all of my shadow parts that the parts knew I loved and accepted them.

We are already magnificent beings that have allowed ourselves to become sidetracked by our egos. So striving towards something we are already is a waste of energy. We just need to know our entire power source is had by plugging into Source/HS.

A couple of weeks ago I was given a beautiful visual repeated over several days [but I'm still using it to visualise with] of me with all these many cords/thick black wires above my crown that had just been pulled out of something. And then I saw myself offering the cords and plugging all of them back up in to God/HS fully.
I also see myself currently pulling out cords continuously from my amygdala [sp?] in the brain, the so-called home of the ego. We are physical beings so we need physical references. I find such pinpointing helpful.

What's comforting for me right now is knowing how little I Know, while I don't have 24/7 access to Source/HS. In that I can more easily hand trust over to my God forces who know and see the bigger picture, my subconscious resistances and all parasitic attempts to bombard my consciousness and the results.

Unless it's given to me to understand, I'm not even trying to anymore – including in dreams. Personally, I'm just too damn tired to be doing any of that right now. It's my little self way of getting out of my big Self's way...

None of this is to say I'm not taking response-a-bility for my life and my creations each day. It's just that I loaded myself with so much pressure for so long before [fear of success/failure or both] that it produced little movement in the ways that matter.

Ascension or being recycled (into a sunflower, I hope)...? I choose Ascension and all that that brings. What my HS/God within chooses for my life may or may not be the same.
What I'm really trying to say is – at the deeper level – I have little to no idea of what I'm doing. But finally, that's quite okay as I'm not trying to control any outcomes of anything anymore.

I'll happily eat whatever I'm dished up. Which doesn't necessarily mean I'm not choosing my favourite foods :-)

P.S. Excuse any seeming-contradictions here, but I am a constant, moving and changing work in progress. So I could change my mind on anything said here by next month, or sooner.


I love this local jazz-funk artist, Ernestine Deane. This country, like all countries, just overflows with wondrous talent. Listen carefully to her lyrics; they match my current head/heart space:

'Rise again my friend, as you feel the blessing take you by the hand
Though you've been spinning round in circles
Though you been dancing out of time
There ain't nothing that you can do to re-arrange the songs

You've never been alone
There's been a guiding Light inside you
Leading you closer to the One
Every smile and every tear you wear
Is gonna take you there

Trust the plan, trust the plan
Think again...'

Saturday, May 6, 2017


Dear Darkies

Know this and know it well:

Your more-intense attempts since the 22/4 to destroy my life and living experience WILL NOT WORK.
No, I have NOT curled up into a ball of depression and neither am I contemplating suicide.

You may track me with your overhead surveillance as I move between computers [with/without any technology] all you like.

You may continue to shut down servers of libraries, businesses and domestic users alike that I visit.

You may continue to block my entry to my mail, access to my sites and can continue whatever further attempts you like.

You may continue to block me from posting ads on local sites about my health products to prevent orders from coming to me and whatever
other devious means you can muster up with your tech in attempts to bring my life to a halt. Including corrupting all my clean, new flash drives.

You have already disabled both of my laptops and switched the sound on and off at will, amongst many others daily-changing tricks...

Your final cutting of my phone line completely in an attempt to destroy my work after 10 months of massive sound interference
is something of a relief, frankly.

What does all this mean to me and what effect is it having?

This is what you want to know - that your ongoing efforts are having your desired outcome, right?

Of course I know you're there. How could I not - you scream so loud for my attention.

You remind me of a little boy that used to live with his parents across the road. He was only 7 or 8, but he used to scream and shout all hours of his waking day. Not because he was being abused in any way, but his parents were the type of people that were emotionally-unavailable. They would just switch off, shut him out or let him be babysat by the television.
The more they 'ignored' him, the more desperate were his screams to 'be heard'.
His angry home behaviour led to aggressive behaviour at school subsequently, desperate for his peers attention but it all backfired.

Now he has a younger brother he can either torment - training him into following in big brother's footsteps. Or he's learned kindness.
I don't know which he's chosen as they'v moved away.

Apart from that, what is the effect of not playing ball with you? And how are you going to be fed if I choose not to play?
Your answer:
A huge THANK YOU for re-routing me and my precious energy into the only direction that matters. Reminding me to plug myself into God/my HS's will.

Allowing you to do what you are doing suits God's/my HS's will. And if you have to BE USED BY HIM right now, then I ACCEPT whatever it is He/my HS wishes to teach me through these means. I can do no other.

One would think I was a galactic superstar or some planetary VIP, about to single-handedly bring your MO to a total halt, the way you carry on. But that's all your choice.

Apologies if all this is exactly NOT what you wish to hear.

PS. You guys are really great in providing clues and confirmation, in the Light of other incoming energies/occurrences. :-)

Wednesday, April 26, 2017


Just to say:

The darkie tech agents must be working overtime and under a great deal of pressure. The petrified parasites they work for are clearly in shit creek and are happy to show it by such actions!
I've had my phone line cut completely now - after such terrible interference was introduced on my phone line, I couldn't hear. My machine's hard drive was either crashed or a serious virus introduced last week, which is still there and makes the machine unuseable. I cannot do my work towards my deadline on it or type on any doc.
The idea now, I think, is for them to attempt to destroy my working life completely.

Nontheless, I've moved to Plan B and I will post something on Friday or Saturday.

Thanks for understanding[typing this took more than 1/2 hour]

Sunday, April 16, 2017


14 April 2017

There may well be absolutely nothing we all have in common with each other on earth. We may not speak one another’s language, share the same culture or lifestyle. We may have vastly differing customs that we judge as ‘better’ or ‘worse’ than our own, when in reality they are just ‘different’.

