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I AM Present
DESTINY IS A CHOICE
It's here! The ascension times are upon us. And both a simple and complex choice is at hand for us all.

We can choose Love or Fear.
If we choose Love, we also commit to loving ourselves, owning all of us in the process. Without this energetic shift within, we cannot fully shine as co-creative human masters and walk free in our sovereignty. This is also a prerequisite for 5th Dimensional living.
If we choose Fear, we remain in the cosy confines of the 3 rd Dimensional matrix. Here we don't need to confront our shadow selves or take responsibility for all of us. This choice naturally means we will also need to wait for the next cycle of ascension opportunity to come around again for us.
Ascending in physical form isn't a given. And an intellectual or emotional desire alone won't take you there.
Subsequently 'heaven' and 'hell' are both states of being right here on earth, manifesting through our very own consciousness choices.
And because of current collapsing timelines all is unfolding in greater polarity right now.

What are you choosing...?


ABOUT THIS BLOG:
Expanding our consciousness to make the leap into the 5th Dimension is an energetic one. My experiences and path of personal growth have shown the many boulders on the road to success. Fact is, it's difficult to accept and integrate truth within, if you're not aware of the subtle forces that oppose it and the Light. Ones which subsequently block us from choosing our highest possible lives/outcomes. And most often, without our conscious awareness or consent.
Therefore, some of the related components I'll be exploring will include: understanding our slave mentality and how to break free; our galactic connection to both STO (service to other) extra-terrestrials and STS (service to self) ET's; the ongoing psy-ops programming by the Illuminati to keep us at war with self and each other; how lower thought form entities feed off our power, keeping us fragmented; our Inner Earth family and the Lemurian/Atlantean connection; relationship mirrors to Shadow/Inner Child healing on the road to wholeness.
All this ties in with the coming revelations to be disclosed to humanity - who we really are, where we came from and where we're going...

In magic, madness and mystery!
Shellee-Kim

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

PROGRAMMING AT DEEPER LEVELS OF OUR AWARENESS

I just watched a personal message by Mehran Keshe to the Red Circle (a paedophile ring connected to the world's secret societies, ie part of the soon-to-be-flushed global Khazarian Mafia's' 'religion').

I'm not too familiar with his work, but this is a man who's clearly stuck to his guns and his integrity - risking life and limb to publicly expose international bigwigs of a European paedophile ring and it's international associations.

He's had his and his family's life threatened numerous times, amongst many other forms of attempted intimidation and persecution, was almost murdered and experienced endless interference to keep him from doing his God-given 'free energy' work to help free humanity.

His courage and committment to helping cleanse this planet of it's darkness and criminality, torture and murder of children is admirable.

For those reasons and for the protection of the globe's Satanic Ritual Abuse paedophiles, the darkie agencies got a 'writer' to severely diss-info him and his work along with Gordon Duff of Veteran's Today. The latter's produced some amazing investigative work on a range of covert black operations.

The total lack of creativity on the darkies side is just so predictably lacking in crediblity: they got their 'writer' to accuse the two of exactly the same tactics they practise, wholly giving themselves away in the process as being the fearful perpetrators. So petrified of exposure are they.
It's their hallmark; what they do and how they react to extricate themselves from various exposures coming to public Light at an increased rate.

But that didn't stop this from coming out more recently - courtesy Keshe and Duff.

http://www.veteranstoday.com/2016/08/24/vt-exclusive-largest-pedophile-ring-in-history-70000-members-heads-of-state-the-rats-scramble/


I bring this up as perverted sex, torture and 'snuff'ing (murder) of children during sex is a big part of how those who've opted for Satanism get their spiritual (disem)power. Blood sacrifice is what is required of them and they have no inner authentic power of their own. They ditched God's offering and can only hope to steal from humanity's essence and consciousness to have a smidgeon of another's - exactly what they've been doing for millenia. But this all ends now.

This is essential to know as it's been the fulcrum from which their off-planet masters operate, passed down to these ones, their on-planet slaves. Though they're under the mis-be-lie-f they are masters.

Stealing. Imitating. Reversing.
Without the allowance of these their assault on humankind would never have been possible. It's what every psy ops, every project, every poisoned bit of food, water and earth and all their surveillance games have ever been about. What do they steal when they put you under surveillance? Your freedom, of course, and the abuse of your God-given right to make free will choices in your personal space.

