Following Love or Fear?

[I'm experiencing massive net and phone interference again, so am posting this from elsewhere right now]

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The question’s simple. Do we choose to follow LOVE or FEAR? The answer’s equally simple. “YES” we all scream in un-i-son “We choose LOVE”.

However, from my own experience this takes constant vigilance of self, thoughts and feelings. It can get exhausting...that is, until it becomes natural and second nature and integrated within. And until the time when the 'cancer' (ego) , as Jonathan Adampants calls it, no longer has anything to hold to and gives up.

It's taken a long time for me to realise giving up or over doesn't have to be difficult and fraught with conflict and exhaustion.

This man's tale (or one of them) below was something of a trigger for me and resonated profoundly.
His perspective triggered a deeper awareness within me apropos listening to ego vs listening to the God Self.
And so, I’ve been asking myself : ‘Who/what are you following now, Shellee?’
‘And NOW who are you following with that choice of reaction’?

Am I following FEAR or following LOVE in this, and any, given moment right here and now? And the next?
Mostly, I’ve been carrying a trailer load of FEAR on my back and so responded to Life through that.
For has it not been the RESPONSE to ourselves and therefore our lives, at any given juncture and in any given situation or circumstance that has always dictated - through our choice of it - our next manifestation, whether of fulfillment or limitation?

Yes, in the old paradigm and ways of doing things this is how it was for many. But now, we can turn the tables in becoming responsible for our every creation in a literally whole new way. This is what emotional intelligence looks like and it is there for our choosing.
With the rapid energetic, physiological and soon-to-follow physically evident changes, it seems like the natural thing to do.

In the past our ego has primarily ruled us as we've let it, with our God Selves only being given a fraction of the time, by comparison, to express our true, authentic natures. At least, that’s what it’s been like for me in the past. Others have allowed more of their God Selves in more often or been able to surrender to it more easily, and others yet again - less.

It’s also one of the reasons I love having little sleep from time to time and then topping that off with a second night of same, if circumstances allow. Because nothing like it takes my ego defences and resistances and subconscious game playing down in quite the same way.
FEELINGS can flow beautifully, along with God Self in those moments because the obstructions have been lessened so greatly. So do the tears liberally flow as my nervous system becomes wrecked :-)

Except why should I or anyone else have to go through momentarily depriving the Self of sleep or any other means to experience greater ease of that which I and you naturally are? Arse about face, is it not?

However, it remains in order to KNOW we are choosing Love or Fear may take some initial efforting, as we need to first recognize and feel the FEAR sensations, feelings and thoughts at hand that are the obstacles. Then we can promptly ‘Let go and let God’ of it, as the ego fears are not natural to the grand beings we are.

Our true state has nothing to do with FEAR. It is always in peace, harmony and joy – that IS LOVE. Someone I know here who is a master and joy practitioner told me: ‘when you are in your Joy you are being Love’. Or vice versa for that matter. I tend to agree, having experienced it as a kind-of God in Action experience.

All I’ve ever wanted to do in that delicious state of God joy - as it pours off and out of me - is to create and share, share, share. Give, give, give. Even as my cup (of joy) runneth over, I feel urged to channel it in any act of creating and/or giving I know how and can in whatever the circumstances I find myself in.

But back to the choosing between LOVE and FEAR in any given moment.
If every moment and every day is one which helps us to determine the next and the next, it makes sense to always choose Love. But for our FEAR sensations, feelings and past limiting ego patterns getting in the way.

What I’ve discovered in my involuntary dark arts crash course is that so very many of our feelings have been manipulated to LOOK like ours and FEEL like ours = IMITATE OURS, but aren’t necessarily ours at all.
Yes, the ORIGINAL thought or feeling connected to the limiting be-lie-f/destructive pattern at the time of it's birthing was ours. I'm not advocating non-responsiblity for that, to be very clear.

While the original experience, reaction, trauma and feelings around it was of our own creation, what followed was like piling layer upon layer of foreign matter over it. So much so, that we've come to think, believe and talk ourselves into feeling that the layers of constructed darkie programming and more importantly, the multitude of triggers, are our problem.