We may regard one another with skepticism, with hesitation and even outright hostility due to this, and before we give an-other a chance to connect with us. We may not even be able to find connecting points through common ground. And we may find entirely different things to laugh at and be outraged by.

Because of all this we may be so very good at automatically shutting ourselves off from others, when we haven’t even given the other a single open and objective moment to share of themselves.

We have pre-judged that which we have perceived according to the various frameworks that we live within and have set up for ourselves.

But, when we take that extra moment BEFORE the judgements and our clouded perspective/perception arises to overtake our little selves, to just stop and look into the eyes of an-other, we will see God there.
Asking Him to ‘come in’ in that nanosecond before responding, can help a whole lot.

You don’t have to like or dislike what you see when you look into the eyes of an-other. You don’t need to contrive your feelings of ‘tolerance’ , ‘compassion’ or ‘love’ because you feel you must. In other words, you don’t have to do anything. And it's best that you don't DO anything, but rather just allow God to (a)rise out of you.

You have only to give an-other a chance to be. Just as you would like to be given that same chance by others In the world. And be open to WHO and WHAT you’re seeing. I mean, really see-ing.
For when you look into that other’s eyes for a short time even, there will you see God.

God is there standing in that other before you, even as He is in you. Expressing Himself in all His glory, His uniqueness and His Light, dancing right there in front of you.
Is this not an amazing opportunity to experience God physically? To know Him through the physicality of another in this way?

Focusing on God’s Light and Glory in another in whatever context your interaction is, leads to see-ing more more of Him more often.

One of the ways I do this is by appreciating how amazing and unique each of us are; that He made us all so different. Like snowflakes – no two alike.
Then I feel myself going into awe that this being in front of me is also being animated by God, as I AM.

Yes, that’s what can happen on one of my ‘good’ days when I feel successful in God's unfolding within me. ☺

Practise this with those babies who cannot speak yet, or animals. It’s easy with babies to see and feel the presence of God, Because they’re closer to Him and the world from which we’ve all come. Beings that aren’t talking are still communing telepathically with us. But because they can’t verbally interact, it may be easier to start here, feeling God in and through them.

I’m privileged to have a child in my neighbourhood who lights up my life when she plays outside. She has to be one of the most joyous little beings I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing who is constantly singing and laughing. It’s so infectious! God is sooo alive and expressive within her so often.

The idea is to feel the unity in God with an-other, for this is the one thing that bridges all life on Earth. This is what we all have in common with one another.
Beyond duality in our ‘home’ worlds, I’m sure we are all enthusiastically in love with each other, even as we are with our very own sacred Selves. We are in awe of each other for being such beautiful expression on our grand God adventure.

Feeling it is Knowing it; Knowing it is to feel it. I feel putting this into action at this time is imperative. Because, if for no other reason, it is the very opposite of what those forces attempting to dominate our consciousness want. They cannot easily and smoothly operate and expand upon their hidden agenda if we FEEL the unity with other God beings, our brothers and sisters. They are petrified of us accessing and maintaining this state as it has the ability to spread like wildfire to the hearts and minds of others. The high frequency of true unity in huge numbers of people is likely the darkies' greatest threat!

It's what the `KZ's consciousness war is all about: keep manipulating outrage and anger at an-other in the public mind. Then divisions BETWEEN people can be easily maintained in order to continue ruling us!

I’ve seen something quite amazing happening here recently in that regard, with people who’ve never stood up before, now standing. But, as written about in my last post, not in anger and aggression ie. Fear, but in the spirit of unity and peace.

We live in an era where people are uncomfortable with holding each other’s gaze for longer than necessary. And according to which customs and culture you’ve been raised in.
In some, like here in Africa, it’s a sign of respect for an elder person to not look a person straight in the eyes, for instance.

But going beyond that, holding another’s gaze with kindness and acceptance and acknowledging them as the expression of God that they are, is helpful all around. It's actually wonderful service you can do.

It would be the greatest thing if we could automatically be will-ing (and therein lies the rub, I just heard!) and able to do this in our interaction with others as a matter of course.
Instead, for most of us most of the time, we allow our minds and feelings to be overcome by our preconceived judgements, prejudices, our defenses and guardedness. Which all does nothing to help us see and interact with the God that the other is.

Although it’s difficult to re-member, if we keep calling God that His thoughts be voiced, His feelings, His reactions and responses, etc take centre stage and not ours, that’s very helpful. And you can feel the difference in your day when you do this.

We are beings living in duality here and until we return to that natural state we have to effort to re-member our surrender to Him. For that is part of the surrender that He wants of us. It’s what gets us closer to Him.

So, next time you get on/off public transport or out of your car, ask God to accompany you in all your interactions. Before you answer another in an interaction – whether at work, home, shopping or out at leisure – re-member in that split second before opening your mouth...
State: ‘I call you in God. Let not my will be done, God, but Your will be done in all things’. However many (dozens? of) times that’s necessary.

Until we really know and are living that state of total surrender to Him, one way or another we can do nothing but keep reminding ourselves to allow and call the God presence in.

Start by experimenting with just one day where you intend (I always call for the expert Lighted help) to re-member as many times in the day as possible to call Him in to override your little self.

You may have one amazing day which feels almost surreal in Him and then it may seem to belly flop. So what? You’ll have a greater reference point from that experience now to spur you onwards.

Then it will be easier to see Him in the eyes and words of an-other.


This is one who didn't steal lyrics like Bob Dylan. Rodriguez the real thing, but only found his musical career at 70 years old. I get he had some hard music industry karma, but may be wrong. For some reason he become a (white) SA musical icon in the apartheid era here. He was more famous here than in his homeland of the US!

Saturday, April 8, 2017


Yesterday was perhaps the greatest day of the year for me so far!
I really do believe this country collectively broke through the glass ceiling of FEAR!
That self-censoring programming that many here have bought into for so long just seemed to vanish yesterday.
I would energetically call it a definitive turning point in the affairs of man here.