Whether individually-targeting those with chips and implants or collective consciousness attacks with their mass-mind programming, the design of all has been ultimately to meet with a single objective:

TO STOP THE INDIVIDUAL FROM KNOWING AND REACHING THE TRUTH OF THEMSELVES AND THE TRUTH OF THE MATRIX-LIKE WORLD WE LIVE IN. IN TURN PREVENTING ANY POSSIBILITY OF CONNECTING TO THAT WHICH THEY FEAR THE MOST: HUMANITY'S INNATE POWER OF GOD WITHIN THEMSELVES.


But God and the Wave and ...I'm not sure what else exactly... are ending their games finally. About a week or two ago I was shown a mind movie:

In it all the darkies machinations were failing - computer programming, their stolen, reversed 'technology', their machinery. Everything they've used for the purpose of entrapping, enslaving and ensnaring humanity was exploding around them. And they, the 'cause-devoted' slaves of the slaves, were being ordered to grab the pieces that were exploding in every which direction to try and put the fragments back together again.
But nothing worked, no matter what they tried. Subsequently there was a great deal of anger and frustration.

It doesn't matter whether this was literal and a specific scenario or figurative but I had the sense it was both.

I'm guessing this is also the reason their public political, media and celebrity cloned figures are also increasingly flopping out all over the place. The mechanisms are being overriden and being dissolved as God's presence/Wave sweeps the house clean.

As a result, the higher-ups are burning those lower down on the chain of command as all becomes unravelled at the seams right now. You don't have to connect too many dots or read too much between the lines in the MSM to get an understanding of this same dynamic at work politically. Dues are being collected. And those down the chain of command fear for their lives, are in confusion and are finally done feeling invincible in their long-time covered up criminal activities.

I'm thinking here right now of our current political scandal - one amongst many.
It appears our finance minister, Ghordan, is clearly no longer under the protection of the shadow government representatives who installed him (and the other cabinet cronies) into his position and have long protected/ordered illegal racketeering.

He's resisting what's happening to him and obviously claiming his innocence, but he's clearly about to be badly burned as the truth about his doings emerge in an investigation by our local 'Hawks'. Or rather - if it happens this way - under the silent hand of those selfsame shadow government installers.
He must be confused that he suddenly no longer has the covert amnesty provided by these over controllers that's he's long enjoyed in the past.

There's a long line of 'defenders' calling to leave him alone to do his job who are equally petrified about their dirty dealings with him coming out in the wash now, including big corporate and financial players in the country.

In his last-ditch efforts to remain untouchable, it appears his spin doctors have turned the tables on Eskom (our energy parastatal and likely one of those with secrets about him he'd rather not have exposed). This is a very old and obvious darkie tactic - and same response to Keshe and Duff above : divert media to whomever is about to expose YOU and expose as much dirt on them as possible. In K and D's case above, all they accused them of was largely untrue. I'm certain that's not the case for our Eskom. The game is 'get them' publicly before they can 'get you'.

This way, Ghordan can continue diverting public attention away from himself. At least...for a bit longer. At this stage I guess buying a bit of extra time is something.

Eskom are very busy publicly defending themselves and their activities in the media right now.

Ultimately, though, it looks like Ghordan's going to become the global darkies 'scapegoat'.Or perhaps one of many coming up?
In a bid for the shadow government SA operatives to keep their dirty little hides secret a bit longer, they could well be about to push him under the bus. At least, that's what I'm predicting.

But you can just as easily translate the same dynamic to fit whatever political (visible) scandal exists in your own corner of the world currently.
These are the energetic times we live in - miraculous ones for the emergence of Truth.

I mention the paedophilia and the political game playing only to highlight some spheres of their old, weary and worn strategies that the darkies have been using for millenia on the planet. They do it to continue practising their Satanism - whether consciously using the Talmud or doing it unconsciously, like many practising Jews do.
The important focus for them is to inflict betrayal, emotional/mental pain and torture=cruelty (in whichever forms), black-male and rage, amongst many others to maintain the lowest of the low frequencies= EVOL/EVIL (Everything Voided Of/In Life)and FEAR (False Evidence Appearing Real) in action.
The reverse of God's law's of Light, joy, peace and Love for all.


The most insiduous of their control has undoubtedly been their work on the human mind, emotions and consciousness.
This is how we are affected in our every waking - and sleeping - moment.
I touched on that in my last post, mentioning briefly a bit about how our unbridled minds, thoughts and feelings and fragmented aspects are really just used to feed into the darkies' programming. Except we now discover it goes so much deeper than that.

