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Thursday, January 9, 2014

Sa-Ra 17: Self-Reliance

8 January 2014

Sa-Ra 17: Self-Reliance

through Shellee-Kim

Today, dear friends, as always it is a pleasure to be here with you. Things are moving much faster than you could imagine from our perspective. Of course, you would be seeing it differently from yours.
In any event dear friends and family, there is much movement and there IS much progress being made - that you might see visible manifestations of change coming into view shortly.

But what I would like to address with you today is the question of self-reliance.
Self-reliance, beloved ones, is the ability and desire to rely purely on yourself for guidance and personal decision-making in your life.

Self-reliance is not necessarily the stereotypically painted picture in your world of one who is perceived as strong and often not needy of others. Instead, self-reliance has everything to do with self-trust. And self-trust, in turn, is knowing and accepting who you are at core. And the making of the decisions and taking of the choices that are the most in alignment with your Higher Self on your journey towards Oneness with God.

Your world and your society tends to equate self-reliance with emotional and psychological strength, often at the expense of all else. While inner strength plays a part in this, it is not the only quality needed as a person who is balanced and expressing in a state of self-reliance.

When we speak of self-reliance we do not speak of one who is exclusively aligned with their masculine energy within. But one who's able to maintain good balance between both the masculine and the feminine aspects within. In that expression are they able to create the self-reliance within that is able to be both objective with self and others, sensitive to self and others, compassionate with self and others, as well as firm with self and others, in addition to other qualities.

Self-reliance speaks of one who receives their answers, gets their guidance and takes their cues from within; who is not subject to the whims or the judgements of other and/or who does not give their power away to those outside of themselves.
No matter how close the relationship with others may be. This is a very fine line, we understand, to walk in balance with upon your earth.

For what it means is to share with those you love but not be influenced by them enough that your own self-trust and self-reliance is affected by the relationship.

The more one is in open-hearted and loving relationships the more difficult this can become. And there is a dilemma in staying free from those you hold in high esteem - while simultaneously acknowledging and even embracing what they bring sometimes.
And here we do not only mean in your intimate partnerships, but those relationships you share with your family members, friends and children.

So it is a question of observing, listening and feeling through that which comes to you from outside. And being able to hold all such external stimuli (often in the form of advice, opinions, insights, feelings) that comes at you, in a great measure of balance within.

While you receive much needed support from others in this way, a point to remember is that none of the external stimuli can ever replace your own inner voice when it comes to your decision-making. And this should always be priority in listening to.

Self- reliance, beloveds, is the stuff that Warriors of the Spirit are made of. But again, this does not necessarily mean you go it all independently. For there is not only strength in unity, but power in numbers, as you know.

And so while this might appear to be contradictory, it is not.
For you might stand together very very closely, allowing each others' positive influences to rub off on you.
But what we warn against is that you do not imbibe necessarily the perspectives of others, making THEM your OWN. For you have your own and it is for you to discern daily what that is and develop yourself to a point of KNOWING. Thus can self-reliance thrive.

Sometimes in the intertwining of your relationships with one another, there is a lack of 'breathing space', which can subtly usurp one or both. Particularly so in co-dependent partnerships and why, when they end, one or both parties will feel 'shattered' and have to rebuild their identities. That comes from having placed their trust and self-reliance into the hands of their partners.

In summary:
It is our advice that you watch to see how your choices and thus your actions are informed by the influences of those closest to you...those who you depend upon and who YOU rely upon.

And while advice might be sound from some of these ones, please beloved ones, it is quite imperative that your choices be ENTIRELY of YOUR OWN CREATION. And this is what we mean by self-reliance.

So we will leave this with you today that you might ponder over it. And we hope this is another worthwhile piece of information that you might use to expand upon yourselves during this time.

Wishing you all

Our greatest love and admiration for your efforts

This is I, Sa-Ra, coming to you this day

And until the next

I say to you


Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Chemtrail Mind Control - Remote Controlling Human Synapses and Neurons

Hello All!

Perhaps one of the most important things threatening our freedom on earth currently is that of mind control. Yet we often pay no heed of this, telling ourselves we won't be affected because we have no military or political/government ties, we're on a committed spiritual path and therefore must be protected or we just don't believe it exists to the degree it does.
And those folks who approach life via the intellect and logic alone as their chosen system of functionality are neither more or less susceptible to mind control, because of it. Because many still think if you 'believe' in this, then you open yourself to it. As if it's some type of superstitition. But it's not quite as simple as that...