An important Khazarian Zionist date, amongst others, yesterday 7 April 2017, South Africans of all cultures, colours and creeds came together in the 10's or 100 000's. Most took to the streets to protest against our cloned 'president' Jacob Zuma. Some even put the figure at around 1 000 000.

This entity is another KZ clone without conscience, like many of them. Just how many years ago the original was murdered is anyone's guess. I'm feeling quite a time before his original election/KZ-forced installment as president, ten years ago.

However, like many KZ-installed leaders in many countries, evidence of his criminality is in the 780+ criminal charges brought against him. Not that that went anywhere in terms of our freedom, as the KZ's here also control the judicial system who conveniently dropped all charges against him a few years ago.
That, amongst very much else, is what we as a people have chosen to accept and put up with for so many years.
But now...we have risen!

Yes, there is outrage and anger collectively. It was what the shadow government/deep state attempted to capitalize on this week. Knowing how easily the middle-class respond to fear here, they chose to spread fear-mongering through the media. Once they caught on to how many more people than usual were intending to march, their MSM presstitutes suddenly talked about the marches that would be anti and ‘pro’ Zuma. Suddely ‘pro’ Zuma marches were worked into newscasts. Suggesting that there could be clashing and violence – a typical tactic.

They continued their campaign by inciting fear in the impoverished areas across the nation also. In my area alone, two more innocents humans were shot in the few days preceding the march at a drug and crime-riddled suburb nearby mine. And at my neighbouring township, there was coincidentally a ‘flare up’ of zenophobia – supposedly locals attacking Africans from other countries living in the same township.

Instead, these were murders and flare-ups executed by deep state’s agents slaves covertly going about their usual dirty business. This time to ensure as many as possible would be too paralysed with fear to leave their homes and join the march. Which sort of had some effect.

Yet a march outside the gang-riddled area still got off at 6am. I was invited to attend in my professional capacity, but there was no ways I was getting up at 4.30/5am.

Despite that, many more than usual came out of the woodwork yesterday. The majority of suburban main roads going into the centre centre were lined with humans voicing their concerns and standing together in solidarity. Many for the first time. And next time, there’ll be even more people present. Because next time the people will be able to see through the media lies and know them for what they are - in advance.

During the early part of the week I made numerous requests with the Lighted realms for what I wanted to see happening on the day-the external conditions and in how people would feel internally, if it was in God’s will that it all be so.

The day before the march, I asked for further galactic and celestial assistance that the people marching have the right and the freedom to express without the interference of the darkies tactics. I also went to connect with the Higher Selves/essences of all marchers.
And a whole lot more about very specific things I wanted prevented. I know it must have helped.

Overall, this was a very good experiment. And despite covert threats being made here and there, the protesting masses were unharmed by agent-slaves in disguise.

There were many moments yesterday when I was moved almost to tears over the Godly presence in/around people at the locations I was stationed at. I had my placard with me which read: ‘And You Thought We Were Sheeple?’.

There was such an harmonius, peaceful contagion of the most positive kind that spread between people. A sense of already being triumphant, just by taking the action of being there. It was a mixture of that same feeling of unity when Mandela became president or winning the world Soccer cup. Except better...at least to me.

In the past, complacency aka fear of rising especially from the middle-class, was justified by memes such as ‘ we are powerless to do anything about it’ or ‘why protest as it won’t help’.

Yet something absolutely beautiful has happened...we are seeing through our own collective victimhood that has allowed the abuse to continue for so long. And, moreover, we are choosing to take our power back. Power (aka our sovereignty) and unity work hand in hand to strengthen each other.

But, even more importantly, there was an inordinately high number of people who echoed these and similar sentiments. Rather than overtly being there to ‘fight against’ the man or system, many were there ‘for’ unity.

Some of the comments video-d were:

'We are here to support the country',said one young male marcher.

While an unnamed biker said:
'The idea is to show the world that in unity we have power'.

'[What Zuma’s doing]It's going to hit the impoverished the hardest...I'm here as a representative for them' said one woman.

From a country that has feared rising so much for so many years, that people here now talk about rising for the sake of unity is like a dream come true for me.

I, for one, am so very privileged to have been part of this breakthrough here.
A new cycle’s begun and it’s the start of something big.

Saturday, April 1, 2017

RA Lines and Seraphim

This piece is by Lisa Renee, written at the start of the year.
Lisa Renee has provided many people with many answers over the years. Not least of all - me. If we're committed to knowing ourselves individually, as well as knowing ourselves collectively in this time and space, her work is important, imo.
Bringing in the higher dimensional architecture and what motivates it by the various players involved can help us understand more of the ripple effects we're subject to, here on this end in physical form. Those ripple effects often take form in energetic cycles of various types, producing symptoms and inexplicable states and feelings that we find ourselves in.


RA Lines and Seraphim


Happy New Year and many blessings to you for a graceful transition into 2017. It has been made clear that the RA lines that work with the Law of One Guardian Host healing projects will be working with the earth in more visible ways this year, and many of us may sense their presence, if we are capable and willing, to be a dedicated and pure conduit to help support the earth body during these intense times of spiritual transformation. In order to be of service and work with the RA family for helping to heal Seraphim genetics, we must develop deep humility and feel a heart based dedication to be of Service to Others. The RA Family are intimately related with bringing the Law of One material to the earth in several previous cycles, and unfortunately most times that information had been usurped or abused by power mongers or Controllers. Many of the earth inhabitants are currently suffering from mental fragmentation and a lack of coherence in their mental body due to the amplification of polarities, major changes in the magnetic field, cosmic ray and plasma transmissions, and that contributes to chaotic brain wave patterns and imbalanced brain chemistry. Brain chemistry imbalance is more emphasized with people on the earth that have not cleared reptilian hive mind thinking, and those that have more Seraphim, Avian, Carian and/or bird related genetic history in their lightbody, or have inherited avian cellular memores in the family of origin lines. The Seraphim lines include the Michael family, and they have difficult histories during the Galactic Wars as having been hybridized with reptilian or serpent races, which have contributed to the manifestation of lines of Fallen Angelics, and the painful shadow bodies and negative forms that descended into the matter fields, as a result.