This excerpt below from a piece written by Lisa Renee is an in-depth and technical explanation of what most of us have unquestionably accepted about ourselves - as 'that's who I am' - if we've acknowledged it at all. I'm talking here about what we might term as our 'individuality' or 'part of our personality'.

Everything starts and ends here, imo, and this is crucially-important to understand at this time. We are so used to describing our 'personality' and 'individuality' which many of us are hung-up on as our identity, that most of us have never stopped to examine where the mechanisms in place for some of our destructive behaviours really originate.

For example, how we became 'types' suffering from specific so-called 'disorders', according to psychology on this planet. These could include manipulative, compartmentalisation or depressive behaviour.
These behavioural responses within, including ego defence mechanisms like Splitting (first one below), Triangulation (one person doesn't communicate with another, but with a third person instead) or False Truce behaviour (targeting spiritually-developing types; an aspect of the Victim-Victimiser software) all turn out to be programming imposed upon our very minds.
If not recognisable within you, you may recognise these in your dealings with others.

Like I mentioned in my previous post, the origin of these states/behaviours that created the initial trauma we experienced that caused the pattern of behaviour and reacting to ourselves and the world was indeed of our creation. But that was only the beginning.
What occurred after that and due to our emotional/psycho-spiritual fragmenting was a hijacking of our minds with programming too insiduous and complex to even begin to believe.

The fact is we have been subject to a very gross manipulation over time in human consciousness in a multitude of ways. Yet we still believe these states are our creation as we've known no better -until now!
Again, as you read, know that I'm by no mean advocating not taking of responsibility or playing the blame-game here. That would be counter-productive to what we each have to deal with internally. It is for each of us to become aware of such destructive patterns of behaviour and work towards healing and thus loving ourSelves in totality. And this information, therefore, is nothing less than a Godsend.

Knowing this for what it is is exceptionally-important to understanding what else may have gotten in the way of our efforts to heal ourselves, letting more of God's Light shine through us that we might act upon His will.

Bless You All!

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[excerpt by Lisa Renee -the 2nd para of 'SPLITTER TECH'below was especially interesting to me]

Splitting

Splitting is a very common Ego Defense Mechanism. Splitting (also called black and white thinking or all-or-nothing thinking) is the failure in a person's thinking to bring together the dichotomy of both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole. Usually one small piece of the overall picture is focused upon, while ignoring other details that the person is not willing to look at. It can be defined as the division or polarization of beliefs, actions, objects, or persons into good and bad by focusing selectively on the judgments or perceptions of positive or negative attributes.

Splitting is a coping mechanism which diffuses the internal anxiety that arises from our inability to grasp the subtleties and complexities of a given situation or state of affairs. The situation is broken down into smaller parts in order to simplify and schematize the situation, thereby making it easier to think about and rationalize. Splitting also reinforces our sense of self as good and virtuous by effectively demonizing all those who do not share in our same opinions and values. Through the course of growing up from childhood into adulthood, we develop coping skills and will come to label people, places or objects in the environment that are acceptable or not acceptable in our belief systems.

Ego defenses are similar to mental racketeering programs that are commonly used as coping mechanisms for reducing day to day anxiety, fears, and obsessions that are related to thought addiction or the need to control the environment. When we are addicted to our thoughts, we have lost balance with our feelings and sensory abilities that allow us to be fully present in the moment and be in a receptive mode to better discern the environment and their energies.

Such a narrow compartmentalization of opposing energies leaves the person using splitting behaviors with a distinctly distorted picture of reality and limited within a small and restricted range of thoughts and emotions. It also affects that person’s ability to attract and maintain relationships, not only because splitting is tiresome and draining, but also because it can easily flip at any moment. One day, friends and lovers are being thought of as personified virtue, and then when something displeases them, they may suddenly think that same person is evil or bad. (flipping back and forth).

Splitting also arises in groups, when members of the in-group are seen to have mostly positive attributes, and whereas members of out-groups are seen to have mostly negative attributes, This is a phenomenon that contributes to group think and, indeed, may include inflexible attitudes of xenophobia. Xenophobia is intense or irrational dislike or fear of people that we consider strangers or that are unfamiliar to us.

Splitting in Relationships

Splitting creates instability in relationships because one person can be viewed as either personified virtue or personified vice at different times, depending on whether they gratify the subject's needs or frustrate them. This, along with similar fluctuations in the experience and appraisal of the self, leads to chaotic and unstable relationship patterns, identity conflicts, and sudden mood swings. The therapeutic and healing process can be greatly impeded by these sudden emotional or mental oscillations, because the therapist or healing tool can be seen as all good or all bad. To attempt to overcome the negative effects of emotional instability and rapidly shifting moods from confusion around personal identity, constant re-interpretations and self-inquiries on personal progress to become more emotionally and mentally stable is needed.

