Dealing With Disppointment by Christ Michael

19 February 2014


through Shellee-Kim


It IS I CM, your Sovereign...He of the top hat and tails fame. :) Will you be so kind...? (SK: as to take a message, he means, as he makes a sweeping gesture of a bow with hat in hand to make me laugh...and I ALWAYS do, without fail!)

It IS TIME. We know you have heard this ad nauseum. We know you (many of you) now take these updates with a pinch of salt as a result of the countless disappointments experienced after you chose to hold expectations within about their statements.

We know of the many that surround you and those you feel you have made a fool of yourself in front of, with your apparent loss of credibility as a result of ‘non-happenings'.
And we know of your hope, coupled with your anticipation and the deep and ongoing frustrations when you once more feel let down by us.

I AM here to say there is to be no more of this. We move ahead now with the most updated plan we have formulated. Which, in fact, is an old one remodeled somewhat. Again, details not forthcoming here and now for reasons you know about and those you don't.

So, we are all at the crossroads to our endings and our beginnings, are we NOT? We know YOU are choosing wisely. For this is a momentous time to be incarnate upon the Earth, the likes of which haven't been seen for millennia.

It is a moment that you greatly ambitious ones wouldn't have missed, not for all the tea in China! And therein lies your conundrum. How did you and how do you extract the essence of the lesson from these potential scenarios that never quite make it through to your reality?

How have you assessed the impact of each one of these letdowns on you - that you may use the experience shortly to help others? Which will ensure you are personally able to relate to the indignant anger, disappointment and desperation that people around you will display liberally. You see, you will have ‘gone first' with these and be in the perfect position to empathise.



Can you take it from ME personally that you, my most loved children, will have nothing to fear? You have already passed through the chaos, confusion and your own pains of awakening.

You have WILLINGLY chosen to walk through those cleansing and liberating fires. In so doing, you have FREED YOURSELVES to varying degrees of the Matrix and those who control it.
Your job now is only to remain a strong, steady focal point for others who may wish to join you on your journey as these final pages of this final chapter of this cycle draws to a close.

Feel FREE my children, FEEL it within; FEEL ME within your breast that you might share my essence, which is yours and yours which is MINE, THAT ALL may know of God, our Father living within you and each one...

It is this that the FINAL moments here on your earth may be distilled into.Do NOT take lightly these words. For these ACT-ions will help determine all.

SK: Have u been spying on the 8* Darkening Sun discussion, per chance? ;)

CM: Now what makes you ask that...?

SK: Hmmm....I wonder...

CM: Well, then you'd just better wonder some more, hadn't you?

SK: Seriously, though, I feel like you're responding to some of the commenters here. Folks are really applying their Minds and Hearts in trying to under-stand yours and our Father's perspective on this. But, as we're not you, nor privy to the facts and various other factors that would put a lot in context for us, we're running in circles a bit.

CM: I see you beloved ones are most adept. Creatures of great promise, of much depth and natural abilities. All of which SHALL be used. YOU and your talents shall not be laid to waste - KNOW THIS.

That is all for tonight. My peace be upon you ALL . And my Love, as always.

This is CM signing off.

Kicking Stones - Clearing The Pathway For Others

by Zen Gardner

I’ve had a habit for many years, as I’m sure many others have, of clearing paths that I travel by foot. I can’t help it. I kick stones out of the way, clear branches, whatever I happen upon. It only makes sense and I’ve never thought anything of it. I was thinking today what a perfect metaphor for life that is. We don’t have to take the whole world on at once, just deal consciously with what’s in front of us.

Just imagine if everyone cleared the path for others in whatever way they could, even just a little at a time.

It doesn’t take much. A little kick here, a toss there as obstacles appear. Some are not as easy as others. Some need chainsaws and bulldozers a team will need to provide in some form. We can each do what we can do. Many “rock kickers” have joined into teams of “earth movers” and I’m blessed to know many of them. Either way, even with the seemingly small stuff, just kick it aside and keep on.

We each make a huge difference in spite of what we’ve been told. It’s the activation of that conscious impulse that matters, and our response to the immediate need.
Responding

It’s really instinctive, or rather it should be. Unfortunately simple conscious responding has become less and less the case. The wonderful underlying reality is that many make this a way of life – whether for their childrens’ safety or future, or even their own survival. In more advanced tribal and cultural societies this was ingrained in their way of life. In today’s world, extending that impulse for the sake of the whole is seriously discouraged.

That is easily overcome.

Life is a series of interactions within ourselves, as well as between ourselves and the world around us. Our behavior is based on how awake and aware and responsive we are, and to what we are responding. Since birth we’ve been programmed with guidelines and rules for behavior. Having the simple courage to overcome that selfish, fear based training and allowing our own personal awakening from this programming to flourish determines how much we’re letting our true essence come to life.