Thus, this year appears to have a bigger emphasis on healing mental bodies, horizontal grid networks, repairing AI on the horizontal Golden Eagle network, reuniting monadic families, and gridwork to create the krystal triad pattern which serves to unify the multiple layers of these mental bodies into more coherent functioning, which helps shape more healthy brain patterns. It is a critical comprehension to know that we change our brain chemistry and brain patterns by changing the way we think, shifting out from negative ego and violent thought forms and replacing them with calm, positive and peaceful thoughts. The negative ego manifests extremely distorted brain waves, which contribute to amplifying bi-polar thinking and AI signal lock down. Most people with distorted brain wave patterns also have etheric implants, like Splitter Tech, that scramble their thoughts, and this disrupts healthy brain chemistry. As a result, most unaware people that have not been trained to clear their mind and negativity, are promptly medicated or sedated. As mentioned in the last blog, anger, hostility, or violent thinking are the worst possible thoughtforms to indulge in, these negative thought vibrations bond directly with satanic forces and AI signals. Thus, it is extremely important to clear and neutralize angry feelings as these are the most destructive to the human body and consciousness, at this pinnacle time of bifurcation.

Due to the portal access made to black hole systems, extremely dark demonic forces from these black hole systems have access to the earth, and anger, hostility and violence are the main cause of partial or total demonic possession. Be extemely careful and gain impulse control over angry reactions, as there are dire consequences now. It is our responsibility to practice unconditional loving kindness and forgiveness, in every area of our life, and to be diligent in being peaceful and calm, as we may observe an increase of strange, surreal and difficult events this year. We cannot help the earth until we make some effort to do our personal healing work, and stop allowing reptilian hive mind and the unconscious rage buried in the collective consciousness to gain access into our mind, or have control over our consciousness.

Due to the recent surfacing of the bio-genetic healing theme for the Seraphim lines, as well as the pronounced presence of the RA family lines that work directly with Guardian Host protocols, as they are making themselves known to us, we may want to understand more about them. The following is the Ascension Glossary entry describing more about the Seraphim lineages.

The Seraphim lineage is one of the original Founder Primal Sound Fields of the Gold Order Ray, which encompasses the Seraph lineage of which would be called the Winged Ones, in terms of avian genetic bird beings, or the Angelic Seraphim. They are a extension of of the Family entity of RA (14D) from the next Universe through Andromeda Galaxy, the Seven Higher Heavens which live within the practices of the Law of One.

The Seraphim had their own schism and enslavement issues having been intricately involved with the creation of the planet earth and involved with its many Timelines and histories of the evolution of the human race. As the Seraphim races committed to help humanity evolve from the lower creational realm of 3D earth, they experienced their consciousness descending rapidly to which is result of the Fallen Angelic fragmented mind matrix. The Seraphim were a part of the original creators of the divine human species prototype that were genetically designed with the potential to evolve into a embodied Christos consciousness. Their energy signature and imprint is certainly a part of all of us as human beings and part of the planet earth collective consciousness. One of the things that the Seraphs did many moons ago in the human evolution experiment is actually create a ley line and Axiatonal Lines grid system on the earth. The Seraphim became the guardians of the earth to protect the horizontal shields and their timelines until the humans could evolve to such level to become the guardians of the earth. This was done in a grid or ley line consciousness and Ray structure that is referred to as the Golden Eagle Pylon Network (Golden Eagle Grid). This was actually a creation of the collective Guardian Founder Races of which the Guardian Seraphim and Avian Races became through this grid known as the Golden Eagle Grid the Guardians of the Horizontals. The Horizontal ley lines are the network that create the clock shield template instructions that directly control the consciousness movement through time and space as a linear experience, and therefore are related to the Morphogenetic Field that create horizontal Timelines in many dimensions.

Fallen Angelic History

Now during the Atlantean cataclysm and what is known as the Luciferian Rebellion about 26,000-30,000 years ago, this is when the planetary star gates, the planetary grids Ley Lines became controlled by the NAA Controlling races such as the Reptilians, the Annunaki , the Alpha Draconis/Orion Group Draconians. And this Golden Eagle Grid grid became, during this time, under the control of these beings who used these collective consciousness grids for reversed purposes of malintent designed for the NAA and the False Gods which was the opposite from their original purpose. So, in the last 26,000 years, the Golden Eagle Grid became controlled and was primarily used as a mind control broadcast station, literally, that would send out false information or manipulated information to the mass human population. One purpose in the Iran Gate is to send out False King of Tyranny patriarchal domination mind control through the ArchAngel Michael Matrix collective. It was sending out information that was about the program that the Annunaki to continue to plummet humanity into false Timelines of which is one of darkness, enslavement and separation using software called the Armageddon Software, Metatronic Reversal and Victim-Victimizer. The Golden Eagle Grid literally became like a mind control weapon because that is what they have been using it for. It had been reclaimed back a few years ago in terms of the Guardian Founder Races who are working to rehabilitate the places of the fallen consciousness grids Fallen Angelic mind matrix and override the patriarchal mind control through the Solomon Shield and activation of the Mother Arc Hubs.