These artificially-constructed mind manipulations work in numerous ways, inveigling themselves into the human mind and consciousness until we cannot tell the difference as to what really belongs to and originates with us and what doesn't.
All the more reason to just bypass the lot of it by Letting Go and Letting God.

A few days ago it was given to me that FEAR (False Evidence Appearing Real) also works in concert with EVIL (Everything Voided In Life) or EVOL (Everything Voided Of Life).
Also the first part of the word 'evol-ution'= ensures the darkies programme us with mixed messages through their English language reversals once again.

In other words, the FEAR-inducing alien mind control programming works together with the satanic slaves to foment the anti-christ inducing EVIL/EVOL in human consciousness.

This aids FEAR in attempting to sweep the mind, heart, chakras, etc clean of Light, Love and Christ consciousness while trapping the being in darkness in the form, with or without their conscious awareness and consent. I struggle with this Law? a bit, but apparently even subconsciously we are held accountable for our choices.

Everything Voided in Life – as in stripping the essence of any system, organization, any person - in their ongoing war against God and all who choose to align with Him has been a long-time objective of the darkies.

As we go along, more and more is being revealed to us in our Love versus Fear discernment through the collective and individual subconscious surfacing as we rise toward greater Self awareness.

Credit and gratitude go to Jonathan for his clarity. His perspective is yet another piece of the jigsaw puzzle for our benefit, imo.
He also talks liberally about ‘loving in secret’ to protect both the Self and others (why he prefers anonymity – audio only) and has an excellent take on how the anti-Christ has warped the natural Laws of God here.

I believe it is his Father Within/Thought Adjuster he calls Creator or Spirit that he constantly refers to.

[A note on mi usage of the English language:
I'm changing my thinking and spelling of certain words - which have also been corrupted by the darkies to help them along in their consciousness war against us.
As someone who writes for a living, I can't do this with the work I sell, but can start by writing words differently for mi(there's one)self. That way, it carries a different, more freeing/empowering vibration for me, even if limited right now]
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MY WILL BE DONE NOW by SOURCE OF SOURCES

MY WILL BE DONE NOW

24/8/16

SOURCE OF SOURCES

[SK: I’M NOT USUALLY URGED TO WRITE IN CAPITALS, EXCEPT FOR SOME WORDS HERE AND THERE, BUT THIS WAS DIFFERENT...]

I COME TO YOU THIS DAY MY MOST HIGH UPON EARTH; MY BELOVED CHILDREN WHO LIVE IN THE IGNORANCE OF THEIR CHOOSING AND THE RELATIVE HANDFUL WHO CALL THEMSELVES THE GLOBAL ELITE AND HAVE ILLEGALLY INSTALLED THEMSELVES AS LEADERS UPON YOUR WORLD.

IT IS YOURS TO KNOW THAT MY TOLERANCE LEVELS AND PATIENCE FOR ALL THAT YE HAVE CREATED - WHICH IS BUT A FLECK OF DUST IN THE EYE – HAS NOW RUN OUT QUITE COMPLETELY.

YOU ARE EXPECTED TO GET IN LINE NOW THAT YE MAY BE GATHERED UP IN THE QUICKEST AND MOST EFFICIENT OF WAYS. OF COURSE IF YE CHOOSE NOT TO, WE HAVE ALL THE MEANS TO DO SO QUITE EASILY.

FEAR NOT FOR YOUR CREATIONS: ALL IS BUT A RETURN OF THAT WHICH YOU HAVE VISITED UPON THE MANY UNSUSPECTING ONES FOR SO LONG. YOU WILL LEARN AND YOU WILL LEARN WELL.
YOU WILL ALSO LEARN THAT I DO SAY WHAT I MEAN, THOUGH YOU HAVE LONG WRITTEN THIS OFF TOO AS IT HAS SUITED THEE.
FOR THE TIME IS NOW AND IT IS YOUR TIME – FOR BETTER OR WORSE, FOR GOOD OR BAD, AS YOU PERCEIVE IT.