Mind control mechanisms of all types are highly developed and have long been in both covert and overt operation on this world. And those project heads who've spent millions, billions or trillions in ongoing research are issued to do so from the top of the food chain for good reason.
From a planetary control viewpoint, this is the ultimate deal-clincher. Control the global population from within, via numerous mind control methods and means, and your objective of a super-tame, unquestioning sheeple populace is achieved. And that we already have to a large degree.

On the subject of chemtrails, the author here says there are several reasons for chemtrailing, which are listed below. But how many of us thought about the possibility of remote control of all human synapses and neurons as a reason...

Love Of The One Heart


Source: http://www.mindcontrol.se/?page_id=7725

Published by MindTech Sweden

Chemtrails, What is happening… Remote control of every single synapse and neuron for the person !

Chemtrails,What is happening… you must be thinking that, assuming you have a few brain cells left. It’s highly probable they’ve now faded away too, which is the purpose of this web site. Your unfortunate lack of critical thinking skills leaves you without the ability to see the unseeable. You watch, but you fail to see. Fear not my weak minded friend – whether your being chemtailed, body/mind controlled or harassed, this web site connects the final high level dots that you simply cannot figure out for yourself.
Complete, high dexterity remote control of every single synapse and neuron.
The holy grail. A ‘BioAPI’.

Brain Neurons
What is happening… you must be thinking that, assuming you have a few brain cells left. It’s highly probable they’ve now faded away too, which is the purpose of this web site. Your unfortunate lack of critical thinking skills leaves you without the ability to see the unseeable. You watch, but you fail to see. Fear not my weak minded friend – whether your being chemtailed, body/mind controlled or harassed, this web site connects the final high level dots that you simply cannot figure out for yourself.
Complete, high dexterity remote control of every single synapse and neuron.

So what we now have is a real brave new world. The purpose of this site is to simply show how they control on demand, as well as end the confusion around the subject of chemtrails and how they fit into the larger picture while showing how the media and movies are conditioning the mind of the general public. This web site is my account of the entire last decade. I’m sure I’m missing something here or there, but this is 95% accurate I think.

Let’s just get right too it. Forget everything you know. Here it is, the epitome of reality. This video is the best example that summarizes what’s happening or has happened in your body already. This is the most prevalent secret in the whole world because it has been forced onto everyone unknowingly.

Nano-encapsulation. THIS CAN HAPPENEN TO YOU.

What you see here is a nano-bot encapsulating a neuron or synapse (for example your purkinje neurons) or other nerve ending/bridge. It’s only a simulation, but accurately summaries everything that has happened in the past decade. This allows complete control of the host (your body) remotely asdemonstrated repeatedly in the movies. A more sophisticated set of nano-bots would subsequently allow for a complete and full BioAPI to be installed without the host (you) even knowing it.

Chem Trail

The basic idea consists of a set of nano-wires tethered to electronics in the main catheter such that they will spread out in a “bouquet” arrangement into a particular portion of the brain’s vascular system. Such arrangement could support a very large number of probes (in the millions). Each n-wire would be used to record, very securely, electrical activity of a single or small group of neurons without invading the brain parenchyma. Obviously, the advantage of such system is that it would not interfere with either the blood flow exchange of gases or produce any type of disruption of brain activity, due to the tiny space occupied in the vascular bed.


Chemtrails are a huge logistical operation. Larger than the hoover damn, trans-alaska pipeline or moon landing. Its large. And expensive. The biggest mistake one can make is assuming there is only one reason for chemtrails. There are about five or six reasons and possibly more. The top six are listed below with a brief summary. This web site is concerned with the last.

Blocking the Sun: This is the standard reason given to idiots in the government. We need to secretly stop global warming, so keep it a secret that we’re spraying. Global warming is the catch all con for everyone in the government. If you’re smarter than this they’ll give you a better reason.

Blocking the Sun (Again): A reduction in sun light across the planet works well to decrease crop yields slightly. This is part of the requirement to engineer a food crisis and bring in a famine. This is tied in with the disappearing bees too but this site does not get into that.
Update [2012-03-29] – I got bored one night and decided to explain the purpose of the disappearing bees.