Quetzalcoatl and Seraphim Lineages

A way to understand this is as human beings have suffered polarization and separation from God source and completion and their wholeness. This is what exactly had happened to the Galactic Beings as well which is what Quetzalcoatl is sourcing from as a Galactic Being—a Galactic God Being. In that relationship to the earth’s evolution that the Seraphim and Quetzalcoatl also suffered along with beings of consciousness, like ArchAngel Michael Matrix, suffered a negative split and polarization in consciousness that was not what I could explain as their choice but a by-product of the distortion of the planetary and universal fields of creation which we are comprised in, in this time and space. So it’s important to understand this polarization, the split, the schism goes way beyond planet earth. It is something that is way beyond even human beings and is actually impacting many other levels of consciousness such as has been revealed to day. This is how the fragmented Fallen Angelic mind matrix infected many dimensions of Timelines.

The bottom line is today is the anniversary of Quetzalcoatl’s magnetic imprint or birth—August 14th. This was an auspicious day that opened a portal of connection that allowed a new level of reveal and healing to the Fallen Angelic and Seraphim Races that have been involved with the earth since the beginning of time. And that which will now be released as that blood covenant sacrifice, that which had been suffered on the earth had been holding the Golden Eagle Grid in reversal patterns, Crucifixion Implants and because of that many beings human and non-human were bound and trapped in that grid unable to evolve, unable to move forward and their suffering consciousness was the battery, literally, that was energizing this grid and its NAA reversal pattern to enslave humanity.[1]

Family of Michael

This dark or reversal code infiltration is what forces the phenomena of Fallen Angelic Races to live within a distorted dimension and damaged and violent blueprint of itself. The phenomena of demonic entities and its growing lucerferian energies of Imposter Spirit are a result of this distortion being spilled upon the earth plane and human beings. When the Seraphim hybridized with the Reptilian - incredible genetic damage was suffered. (The original hybridization attempt was overlit by the Elohim and was intended to actually heal the genetic anomalies bringing more balance to make rehab of the Reptiles possible.) The Gold Order Seraphim are a part of the original Three Primal Sound Fields and were one of the three creators of the Kristal bodies of Angelic Humans. Krystal Diamond Sun Matrix Therefore all human bodies hold genetic history and relationship to the Seraphim and Angelic Avian Races, such as the Family of Michael. Those given the energetic signature and the name of Michael have even more energetic consequence to holding this pain. (Please clear yourself of this False Michael, False Jesus Twin energy architecture from your name and blueprint as you are guided, Ask your Blue Ray Flame Coding to embody within and override all cellular memory distortions of the Negative Form)

Seraphim Line Heart Healing

Session Excerpt: Because what's happening apparently on planet Earth right now, the Seraphim bloodlines are the most affected right now because of their relationship to the Golden Eagle Grid and how that particular consciousness grid which is a part of the mind matrix of the Seraphim races. It's like saying they're first in line to be distorted because of this genetic connection. The drag on their genetic material, it's the number one priority to help them because they are starting to be twisted and distorted into a place of possible no return. What's going on with the Golden Eagle grid is like saying, we understand that the Golden Eagle grid and the Seraphim have been and are the Guardians of the Horizontals. The magnetic field and the Mind Control and the AI architecture used by the negatives and the regressives was to manipulate the horizontal Ley Lines because by manipulating the horizontals, they manipulate time.

As an example then, because the Seraphim lines are the Guardians of the Horizontals- because the reptiles aren't completely interested in creating their own Timelines, they create the distortion on the horizontal which creates all kinds of problems for the Seraphim genetics. What I'm understanding is that the Seraphim are having the problem more so with the breakdown of their genetic material faster, because these beings are using that as a primary leverage point. They're not over on the Elohim line trying to work the vertical lines. They're working primarily on the horizontal lines. So it means that because this level of consciousness and it's genetic material is specifically the masculine principle, the horizontal, the Rod function, it's like saying that that area was where the primary bid of control is. And because it's a feeding frenzy over there, at the Iran Gate, which is really what's going on - desperate attempts, feeding frenzy at all these different levels - this genetic lineage is having more issues right now because the bid for control is really working the horizontal timelines which means the Seraphim are getting the short end of the stick. They are starting to be pulled down energetically from the Reversal Networks and fragment into Fallen Angelics because the drag of that splitting frequency on their genetic material is so severe. See Seraphim Line Heart Healing.

In Love and dedicated Service,

Lisa Renee

A little light relief from Evgeny Khmera spontaneously delighting travellers at Malta airport with
Armin van Buuren feat. Sharon den Adel - In and Out of Love

Thursday, March 23, 2017


21 March 2017


It’s Human Rights Day today in South Africa - a public holiday. This is the day when the 1976 Sowetan Sharpeville massacre is remembered, though it happened in June. 69 Black school children were killed by White policemen who open fired on them. But, as with most all historical events everywhere, there’s a high probability of distortion of figures here as some sites say the true number is as high as 300 killed, with many hundreds injured. The kids were peacefully protesting against apartheid pass laws.
The day has been meme-or-ized both here and across the world through this one dominating image.

A little background about the day:

Michael Trapido remembers this day in his post on Thought Leader titled Sharpeville Redux and a Bit More:
On that fateful day a group of between 5 000 and 7 000 people converged on the local police station in the township of Sharpeville, offering themselves up for arrest for not carrying their pass books.
As the large crowd gathered the atmosphere was peaceful and festive with less than 20 police officers in the station at the start of the protest. Police and military tried using low-flying jet fighters in an attempt disperse the crowd without success.
As a result the police set up Saracen armoured vehicles in a line facing the protesters and, at 13:15, incredibly, opened fire on the crowd.
He continues:
The official casualties were 69 people killed, including 8 women and 10 children, with more than 180 injured.
To date the worst case of police insanity in the history of this country.
As a result there followed a spontaneous uprising among black South Africans with demonstrations, protest marches, strikes, and riots taking place throughout the country.
This led to the government declaring a state of emergency on March 30 1960, which saw more than 18 000 people detained.