Splitting contributes to unstable relationships and intense emotional experiences. Splitting is not uncommon during adolescence, but is regarded as temporary. Splitting has been noted especially with persons diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. Treatment strategies have been developed for individuals and groups based on opening the dialogue to explore unconscious and conscious behaviors, and for deeper exploration between couples. There are also self-help books on related topics such as mindfulness and emotional regulation that have been helpful for individuals who struggle with the emotionally devastating consequences of splitting.

Narcissistic personality disorder

People matching the diagnostic criteria for narcissistic personality disorder also use splitting as a central Ego Defense Mechanism. Most often the narcissist does this as an attempt to stabilize their sense of self positivity in order to preserve their Self Esteem, by perceiving themselves as purely upright or admirable and others who do not conform to their will or values as purely wicked or contemptible. Given the narcissist's perverse sense of entitlement and splitting, he or she can be equally geared, psychologically and practically, towards the promotion of projects simultaneously, while promoting the demise of that same collectively beneficial project. The cognitive habit of splitting also implies the use of other related Ego Defense Mechanisms, namely idealization and devaluation, which are preventative attitudes or reactions to narcissistic rage and narcissistic injury.

Depression

In depression, exaggerated all-or-nothing thinking can form a self-reinforcing Negative Ego cycle. These recurring or obsessive thoughts might be called emotional amplifiers because, as they go around and around, looping, and with each cycle of looping, they become more intense. Typical all-or-nothing thoughts:
• My efforts are either a success or they are an abject failure
• I am/other people are either all good or all bad
• if you're not with us, you're against us

Triangulation

Triangulation is a situation in which one member will not communicate directly with another member, but will communicate with a third member, which can lead to the third member becoming part of the triangle. The concept originated in the study of dysfunctional family systems, but can describe manipulative behaviors used in other systems as well, including work or group dynamics. This is a common method to spin disinformation between multiple parties to increase Compartmentalization within organizations or employ divide and conquer strategies.

Triangulation can also be a form of "Splitting" in which one person plays the third family member against the one that he or she is upset about. This is playing the two people against each other, but usually the person doing the splitting will also engage in some form of character assassination, only with both parties.

The key word here to remember is Character Assassination. Gossip and triangulation is the method used for Character Assassination. The NAA Victim-Victimizer software is specifically designed to assassinate the character of any person that is publicly involved in the Law of One and Ascension material, especially if you are a Starseed and not culled by them in their programs of mind control, and including MILAB groomed abductees with genetic enhancements that turn into whistleblowers.

Compartmentalization

Compartmentalization need-to-know-basis is a mind control strategy to contain and control the field of academics, scientists, military and government personnel who are complicit in carrying out the destructive and harmful behavior of the NAA and Power Elite, and are rewarded monetarily and socially for going along with reinforcing the alien invasion of our planet and enslavement of humanity.

Compartmentalization is the Mind Control method used to shut down and destroy open mindedness, critical thinking, independent thinking and creative thinking. Compartmentalization is an unconscious psychological defense mechanism used to avoid cognitive dissonance, or the mental discomfort and anxiety caused by a person's having conflicting values, cognitions, emotions, beliefs, etc. within themselves.
Compartmentalization allows these conflicting ideas to co-exist by inhibiting direct or explicit acknowledgement and interaction between separate compartmentalized self-states. Splitting behavior is the result of the compartmentalization of accurate facts or complex situations, in order to remove the conflicting details that cause one internal anxiety.

False Truce

False Truce is a Victim-Victimizer software mind control archetype that is used to target spiritually developing people. This is one of the Controller Programs that is a sub program of the Victim-Victimizer software program and a collective miasm that has accumulated over many generations.
As the Victimizer Archetypes and related programs that are embedded in the cellular matrix are very enhanced now, especially in adjunct to Life Review patterns for many of us now on the ascension path. This is explosive for some of us now, and I am observing these traps for ensnarement, and like Addiction, are jaws attempting to latch on to our vulnerability.

A False Truce is when a person who has had a conflict with another person, is not interested in resolution or ending the conflict, but in promoting the conflict further. This is the guise of pretending that they are perfectly okay with whatever conflict had transpired. Because they have not accepted any Accountability to their role in the conflict, they will usually spread gossip, defame the character of the other person (Character Assassination), to retaliate for the self-justification they made up from their Ego Defense Mechanisms.