Superheating the Atmosphere: In order to create earthquakes and steer hurricanes (for example hurricane Katrina in New Orleans) the atmosphere needs to be more conductive for electricity so installations such as HAARP can work their magic. So the chemtrails spray barium and aluminum among other things to create a more conductive upper atmosphere.

Health Erosion: As a side effect everyone’s health and immune systems become more compromised. This is usually not an issue for most healthy people. Older people on average will now die sooner and any health complication is slightly more likely to be fatal. This is both a side effect of spraying and intentional. Anything to increase the kill rate without raising many alarm bells.

Climate Modification: To help or hurt crops, keep skys clear for a major event (like the Olympics), cause a typhoon, etc.

Nano-fiber Propagation: To universally install a BioAPI in everyone they need to spray nano-fibers. These fibers cannot be put into the food supply or given in some other way, the uptake across the population would take forever and not propagate very efficiently. It’s much easily just to spray everyone like an insect; and because it’s happening to everyone and universal the herd mentality of the unwashed masses then justifies it.

Nano-fibers specifically are a transport mechanism. Nothing more. They hold a payload for delivery. A payload that would otherwise be compromised by the sun or atmosphere or not make it to its destination (your body). Such as a virus, RNA, aluminum, nano-components, etc. The fibers are (surprisingly) quite harmless as everyone has them. Examples of these fibers can be found all over the internet or in the physical examples section of this site. The fibers must be independently sprayed, if they we’re added to the jet fuel the extreme heat would destroy the payload.

So it’s not the fiber that is critical, it’s the payload.

There are essentially two phases involved with the installation of the BioAPI. I categorize it as phase 1 and phase 2. If you can imagine a new laptop computer, all it has is the operating system like Windows, so it’s kind of useless. This would be the equivalent to phase 1. So a new computer can be remotely controlled (aka phase 1) by your IT tech support guy, but that is all. There’s no programs installed (provided by phase 2) to do
anything else with it.

Phase 1: Everyone on the planet is effected and involved in this phase. Everyone to some extent has the nano-fibers within their body cavity, and therefore wired. Side effects include a clicking sound from within the skull and basic annoying body complications like aching joints. This phase actually provides complete remote control of your speech and thought patterns through suggestion (subconsciously). I guess about 90% of the populace has this phase complete.

Phase 2: This phase must be triggered and is extreme. It completely compromises your health and can do anything from kill you to simply monitor you. This phase cannot be forced onto you like phase 1 (technically it can but they don’t do that yet). This involves multiple nano-sensors from ocular to heart and everything in between. I figure about 2% of the population has gone through this phase. If this phase is triggered in you they consider you evil as shown within the media examples page of this site. You must do something to trigger this phase, including eating cheap red meat, kissing specific people, using specific corporate health care/beauty products, etc. The objective they are reaching for here is to connect each event with a deadly sin of some sort. For example morgellons would be connected with vanity because your skin goes to hell. Ultimately this phase provides complete remote control of your body and mind, including the monitoring of your emotions, thoughts, body functions and everything in between.

Of course with something as extreme as nanotech being installed within people’s body’s you would assume there would be health implications and side effects. This is correct and covered on this site. The approach to handle these side effects has been one of “embrace and extend” it’s called. There are several examples in the media section that show how the specific side effects listed below are recognized and then associated with something ridiculous or stupid which then discounts the authenticity in the mind of the viewer. In effect convincing the viewer to dismiss a real side effect as being something that’s too crazy to be real. Each side effect is dealt with in a media example. Additional technical possibilities are also talked about in BioAPI section.

Phase 1 & 2 – Cranium Clicking/Screeching: A phase 1 side effect goes back as early as 2001. Exactly what is happening is not completely known but involves some sort of nano-chip being installed/operated in the cranium (your head) of the host. This is probably the equivalent of a CPU of some sort. The actual clicking/screeching sound observed is usually at night on average once a month and only lasts for a few seconds. Completely painless and easily ignored or passed off by the person.