But a couple of decades on and most of the country’s middle class could care less about remembering the Sharpeville Massacre or any of the other hundred of thousands lives lost to apartheid. While the impoverished are too busy trying to survive the ganglands of the largely-unemployed and heavily-addicted majority of the shanty towns.

Then there’s a relative handful who have sometimes painfully-personal associations with the day or the days that followed/proceeded it – in the form of some apartheid atrocity or another perpetuated against them.
That’s apparently what we’re celebrating – our so-called freedom from it!
But it's all double speaks as the Truth, of course, is we’re far from free or healed from the past as a nation.

Every single day should be human rights day - in every country across the globe, including this one. The rights of all humans everywhere to be free; free of all self-imposed and externally-imposed limitations.
Free from all borders, both within us and without.

Freedom is the objective of our lives in this duality, after all. It’s what God put us on the planet to experience and what we came for. Including TO CELEBRATE THAT FREEDOM WITH OTHERS when we arrive there. For it is indeed our freedom in God that we are celebrating, first and foremost, if we are privileged enough to experience this. For Him, with Him, fulfilling His life within us.

The more free we become – as individuals, as a collective, a society, a nation and then the world, the more we will want to share that with those who are still enslaved.

For me, somehow there is no freedom for any of us without an equal amount of dignity flowing freely.
Dignity: “The state or quality of being worthy of honour or respect”.

That is, the dignity we first give ourselves and then the dignity that naturally flows from us that we can offer others.
It’s this quality of dignity that’s been impulsing me recently on my self-loving quest.

While it is particularly pertinent on this Human Rights Day here today, it’s by no means for the people of this country alone. But for all people everywhere to feel and experience dignity, to give and receive it.

Giving dignity to others is one very practical way of demonstrating honour of and for another human being. It costs absolutely nothing. Here in South Africa, with our past system of apartheid, still very much alive and well (albeit covertly) in 2017 for the majority, it’s also a way of demonstrably making reparations.
I do not in any way here mean to offer dignity as a response to those who feel guilt, to be clear. But as a means of genuinely trying to establish unity across racial lines, as this continues to be SA’s major issue, resulting in a very fractured society.

Because of seemingly-immovable racial stereotypes here, dignity could be offered as an incredibly potent tool for the healing of an entire nation.

Imagine if we devoted a day to White people giving up their seats on the train for Black people – an elderly person or a young mother with children or a pregnant woman. Or how about learning one or two phrases in the regional African tongue and using it for a day in all interactions with those of another race. Or allowing a Black person to go ahead of us in a bank or supermarket queue. Or offering to help an elderly person across the street who’s struggling.

These are just a few of the acts that can help the victimized, downtrodden and hurt ‘others’ to feel that dignity. If we devoted just a day of doing this a few times per year it thrills me to think of the walls of mistrust we could penetrate in others in genuinely extending our hand.

I mention these specifically in relation to SA, as such acts initiated by Whites towards Blacks are still rare.
As evidence, this is one of the few countries in the world where people from all different races/cultures are stupefied when an adult White person speaks an African language fluently or takes on African culture and behaviour accordingly.

Like a 2 year old White boy who’s with his Xhosa nanny all day and who shocks people because its so ‘not done’ here. While White adults who adopt the African culture or language as their own are generally looked upon by most Whites with disgust or have to suffer condescending remarks. By contrast, they are admired and respected by Black people.

However, when the tables are turned and Black people speak English – which they’re forced to for employment – it’s completely unremarkable. Or if a Black child speak numerous languages, for that matter, not an eyelid is batted. Just to give you an idea of how entrenched racism still is here.

This is why so many foreigners can’t understand why the little White boy on Youtube who speaks Xhosa gets so much positive attention because we’re all African, after all, they say.
The racism mind control programming here has been incredibly successful over the centuries, but more so for the past six decades. It’s all part of our uniquely socio-political South African landscape.

However, I guess until a problem is acknowledged, there can be no offering up of dignity or setting days aside for such.
Most Whites here don’t believe racism exists and constantly nag Black people to ‘move on’ or ‘stop opening old wounds’. That's largely a guilt response for not wishing to acknowledge all the many ways in which racism still plays out daily in the majority’s lives and experiences.

The same can be said of any country, culture, religion or political system that has and practices oppression of one type or another against its citizens. Whether this is misogyny, ageism or religious or social prejudice.

The thing is, we won’t ever recognize it as a necessary ingredient to the raising up of ourSelves in God and God in ourSelves if we still insist on being stuck in our victimhood. As a collective or as individuals. This has been our downfall.

Yet, we make choices and decisions individually that then go on to affect the whole. And I have made the choice – and continue to do so daily – that God puts me in the right place to connect with whomsoever I can serve dignity to. It may be a drop in the ocean, but every drop creates a trickle, a stream and then eventually...join with a much larger body of water.

In a world filled with dignity there can be no seething undercurrents of condescension toward others, for that will automatically be a redirect as to where we feel that way about ourselves.

Saturday, March 18, 2017


18 March 2017

Mercy and Grace. Grace and Mercy. Somehow the two feel like partners. And God’s Mercy is given in Grace and received by the recipient with that selfsame Grace, whether we’re experiencing that consciously or not.

I’ve been mesmerized by the beauty and perfection of God’s plan lately vis-à-vis Mercy.
The Mercy being that as much pain has thus far been spared to as many as possible on this planet. In the choosing not to know and not to see the nature of our reality, our fellow Earth citizens’ lives don’t seem to have changed much – on the face of it, that is. Vast amounts of any lifestream’s efforts and energy is still being expended, though, in the direction of the money god, for the sake of pure physical survival.

And in the impoverished Third world countries, it still a fact that almost any means (including selling one's own child and risking selling body parts in operations done by dodgy surgeons) remain popular to those who have no idea where their next meal is coming from or money for a family member's medical care.

