Jumping The Gap

There’s something that constantly hovers over my consciousness. It’s bothering me increasingly – mainly due to feelings of frustration. What’s bothering me is that great divide between this consciousness and the Higher one. Though the divide's definitely closing in on itself, the whole process and reason for what I'm calling 'jumping the gap' still remains pretty much a mystery to me.

I’m talking about that place we go when we are seemingly-busy here, in this realm, doing something else. We might jump the gap to that place between even while a particular matter appears to be occupying our conscious mind. It could even happen while we daydream; sitting around, relaxing and doing nothing at all.

Jumping the consciousness gap to continue other experiences, relationships and work elsewhere while still very much here in body, is part of our experience as spirit beings manifest in form here. We each constitute many aspects in One (being), you could say. Our expression is multidimensional, not linear and certainly not limited to this time-space experience on our planet Earth, even while here.

Heavenletters today described this aspect of our multidimensional nature thus:

http://heavenletters.org/riding-on-the-wide-waves-of-the-ocean.html

“Between every thought of yours, there is a gap. This is where you have been – in the gap – yet you also have no idea where or what this gap is anymore than you really know where or what you are when you are seemingly midstream.”

It is as if we regularly ‘take off’, go absent without leave and temporarily abandon our little selves here, though there’s enough of us to go around elsewhere it appears. Not that our little selves seem to mind…mainly because up until now, we’ve hardly been aware of this happening.

My growing frustration is felt in knowing I’ve gone somewhere due to the sudden return from wherever it was in the next moment. But not being consciously able to recall details of the consciousness adventure out there and precisely whom it involved.
It just often feels a whole lot more real than this dimensional experience.

In one of those other dimensional experiences it felt like I’d been gone hours when just a few minutes had passed while standing stationary in one spot in my house. Another time while driving and laughing with my partner years ago on an open road we ‘left’ together to re-adjust ourselves in time to avoid an inevitable involvement in a multiple car accident here. The accident took place while we were ‘away’ circumventing it. That was one that was easy to understand.

If I’m with someone else when this happens –partner, friend or acquaintance – there’s a certain frequency-mood that accompanies it for me. Our conversation together possesses a kind of dream-like quality and afterwards quite often that quality feels stronger than the words shared together. Though at the time it feels the opposite: that the conversation is all-engrossing and an interesting mutual exchange. But I think these conversations are designed as a gateway of some kind, looking back.

Afterwards sometimes I remember we were busy elsewhere doing something far more important for one another and maybe why I can sometimes hardly recall the gist of the conversation.
Whatever the reality my HS/God Self accomplishes with these manifestations here and there, it always feels as if things get done. My HS/God Self know what they're doing.

Whereas I hanker repeatedly to be more and to know more. Either I'm doing more of this jumping or I’m becoming more aware of myself doing this. I think it’s the latter. There have been a few times in the past where I have remembered moments/feelings/thoughts from ‘there’, besides from that near car accident.

If we are moving between these multiple realities more often than we know and the way we experience these in our dreams, we are regularly jumping our minds back to our true essence/body for a moment in time.
Whether this is a physically-awake version of living out parallel realities like we do in dreams, or jumping our minds back to our true essence/body for a moment, I can’t say. I haven’t been given enough to know about it.

But I can maybe liken the state, the feeling of it, to tuning the tuner on a radio/disc player, looking for and landing on a different radio station while the disc player has been temporarily muted, but still plays its music. The latter being the time-space bound persona as me, SK, still talking, laughing, singing, listening et al.
The paused disc player analogy could be something similar to what happens when you faint or fall asleep in strange circumstances, which I found myself in last week.

I was feeling quite high and nauseous simultaneously from the past week of energetic shifts, so I fell asleep easily while sitting up in a minibus communal taxi on my way home. While sleeping I was aware of both the taxi chatter and music being played ‘here’ in the background and conversation/activity occurring 'there' in the other place . To be clear: I am not referring to the subconscious mind’s activities here.

So this experience of feeling ‘out of my mind’ gives an entirely new twist to madness ;-) . More like some new/old validation from HS/GS. As this regular activity is clearly a natural extension of who I AM and we are as soul. Even as it feels as though some vital information is JUST out of reach of my conscious mind.

For little me/us who don’t hardly yet know a fraction of the wonder that we each are, having conscious access to this could well be life-changing. For the better. Just imagine if that important puzzle piece that allowed us to know ourSelf better was bestowed upon our conscious minds in fullness…

Why are we both here and there simultaneously? Because we are designed that way. Because it’s part of our total multidimensional expression in doing our resnpective work. And because we love to serve God and all life everywhere.
Truly, our Higher Selves, our real Selves, are intelligence personified. We are also glorious, magnificent, worthy and subsequently authentically confident beautiful beings, dwelling easy and naturally in His will.

I know that there are people on planet who experience this jumping consciously
all the time. What an incredible privilege of consciousness that would be. I almost feel that I would laugh at myself and what I call my life here - if I could get a conscious ongoing glimpse of my true expression in action…there.

The idea of being here now is to reunite and raise ourselves back into Oneness with God/HS while still in physical form. As all this - including this gap jumping - is natural to who we are as multidimensional beings.

For now though, I take further steps within to shift my world, waiting upon Him to reveal more of myself to myself.

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Modified, Engineered Climate?

Last Wednesday night the loudest thunder and lightning in years was SO loud and penetrating and intense, it felt like a real galactic sky drama. I woke up to enjoy it, but it was SO loud even my window glass trembled in their frames! There were four of them last week. In and of itself very unusual and I wondered just how much manipulation of the climate was underway and whether such weird weather patterns here were part of that... [to be continued]

[Monday eve: Status unchanged on laptop, so will try to add the rest I wanted tomorrow. Enjoy Celtic Woman's version of You Raise Me Up in the meanwhile]



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LYRICS: You Raise Me Up

When I am down, and, oh, my soul, so weary
When troubles come, and my heart burdened be
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and sit awhile with me

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up to walk on stormy seas
I am strong when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up to more than I can be

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up to walk on stormy seas
I am strong when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up to more than I can be

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up to walk on stormy seas
I am strong when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up to more than I can be

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up to walk on stormy seas
I am strong when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up to more than I can be

You raise me up to more than I can be