Character Assassination

Character Assassination is a deliberate and sustained process that aims to destroy the credibility and reputation of a person, institution, social group, or nation. Agents of character assassinations employ a mix of open and covert methods to achieve their goals, such as raising false accusations, planting and fostering rumors, and manipulating information.
Character assassination is an attempt to tarnish a person's reputation. It may involve exaggeration, misleading half-truths, or manipulation of facts to present an untrue picture of the targeted person. It is a form of defamation and can be a form of ad hominem argument.
For living individuals targeted by character assassination attempts, this may result in being rejected by their community, family, or members of their living or work environment. Such acts are often difficult to reverse or rectify, and the process is likened to a literal assassination of a human life. The damage sustained can last a lifetime or, for historical figures, for many centuries after their death.

In practice, character assassination may involve Doublespeak, spreading of rumors through Malicious Gossip, innuendo or deliberate misinformation on topics relating to the subject's morals, integrity, and reputation. It may involve spinning information that is technically true, but that is presented in a misleading manner or is presented without the necessary context. For example, it might be said that a person refused to pay any income tax during a specific year, without saying that no tax was actually owed due to the person having no income that year, or that a person was sacked from a firm, even though he may have been made redundant through no fault of his own, rather than being terminated for cause.

Transference

Transference is a phenomenon characterized by unconscious redirection of feelings from one person to another. One definition of transference is the inappropriate repetition in the present time of a relationship pattern from the past that was important in a person's childhood, to which the conflict was never resolved. Another definition is the redirection of feelings and desires and especially of those unconsciously retained from childhood toward a new object or person. Still another definition is the reproduction of emotions relating to repressed experiences buried in the unconscious mind, and the substitution of another person to be thought to be the cause of these buried emotions, instead of uncovering the original object or causal event of the repressed impulses.

Splitter Tech

Splitter Tech is a type of AI encoding that run as a Mind Control script that is embedded into a variety of types of media, such as written words, spoken words of an infected individual, video or audio recordings, that can pass on that same scripted code to another person that resonates with that same frequency or information. It reveals a profile that is commonly observed in very academic or intellectually controlled or developed people, and tends to be attached to highly mentalized persons with dominating Negative Egos, judgmental perceptions and little to no heart opening. When a person is aware of the NAA and is also aware of the fact that Controller forces have a Psychopathic personality, this means they have Lack of Empathy, and no true developed Compassion for others, as they do not have a Soul, and thus cannot experience any higher emotional spectrum. They are indeed, heart-less, and unable to feel emotions and ruled by instinctual forces.

To a coherent, clear and energetically balanced person, when reading words or being exposed to Splitter Tech script, it feels like your brain is getting scrambled and thoughts are scattering, and maintaining clear focus is nearly impossible. It also is sprayed as implants to divert attention and focus within a group environment, as one person may be a booby trap with Splitter Tech that is used to disrupt or divide and conquer the entire group objectives. Patterns include running AI induced embedded code through a "signal" that may influence a splitting effect, also known as 'bi-polar' or Bi-Wave Influences to align the target or subject to Metatronic Reversal, Metatronic Spiral or Entropic Systems of energy.

As one learns how to refocus one’s thoughts, one prevents overwhelming states of emotion from triggering impulsive behaviors and angry reactions into splitting behaviors. As one develops strong impulse control they are learning a form of ego discipline through applied patience and diligence. If we check in and find that we do not like what we may be feeling, we can learn better the reasons for that by further shifting into the observer mode.

In our community, we call that process of observing as shifting from identifying with a thought or feeling by moving ourselves into the compassionate witness. As a Compassionate Witness we have no judgment of thoughts or feelings, we hold no judgment of what we are observing in the external, we only observe those thoughts and feelings in our self and others. When we can fully observe through our own Compassionate Witness, we then become neutral and centered.

Then, we can immediately find relief from our inner anxiety, fears and a host of other thought distortions. This process is key to shifting ego defense mechanisms, thought addiction tendency and releasing the anxiety or fear of feeling emotional depth or pain that contributes to splitting behaviors. By continually using an ego defense mechanism to avoid facing the source causation of the anxiety or deeply rooted fear, (which is unresolved pain or trauma) we are only perpetuating the mental looping which uses denial of the truth in order to avoid feeling pain or discomfort. Denial of accurate accounts of the truth is the seed of all Ego Defense Mechanisms that stunt our continuing path of emotional and spiritual development.