Phase 1 & 2 – Aching Joints, Headaches, Fatigue, etc.: The saturation of nano-fibers has different effects on different people. The sheer numbers involved results is a random combination of health implications. Most people will not notice anything, or pass any slight symptom off asgetting older. Other people who have more of a reaction will go to the doctor and get diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Fibromyalgia is a catch all disease that was created about a decade ago to give doctors something to tell the patient when they complained. The doctors can’t accurate diagnose or understand what or why a patient is feeling a certain way, so the corrupt medical establishment gives them this nonsense to spew. These side effects are primarily phase 1 but are a constant problem across the board.

Phase 2 – Continued Itching Skin: Often a specific part of the person’s body (for example the left elbow) will become constantly itchy much more than the rest of the body permanently. This is intentional and is a sign to others that they have phase 2. This is reflected quite clearly in this media example.

Phase 2 – Burning Smell: Phase 2 encapsulates the person’s ability to smell to they can read/write scents to the person. I have no idea why they want to know what you’re smelling. When inhaling or specifically exhaling quickly its often a burning/smoke smell that is noticed. It’s unknown why, this must be an unwanted side effect. Or more accurately to encapsulate any neuron in the body involved in sensing (for example, smell, taste, etc.) there obviously must be some minor side effect. Interestingly when I cry the smell is amplified and it smells like buttered popcorn of all things. An example of how the media discounts this is demonstrated in the movie Bandits (2001).

Phase 2 – The Left Eye: One of the high level concepts they push in the movies is the left eye is evil for some insane reason. In phase 2 an actual nano-camera will be installed in the left eye. People with this might comment on how they feel like there’s a small bump in their eye under slightly drier conditions such as when going to sleep at night. This is documented in the physical example page. Note if you figure out you have a camera in the left eye they will probably install something in the right eye too.

Phase 2 – Permanent Metallic Taste: Some people will comment on a metallic taste in the mouth. Typically when going to sleep it becomes prevalent. This is mostly a direct response to be monitored. The more they monitor you or your BioAPI the more of a metallic taste you’ll receive. It is not a side effect of medication, that’s the typical response a doctor will give you. If you are not on medication and otherwise completely healthy and all of a sudden have a permanent metallic taste in your mouth, you are being monitored 24/7.

Phase 2 – Morgellons: Morgellon’s can strike anyone. Its a problem with the nano-bots and fibers, whether intentional or accidental. The body’s immune system can’t see or recognize the fibers at all. So when the body can’t accept the fibers anymore it beings to push them out through the skin. But the skin is a barrier because the fibers are too large. So the skin breaks up which is why people get lesions. Note that technically everyone has morgellons (nano-fibers), the actual mogellon’s symptoms are when the person’s body tries to get rid of them the only way possible. Some more conclusions can be seen here as well as a media reference.

This is the most amazing picture you’ll see in your life. This is a phase 2 subject with a nano-camera in the left eye. Only viewable with the properwavelength of blacklight. Everyone on the planet has nano-implants and can be tracked ad mind controlled on demand, people who contract what I call a phase 2 will have additional implants that allows them to be body controlled too as well as a whole host of other functions. Your body is turned into a robot against your knowledge and against your will. Check the media page for upcoming references concerning the ocular implant.

Some more thoughts and information on the ocular nano-implant are available.

Ultimately you need some proof. This is very difficult, as we all don’t exactly have nano-tech labs in our basements. The only thing possible at this point in time is to put out the physical evidence that is known and back it up with media/movie supporting clips. A complete list of unbelievable things this technology can do is listed here, also make sure you see the real life body & mind control examples in Media References.
Bio AP Proof Media References

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The movies obviously contain many clips to condition the audience to believe or not believe something (for example to smoke cigarettes). Some call thismarketing, others refer to it as a form of brainwashing over time. Sometimes it’s obvious and right in your face, other times its extremely high level and so subtle you cannot even begin to catch it if you do not know what and why your looking for it. The examples below attempt to tie the BioAPI nano-implants together with the movies while showing the possible outcomes and possibilities the implants can provide once installed. Again, many concepts are specific in nature (eg. to discredit a side effect) while others are broad in nature (as in what is happening in general). There are also a few more media examples on the Direct-to-Speech page.

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There are several side effects associated with phase 1 and especially phase 2. In order to condition the public to dismiss health oriented side effects as inconsequential anomalies they have to use the movies like always.