It’s clearly a process but most of all it’s a continual choice. Will I let my true convictions show and play out? Or will I cave in to conformity with a clearly dysfunctional world and stifle those conscious promptings?

It’s hard to fathom the mass of decisions we’re faced with every day. The underlying important ones get buried in the daily hubbub of experiences and input. The truly conscious questions have to do with why we’re here, where am I going, what is behind this apparent illusion, and what do I do about it. Once we start to grasp these essential basics we’ll know how to respond consciously. The problem is these underlying questions are deliberately suppressed, discouraged and glazed over.

The beauty of it is that this latent lower level programming is almost immediately overcome when a personal awakening takes place. Whole new worlds of dynamics affect our response mechanisms and everything drastically changes.

How Does This Translate?

A smile, a helping hand, a word of encouragement. A wise word of advice, a hug, or even shared information and artistic expression, however you can get it out. It comes in all forms. As each of us adopt and commit to this simple way of life the world will continue to change for the better. Love is affirmed, sympathetic vibrations radiate, the social and spiritual fabric changes.

Change the world by Manifesting the Mystic Morphic Field I like to say.

As synchronicity would have it, as I walked home from a local park thinking about this I turned up a street to see a young father and his daughter walking ahead of me. And what he was doing? Kicking gravel and rocks to the side of the road, just as I was, here and there. It was picture perfect synchronicity as I mulled writing about this life long habit. He seemed to be a local tourist and may not even walk that way again but he felt responsible.

That’s what I’m talking about. Caring enough to at least do something whenever we get the opportunity.

No matter how seemingly small or insignificant, we each make a huge difference. And our accumulated effect is something we can derive huge inspiration from. Keeping proactive in all of these small ways has a much greater impact than can be calibrated. Have you ever watched a column of leaf cutter ants work their way back and forth from a nearby crop of leaves they’re harvesting? Talk about focus, teamwork and determination…one responsible ant at a time.

The beautiful thing is it’s happening with humanity. It’s not new by any means, but in an increasingly callous world it is a radical act to be unselfish. It’s very similar to Orwell’s adage on speaking the Truth in an oppressively deceptive climate such as we’re seeing today:

“In a time of universal deceit – telling the truth is a revolutionary act.”

So is behaving lovingly and responsibly in a world seriously infected with selfishness and fear.

Keep On Kicking

Each of us have our own obstacles. We can succumb to them or we can intelligently learn from these challenges and either bypass, overcome or transcend them. When it comes to common sense in-your-face issues that need immediate addressing we cannot falter. Some of these are pretty huge, such as the on-going Palestinian extermination which the world will not even acknowledge, but tackle them we must by responding consciously and not going on business as usual. As humanity arises from its slumber and learns to spontaneously care for each other and our environment, the changes for the betterment and reawakening of our planet will accelerate with blinding speed.

If the rock’s in the way, kick it aside.

Others will travel “the road less followed” with fewer mishaps and obstacles, and take the awakening even further down the road. We don’t need to see the results to know this, it just is.

Keep kicking and and keep on loving in every way possible.

Much love, Zen

See more at: http://www.zengardner.com/kicking-stones-clearing-pathway-others/#sthash.mWg8FzHV.dpuf

Sa-Ra 21: Self-Sabotage

[ Another botch up from my voice recorder and took me forever to transcribe. I had to rework some bits with Sa-Ra to clarify.
I also forgot to emphasis certain words that she did, so you'll just have to take it as is, I'm afraid...]

9 February 2014


Sa-Ra 21: Self-Sabotage


through Shellee-Kim

Ah good morning Shellee, One and All. It is a pleasure to be with you once more. And I bring good tidings from all the Celestials. We are most pleased with events as they are currently unfolding. For this will accelate the ushering in of events on your plane which has been promised you and for which you all eagerly await.

For today though, I would speak of self-sabotage. This is a most important topic, beloveds. For it is diametrically opposed to all you are trying to achieve.
Self-sabotage is self -destruction in progress and the antithesis of becoming whole and stepping into your highest truths.

It is most important to understand this dynamic as it might filter within you most deeply - in order to get to the core of your specific issue around this.

What is self-sabotage? Self sabotage, beloveds is an ego reactive mechanism born of a fear/s that begins to accelerate over time, consuming parts of the consciousness in the most subtle manner. IF this process is not brought into the awareness and arrested through action on your part.

Self-sabotage is a response to external stimuli in your tailor-made created world. This often reflects unworthiness within, producing a need for self-punishment (they frequently work hand-in-hand).

There is also an increasing need as a reaction of ego to feel more in CONTROL of the life alongside this. Which is the opposite of surrendering to the God within and the Higher Self.
Self-sabotage can also exist as the result in believing yourself not able or incapable, which offsets a lack of confidence in turn.

