I AM Present

I AM Present
DESTINY IS A CHOICE
It's here! The ascension times are upon us. And both a simple and complex choice is at hand for us all.

We can choose Love or Fear.
If we choose Love, we also commit to loving ourselves, owning all of us in the process. Without this energetic shift within, we cannot fully shine as co-creative human masters and walk free in our sovereignty. This is also a prerequisite for 5th Dimensional living.
If we choose Fear, we remain in the cosy confines of the 3 rd Dimensional matrix. Here we don't need to confront our shadow selves or take responsibility for all of us. This choice naturally means we will also need to wait for the next cycle of ascension opportunity to come around again for us.
Ascending in physical form isn't a given. And an intellectual or emotional desire alone won't take you there.
Subsequently 'heaven' and 'hell' are both states of being right here on earth, manifesting through our very own consciousness choices.
And because of current collapsing timelines all is unfolding in greater polarity right now.

What are you choosing...?


ABOUT THIS BLOG:
Expanding our consciousness to make the leap into the 5th Dimension is an energetic one. My experiences and path of personal growth have shown the many boulders on the road to success. Fact is, it's difficult to accept and integrate truth within, if you're not aware of the subtle forces that oppose it and the Light. Ones which subsequently block us from choosing our highest possible lives/outcomes. And most often, without our conscious awareness or consent.
Therefore, some of the related components I'll be exploring will include: understanding our slave mentality and how to break free; our galactic connection to both STO (service to other) extra-terrestrials and STS (service to self) ET's; the ongoing psy-ops programming by the Illuminati to keep us at war with self and each other; how lower thought form entities feed off our power, keeping us fragmented; our Inner Earth family and the Lemurian/Atlantean connection; relationship mirrors to Shadow/Inner Child healing on the road to wholeness.
All this ties in with the coming revelations to be disclosed to humanity - who we really are, where we came from and where we're going...

In magic, madness and mystery!
Shellee-Kim

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Encounter With An Inner Earth Hu-Man

A piece I wrote quite some time ago for an Inner Earth support group:


In 2001 I began 'hearing' voices inside my head in a telepathic manner. I was convinced I was ready for the local mental institution! During a moment of spiritual despair at home and not long after that, I had a visitation by off-worlders.

In exactly the same way as the Star Trek movies show how people are 'beamed up' into the starship, so it was in the same way that two beings appeared under my kitchen spotlights. A tall, blond, Nordic-looking man in a Star Trek-style royal blue body suit and a shorter, dark-haired woman in a red body suit beamed in and just stood there.

They just appeared and disappeared. It lasted no more than 10 seconds and no words were spoken. At first I thought it was Adama, high priest of Telos, but later had a stronger sense it was Ashtar. Especially after I familiarised myself with his work some more. The woman was less distinct. But I reckoned if that was Ashtar, she may well have been Athena.


It all happened so quickly, but the impact on me, my faith and renewed sense of direction and purpose was profound. Although I'd been exploring new age spirituality for more than 15 years and was finding it increasingly-unsatisfactory, what this experience started for me was the beginning of re-connecting to my galactic/5d Self.


I then began being guided to various websites - with each one shocking me into a recognition, a knowingness and resonance with the energy and info that was coming through each. From Sheldan Nidle to Ashtar channellings, the Nibiruan Council and then to numerous other, including ascendpress.org. But when I got to Dianne Robbins, channeller of Inner Earth beings, and followed up with two of her books, there was such a profound resonance I began crying and couldn't stop...

Early on during all of this I began chatting to a female guide. Eventually, I got it that her name was Kundara. And I believe she's my sister/someone very close to me from the inner earth. One time I was sitting in a forest with an etherically-developed pyschic friend. Kundara was there with us and for the first time I began seeing visions of myself with my inner earth family surrounding me. I was lying on some type of thin bed in a room with everyone saying goodbye - with very mixed feelings - as I volunteered to leave there and be born into this surface lifetime. The memory of that made me cry and cry...again!