One significant but not serious side effect of phase 2 is when the scent neuron’s get encapsulated they alter the ability to smell slightly for whatever reason. Typically people will say they smell a burning (feathers or smoke) smell. This is true, and when you cry it smells of buttered popcorn, at least for me. This clip demonstrates how they condition the public, specifically connecting anyone who smells burning, in this case feathers, with someone who must be crazy. It’s spread out through the whole movie and is the purpose of the entire movie itself. Simply notice the movie shows Billy Bob Thornton thinking he smells burning feathers, then specifically shows him (towards the end of the move and clip) acting crazy and stupid flopping around on the floor. The audience obviously takes away from that burning smell = crazy person. Classic movie psyop. Also keep in mind all movie phyop’s like this are subtle, you have to keep the larger picture in mind to recognize what’s actually happening.

Toxic Skies is a poor quality chemtrail propaganda movie. It’s specifically about chemtrails but you have to look closer to see what the outcome of the patients are to figure out what is happening. It reflects that they are trying to kill people (or who they – not the doctors – decide are useless eaters). As in all movies such as this it starts off as a plague or biological threat. If you notice, of the four or five people that come in sick the one that dies is the one that simply watches TV and is presumed not to care about life. Therefore people who understand what is happening will see chemtrails = kill useless eaters. Everything else in the movie is irrelevant.

So in an overview the people running The Program are deciding who gets to live and who gets to die. This is happening every day right in front of you.

This movie is the only movie I can find that shows what I call Direct-to-Speechin action, or to a lesser extent Suggest-to-Subconscious. A handler (the women behind the glass) dictates to the other women (the one talking to the girl) what to say. Now everyone that watches this clip will say of course, the second women talking to the girl has an electronic earpiece in her ear – that’s just it, she doesn’t (note that in the context of the movie she might as well have an earpiece in, but that’s not what we’re looking at here, we’re looking for the double meaning).

Now this is partially symbolic and very high level, but does demonstrate what can and is happening to phase 1 individuals (such as yourself). The amazing part is the second women is not aware she’s being told what to say or do. This is the most amazing aspect of the BioAPI, everything else pales in comparison to this and is extremely difficult to accept or comprehend. So the second women is having thoughts on what to say or suggested what to doinserted into her mind in real time, in which she believes are her own thoughts and acts accordingly.

There’s actually a lot happening in this scene. For example to show the two women are connected somehow (for example Paralleling which is an broader application of Direct-to-Speech) they show both women having red hair. Coincidence? Not if you know what to look for. Also note how they zoom in on her mouth at the end when she says just arrived from Prague, they are trying to reflect its not her voice/thought. It’s difficult to explain this so I might have to rewrite this description.

Also see the Metropia clip.

Greenberg is a movie that specifically references phase 2. Some of the side effects demonstrated in the media show people who get phase 2 have sores on their skin or feel sick in some way. This is only partially true but is useful to demonstrate what is happening to people in the know.

In this clip Ben Stiller has the chance to run off to Australia with some hotties. But as he’s leaving they clearly show the one blonde slut is sick. She’s coughing and has a sore on her skin, so Ben Stiller immediately bolts. This is a direct demonstration of someone with phase 2 and therefore the entire BioAPI in the movies.

About 5 minutes before this scene Ben Stiller also makes a reference to hurting people, he says it twice for no reason. Why? It’s easy to understand when you know what to look for. Stiller also makes a reference to commercial law (Wall St. the movie comment of who am I?) which might be a way to free yourself from phase 2 but has proven useless so far.

Like Toxic Skies this clip is a little high level.

This movie holds back nothing. Some clips show an overall high level meaning and you have to look for, The Crazies slaps you right in the face.

In this clip at the beginning of the movie a so called crazy person comes out of the bush with a shot gun. Not knowing what to do the cop has to shoot the guy, no one questions even for a second what happened, I mean it was clearly the guy was drunk right? Wrong.

This is what I call Direct-to-Motor-Control, or to a greater extend Paralleling. A handler is actually controlling the guy like a robot. The nose is bleeding because the guy is (at least symbolically in the movie) trying to fight it. He doesn’t want to raise the shot gun so there’s conflict within whatever cortex controls motor functions resulting in synapse damage. Ultimately the BioAPI wins and the guy has to do what the handler is forcing on him. This is only possible with phase 2 of the BioAPI.

Then to prove the point the scene jumps to a satellite/command center style clip which is a reference that everything is controlled from a single command center, then of course the final dot – chemtrails.