On the face of it, little appears to have changed these past few years. But, actually, everything has on the deeper interior landscape. Inside people, much has changed. Often brought on by seemingly-forced circumstances. Lessons have been gone through and passed or failed. But change, though imperceptible, has certainly been present in every heart and mind. Whether people have gone through this consciously or not.
I feel this plan has been and is filled to overflowing with Mercy. And so too will what comes be. But it’s up to each of us to view it as such. No matter what the scenarios, situations or people’s reactions.

What is Mercy? Mercy is what God gives the darkies, over and over and over again. Another chance and yet another to change direction; to give up their theatrics and their old, tired performances. To allow God to invigorate them and offer them new life; His life.

Individually, in a similar vein, Mercy is what God gives each of us too. A multitude of seemingly-endless opportunities to raise ourselves up unto Him and live from our true identities. Away from identifying with the entrenched ego and its deceptions. Which leads to us mind-fucking ourselves, if we’ve bought or are still buying into the ill-us-ion of our little selves.

Some of us think that it’s only we who can unlock ourSelves here. But I think it’s a joint effort. It’s also God’s Mercy and Grace that works in tandem with us.

Still, I keep getting the feeling that God just loves this; His experience x 3.5 billion or so of us. Excluding the unensouled, I guess. But I’m not even sure about that.

I don’t mean God loves all of our respective struggles, triumphs and tribulations that are most of our daily lives.
But rather the entire adventure of LIVING, of us being human beings in this chosen earth experience, on His behalf.
No matter whether any given experience is good, bad or ugly as per our perception/perspective on it. Because that response of ours is not directly of Him, but our own egos.

Of course, His happiest moments – or so I feel – are when we are in a state of Grace, giving/serving and a state of Joy. Even more so, when we are conscious of this. For our Joy is His.

Yet, even when we feel down He’s not down, but merely ‘there’. Present and supportive, in an observing and consultatitive capacity, if we allow it. We go through whatever we have chosen to at whatever levels of our being and He never leaves our side. Not once.
If it’s a situation not to our liking, there has to be much comfort in that. If we value Him within us, that would surely be the case. How could we ever feel alone then?

And to me, that’s Mercy at work. Even if we can’t hear Him and his words, there’s many ways He communicates with us. It may come through the content of other people’s conversation in an eavesdropping. Or using another person as a messenger directly. Or through flowers, feathers or leaves dropping of their little gifts in our direction, as we have specific thoughts or feelings. Being conscious of this adds another dimension to the experience.
Then there’s birdsong, calls or the coo-ing of the doves. Note what you think and feel when this happens. Or better still, unusual bird, animal or insect visitations at specific times.
God’s communiqués could come through dreams or a page opening in a book or...or...any other number of ways and means. God’s ways are many in communicating with us.

We may have chosen this experience of ‘separation’ in duality, but we can FEEL through knowing our experience of things, nonetheless. Now, all that to me is also Mercy at work. When I think about Mercy, I can’t help but feel the Grace of God at work.

Receiving of the former is another type of His blessing, bestowed on us, just when we think we can take no more of whatever it is we’re experiencing that feels so damn awful.

God’s Mercy is not only the extending of a hand when we’re down. But God offering a tissue and a hug for comfort when we also feel inconsolable – figuratively speaking.

Mercy to me feels like infinite giving and forgiveness and unconditional love and acceptance, all at the same time.
It’s a powerful and important aspect of His love for us.

Except that He would likely say there’s nothing to forgive and that’s just another construct of our egos to stave of our own feelings of guilt. But I believe the ultimate root cause of all guilt/shame stems from our original separation from Him. Which we then allowed our egos to hijack and add all sorts to.

Imagine a prisoner who may be locked up with others who are way more serious criminals. These ones may infect that prisoner far more seriously and negatively in the long-term, purely by their presence. Perhaps the prisoner is there by ‘misfortune’ of some type or another. Perhaps due to a petty crime or even there ‘accidentally’. Whatever the reason, this is where he finds himself. And now he must make good for himself in a situation that is physically limiting.

Placed in isolation, it may be somewhat lonely, but simultaneously God’s Mercy has provided a clean space for his rehabilitation. And, more importantly, given him the time and space to deepen his connection to his inner divinity, his guidance and knowing within.

So does that mean every cloud has a silver lining? Or God’s Mercy can be found in any situation? I believe it does. But it requires that we recognize we have to choose to see every aspect of our life situation - no matter the limitations – as God gifting us in some way or other.


For your listening pleasure - this amazing British jazz singer, Alice Fredenham, does it for me today

And for pure blues artistry, some Snowy White (ex Pink Floyd and Thin Lizzy guitarist):

Thursday, March 9, 2017


Apparently Justin Bieber's a woman. So is Tom Cruise and Brad Pitt. Angelina Jolie's a black man and Sandra Bullock, Miley Cyrus, Jennifer Aniston and Selena Gomez are all men. While Donald Trump...yes, is a woman!

And this is just the tiniest little tip of the iceberg that is the Hellywood celebrity Trangender Agenda.
At first, in some type of shock, I didn't want to accept it - not wholeheartedly, anyway. Some of those who I'd admired were not the gender I thought they were? What? Then it was a case for me of dumping pre=conceived, inculcated programming, where the truth had ever been floating just out of conscious reach.

I'd done quite a serious lot of research on this TA. And given time to those I perceived as agenda-free, except for their desire to get truth out there. These were people who'd long been studying the physiological, anatomical and biological differences between men and women.
People who clearly knew the difference between the hairlines, neck(and adams apple), the shoulders, waist and hip structure of both men and women. They could also demonstrate what the person would have looked like as a child of the original sex and in some cases, were providing childhood images of the person concerned to back this up.
Some researchers were also able to show how operations to remove penis's or add on breasts (in the case of man-to-woman), along with the consumption of hormone chemicals created a very believable-looking person of the opposite sex.