In the interim, I made another discovery. I had been exceptionally close to a woman a few years younger than me for a short time in 1994. Angela and I had shared a deep soul connection. She died a few years later of cancer. But the puzzle pieces only fell into place a year or two after contact with Kundara. It came to me one day that Kundara had, in fact, been Angela - now assisting me from the dimension of the inner earth!

A little while after this, Kundara introduced me to my brother - Bohar. His energy was totally different from hers - upbeat and hysterically funny a lot of the time. He was never without a joke. I always felt so joyous during and after we'd chatted. Kundara's energy by comparison was always calm and serene and she always talked with a 'collective' voice.

In December 2005 I had yet another incredible experience. I was at a restaurant with my mother when this preppy-looking, curly dark-haired man walked in. He sat at the table directly next to ours, sitting alongside me. I couldn't guess his age as much as I tried. He looked 'regular' and was dressed in shorts, a T-shirt and sandals, December being our summer here.

I was so drawn to him and knew I knew him. I tried to sneak many, many looks at him without him seeing me and desired nothing more than to start a conversation. The inside of his right wrist had an interesting tattoo that looked just like an I Ching symbol. I drew it on a piece of paper right there.

I'm usually easily able to speak to strangers, wherever I find myself. But the oddest thing in this situation is that I couldn't talk to him, almost as though something had paralysed me on this level. It was as if some electromagnetic force field had been set up between us, preventing words from exiting my mouth, even though I could think them up easily enough. When he first came in to the restaurant, he came up behind me to get the newspapers on the shelf above me. And something was checked/adjusted in my crown chakra at that point, I believe. He hovered there way too long.

I found myself asking questions to him in my head and telepathically receiving answers from him. Practical things of interest to me such as how he coped with the vibration on the surface, had he had to have some adjustment made to his physical self to 'fit in' on the surface, what did he do to prevent our 'poisoned' food affecting him badly, etc. He telepathed by return that he swam in the surface sea often to cleanse himself and he did some silent ritual over the food before eating to raise it's vibrations. He ordered a feta salad, by the way. I believe they're vegetarian in the inner earth!
During all this I kept saying to my mother: 'I'm sure he's from the inner earth' over and over. She'd heard the concept from me before, so knew what I meant.

Eventually, he got up and left first, without a single word having been exchanged between us. I spent the entire rest of the weekend devastated that this familiar stranger and I hadn't actually had a verbal exchange. My friend asked her guides and got that it wasn't needed and would interfere negatively with my growth at the time. She was told this man had indeed been Bohar! She also said I was the 'last stop' on a round-the-surface-world trip for him to make contact with a group of us. He was apparently on some kind of reconnaisance mission. I'm curious to know whether it was non-verbal communication with those others, too. Did anyone experience anything similar at the time (December 05)?

I was totally excited when sometime just after that experience I discovered Aurelia Louise Jones's channeling with a master from Shamballah called Zohar. I just knew there was a connection between us all. But still don't know what it is, although I do have a definite resonance with Shamballah as a city.

Early last year, I saw a 'star' transform into a moving star/ship in the night sky in my garden (UPDATE JULY 09: I've now seen four of these, with one doing a special 'performance' for me). It travelled so fast, it took all of 30 seconds to cross the entire length of the sky, until it passed in the direction of the moon and just faded from naked eye vision. I couldn't move or speak properly I was so thrilled to see this sight!

It was also a short time later in early 2006 I was asked to choose three gifts by the Galactic Fed/Inner Earth. This was as a result of apparently graduating or passing some trial/initiation - and was a gift of thanks (aka a reward!). I later found out that at around the same time, another channeller in the United States was offered the same thing. Was anyone else out there offered the same thing at the time?
Not that any of the gifts have manifested in this dimension for me yet, by the way.

This has been a small portion of my weird and wonderful experiences related to Inner Earth Hu-Mans that you may find of interest.
Since then, I've had many more subtle and overt experiences. They've just become stranger and stranger while journeying towards the Diamond Doorway. The starting place of entry to the Inner Earth being none other than through our very own hearts...We are indeed what we have been waiting for!