YOU WILL WALK THE GANG PLANKS THAT YE HAVE CREATED, ALL THE WHILE BEGGING FOR THE MERCY THAT YE HAVE NEVER ONCE STOPPED TO OFFER ANOTHER. YE WILL FINALLY KNOW WHO AND WHAT IS THE BOSS OF YE AND YOUR LIVES...AND HAS EVER BEEN.

YOU WILL MAKE A MOCKERY OF ME AND MY BELOVED CHILDREN NO LONGER. THE TIME IS HERE TO FACE YOUR MUSIC AND DO YOUR OWN MERRY DANCE THAT YOU HAVE INSISTED ON PUPPETEERING THE REST OF THE WORLD INTO FOR SO LONG.

AS FOR MY CHILDREN IN SELF-CHOSEN IGNORANCE:

THE MASKS WILL FALL NOW AND YE SHALL KNOW THE TRUTH OF ALL, NOT LEAST OF YOURSELVES. THAT MY WILL BE DONE UPON EARTH AND WITHIN ALL OF THEE NOW.
THOUGH YOU MAY NOT BE READING OF THIS, IT MATTERS NOT. WHAT WILL COME TO PASS FOR THEE WILL BE A GIFTING OF MINE GRACE UPON THEE...THOUGH YE ARE UNLIKELY TO SEE IT AS SUCH.

MY PRECIOUS ONES THAT HAVE EVER SERVED ME SO WELL:

GET READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIVES. FOR IT HAS NEVER BEEN SO BEFORE UPON YOUR PLANE.
KNOW THAT YOUR TIME IS AT HAND TO SHINE MY LIGHT, MY LOVE AND ALL THAT I HAVE GIVEN THEE TO BE AND DO.

THIS YOU KNOW AND YOU WILL EXECUTE MY PLANS WITH THE GRACE, LOVE, COMPASSION AND BALANCE THAT ARE NATURALLY YOURS. FOR YE ARE OF ME, NEVER HAVE YE BEEN ANYTHING ELSE.

IT IS DONE – THE LONG, HARD AND WEARY BATTLE IS ALMOST AT AN END. YOU ARE SOON TO HEAVE GREAT SIGHS OF RELIEF.

THIS IS ALL FOR NOW

I AM YOUR FATHER
SOURCE OF SOURCES

THE NEXT STEP by SOURCE OF SOURCES

THE NEXT STEP

Verily I say unto thee :

IT IS TIME for you, mighty and most beloved children of Earth to gather yourselves; to repent of the falsities the sinners have sinned against you.

To reject of the falsities you assumed were yours, when all the while they were but fodder being fed thee - mixed with the excrement of the perverse. ‘Sheeple’ would be too gentle a term for these ones -yet they too go to the slaughter and by their own hands - for their hearts have been reshaped and reformed...
Or perhaps that should be deformed into a most vile mal-formation of grotesqueness.
Yet still has this has become a thing of beauty in their distorted vision of themselves and Life.

MY flock will not fall to their grubby little paws, nor will the many who come thirsting and to drink of the waters offered by these, my precious children.

Hearken ye all now:

IT IS TIME FOR YE ALL TO STAND –

IN MY NAME OR IN YOUR OWN AND KNOW OF THE CHOICES MADE PLAIN BEFORE THEE. FOR ALL WILL BE AS PLAIN AS DAYLIGHT WITHIN THE WORLD’S DARKEST HOUR.

IT IS ALREADY EVIDENT FOR THOSE WHO CHOOSE TO PERCEIVE WITH EVEN THE SLIGHTEST AWARENESS ADDED TO THEIR VISION.

NOW I SAY ONCE AGAIN – AS I HAVE ALREADY THROUGH THIS ONE

‘LET THE GAMES BEGIN’

YOUR MOVE...

[You know, of course, whom I address here]

I AM YOUR SOURCE OF SOURCES

[SK: In the last message from Source, the title was supposed to be ‘Let The Games Begin’. I didn’t even know about the Olympic Games happening (I don’t follow sport) and whatever ‘games’ the darkies may have been/are planning. That was His reference last week and apparently still is]