Self-sabotage is an attempt to protect and defend yourself from what your unconscious ego aspect deems necessary to protect and defend. As a reactive mechanism used by the lower mind, by its nature it denies the higher aspect of you that wishes to see the life succed and bear fruit.

The causes of origin of many of these self-sabotaging patterns are mostly hidden from view and buried deep within. These can be difficult to access, but by no means impossible.
In order to free yourself of the limited effects of these in the life, delving within is the most necessary next step. For in freeing yourself of these you automatically allow in that which the Higher Self wishes to bring you. Which is the plan for your highest possibility in this lifetime.

You cannot go around this, you cannot dismiss this, you cannot underestimate its workings and you cannot pretend it doesn't exist. These obstacles must be faced head on. For these, beloveds, are some of the many stumbling blocks on the path towards personal Mastery and ascension for ones who wish to transcend duality within.
That you live in astonishing times with truly magnficent energies and assistance in support of this healing work is one decided advantage. Although the work is never done for you by an external source, as you know.

To know true Mastery in this arena, we suggest acquainting yourself that you might get comfortable with aspects of your Shadow - that you might bring some of these causes to light.
We will start off by suggesting that you look at long established, self-destructive patterns/their manifestations within your living that have resulted in feelings of limitation, emotional pain, lack (in any or all areas of the living) and feelings of discontent. These are often some of the symptoms of self-sabotaging patterns.

Let us take for example: a person who's greatly creative -and is a working creative - but has an increasing dependence on alcohol/another substance to feel their creativity. When none was required in the first instance to express their great gift.

At this point, the alcohol/substance is being used to fuel a state of being that supports the flow of creativity. Over time and as pressure increases as the need to maintain an income does, the dependency on the alcohol/substance does too. Until such a point is arrived at where the feelings derived from the alcohol/substance are needed for the person to feel functional in other areas of the living also.

Now the feelings the alcohol/substance provides supercedes that of the desire to turn out a good piece of creative work. And this is when less controllable addiction has set in.

How was this point reached, beloveds?
At a particular place in time - and before the dependency on the alcohol took precedence - this person experienced a 'crisis' within - whether aware of it or not. In turn this triggered self doubt affecting the person's confidence. Not feeling good enough, the person sought assistance in the alcohol/substance.

Perhaps the need for the alcohol initially was triggered by an event, interaction with a person or an accumulation of experiences that 'broke the camels back', so to speak. The return of past unpleasant memories and feelings resurfacing, which may have been working on the psyche unconsciously until this point, is also a major trigger for many.

Why did this not happen earlier, you might ask? The human will and ego are able to have their way oftentimes. Creating what you call on earth a 'successful life' [SK: materially-speaking] until such a trigger point is reached.

While the above was an extreme example, as a suggestion to understanding how self-sabotage may work within you, we ask that you sit with yourself as you reflect on your day and interactions. (*)Reflect on your reactions to others in both your working, your personal life and with your families.

Following on from my previous message on Self-Discernment, you will see that time and again you allow the ego mind to take precedence, often automatically.
It is most necessary to know the workings of your mind, that you might ENTER the heart of the darkness within in order to transcend or release it. Thereby making the space for the flow of all that is good to work consistently in your life.

So we would say here once you are comfortable intellectually and emotionally with these concepts, how they relate to your specific condition and are happy to take charge of them, you'll more easily be able to arrive at the heart of the issue.
Observe your reactions (see * above)and the condition they bring forth into any given situation. And ask yourself whether these were of ego mind origin thus encouraging limitation or whether these were of divine mind origin, thus encouraging your freedom.

Ask yourself/your Higher Self and guidance how you can change your reaction tomorrow to bring abut a more prosperous result.
In order to get to the heart of the issue that lies in the unconscious, we would ask you to use a technique where you see yourself as a small child reacting to those around you during your reflecting state. Ask within whether you felt empowered or disempowerd in relation to the other/the event. If you felt disempowered, what was it you sought to do then in order to feel empowered again in that situation?
Did you choose to have a tantrum? Retreat into silence and sulks? Did you become an entirely different persona? Or did you perhaps resort to manipulation tactics in combination with one of the above?

And there in your response you will find your self-sabotaging pattern emerging many times and reasons for it, in most instances. Although it may appear to wear the face of needing to be in control or defensive, on the surface.

All these things we speak of beloveds, we speak of only because we see the many places in the relationships with yourselves that you are not in acceptance of and do not love. In self-sabotage as with all obstacles in your path of oneness with your divine self, all stem from a lack of self-love.

And so we leave this with you now that you may ponder it and that it may make sense. And that you may derive some benefit from what we have put forth today.

This is your beloved Sa-Ra

Wishing you all a most bounteous day

Until next we meet

I bid you Farewell.