I must add here that I've lost a lot of links, names, quotes and other relevant info I copied recently. I began the piece around two weeks ago and kept adding bits to it. It was longish, by my standards, and almost ready to post. I went to find it in a Word doc only to discover it...gone! No sign of it anywhere. Gone, along with all the info and youtube links.

My musings had begun with the concrete people, of which there are many in the United Fakes of America that are not cloned or transgendered. Yet it's the cloned unensouled walking around in human bodies in that selfsame land that are hiding in plain sight. And that the masses worship, moreover. The cloned (original murdered), transgendered stars are manifestations of the same soullessnes in the masses.

Even though I'd never felt urged to visit before in my lengthy globetrotting, just before the advent of the internet my daughter and I visited the USA. I went because I was a travel addict and had been offered free plane tickets. Who says no to that?

Wherever we went everything and everyone 'felt' unreal. Or most people and situations, anyway. There was an uneasy eeriness that I couldn't quite put my finger on initially.
Then it dawned on me. At that point I couldn't stop thinking of the original and remade movie 'Stepford Wives'. And that's probably the best description for the discomfort we felt in our many and varied experiences. Fortunately, it wasn't ALL we felt. We did meet a few very real and lovely, authentic, soulful and wise people in various circumstances. That was 18 years ago.

I'm mentioning that as, in retrospect, I saw even then (without being properly conscious of it) that the experimenting objective with this country's people (and later the world's)- has long been to steal as many souls as possible, one way or the other. What happened here was to be a kind of prototype for the takeover of the rest of the world's souls.

So while the Khazarian Zionist Jewish mafia may well perceive their activities here and amongst the rest of the globe's majority as a success, it has been and will be a very short lived one.
Mostly, because the psychopathic freaks of nature have been worshipping an unnatural, dead, sick-green glob of mass energy that they've given all sorts of names to, in their various forms of 'worship'. We know it's not Satan as he was rehabilitated.
Yet, the 'thing/s' has used and abused the willing psychopathic ones also. The 'thing' needs to feed and has amassed it's energy from the earth souls who have given themselves up to it - voluntarily, through deceipt or manipulation.

Back to the Transgender Agenda.
The thing knows little other than to reverse/inverse, lie/cheat and...imitate! That's what an entity without a smidgeon of it's own authentic power does to survive.

One of the ways the thing likes to cock a snook at God is to give the middle finger to the matriarchy; the feminine divine. And why the real power of the feminine energy has been expelled, inverted and twisted over the millenia to suppress wise women teachings. In the careful removal of Mary Magdalene and her teachings from the public domain, the burning of women during the Middle Ages, introducing women-repressive religions and in general, keeping misogyny alive in the minds of men-and women, regardless of race, culture or religion.

Millenia-old memes and mind control programming has been set up that the archetypes of 'angel', 'prostitute/whore' and 'bitch' in the main can keep women in self-imposed limitation.
Though in some 'liberal' cultures and countries, that mind-control programming has been kept alive, buzzing just below the surface. Which still allows men to be-lie-ve they treat women as equals and women to pretend to themselves, their men and the world they're free.
We're not free, beloved sisters, mothers, wives, daughters. But all that's about to change in our favour. Women will rise, as one. And alongside their male counterparts. Up until now the power of women has been inverted in these ways and much more!

In truth, the thing is shit-scared of woman power...womyn power...wimmin power...
Which is the way of love, compassion, nurturing and care. For the self as God/dess and God/dess as self - and then for all others. In short, the way towards re-establishing BALANCE AND HARMONY BETWEEN BOTH SEXES IN THE WORLD. Perhaps this is its greatest fear.
And why men must rule it's world. And misogyny must reign supreme that the patriarchy is ever kept intact.
So women should transform themselves into men and men make a mockery of women in the world of Hellywood.

A good number of children born into an already-established family in show biz (aka KZJ-owned family) are 'groomed' from early in their lives, being forced to change gender from a very young age. Or are programmed through various means into feeling urged to do so. Not all children in all families, but certain key players that are programmed to perform public influential roles.

And, as we know, what better way to control the masses than through the entertainment and media industries. Those who became conscious and tried to break out or away were murdered. That is murdered and then cloned. Such as Lauryn Hill, imo and feeling.
A great comment that also got lost was someone obviously in-the-know in the music industry. They said that when an artist is discovered, they're invited to a dinner to sign up with the recording company. Then they're expected to sign their name in blood. Once that's done they murder and clone the artist.
Once cloned, they become perfectly-pliant to worshipping the thing, doing it's bidding and playing their dark inherited-parts towards the plan for total human enslavement.

In a country like the USA with such a huge celebrity culture and the obsession with becoming famous, I'm wondering how a revelation of this Hellywood horror-filled truth is going to impact the masses. If fans currently go demented just by being in the same auditorium as the star they worship, what will happen to them when that star turns out to be...a starlet! Or vice versa.
Or the well-known male news anchor, loved by millions, turns out to be a woman.
The possibilities are endless.

If you think it all sounds too ludicrous to be true that Donald Trump (from a 'key' family background) is a middle-aged woman and Melania Trump is a man, go and research and draw your own conclusions. Somehow I always felt Donald didn't sit comfortably in his/her skin, but could never say why! None of his/her potential trangenderism has anything to do with how I see his/her role as a politician, let it be said.

The Kardashians are purportedly men and the tennis star Williams sisters are um...brothers!


Not being able to grow a beard normally is a big female to male transgender sign. Brought forward by a Christian here.

Please, don't accept anything here. Get going with your own research on the subject. I see such preparation as dealing with one shock less than we'll have to deal with when it all begins.