I AM Present

I AM Present
DESTINY IS A CHOICE
It's here! The ascension times are upon us. And both a simple and complex choice is at hand for us all.

We can choose Love or Fear.
If we choose Love, we also commit to loving ourselves, owning all of us in the process. Without this energetic shift within, we cannot fully shine as co-creative human masters and walk free in our sovereignty. This is also a prerequisite for 5th Dimensional living.
If we choose Fear, we remain in the cosy confines of the 3 rd Dimensional matrix. Here we don't need to confront our shadow selves or take responsibility for all of us. This choice naturally means we will also need to wait for the next cycle of ascension opportunity to come around again for us.
Ascending in physical form isn't a given. And an intellectual or emotional desire alone won't take you there.
Subsequently 'heaven' and 'hell' are both states of being right here on earth, manifesting through our very own consciousness choices.
And because of current collapsing timelines all is unfolding in greater polarity right now.

What are you choosing...?


ABOUT THIS BLOG:
Expanding our consciousness to make the leap into the 5th Dimension is an energetic one. My experiences and path of personal growth have shown the many boulders on the road to success. Fact is, it's difficult to accept and integrate truth within, if you're not aware of the subtle forces that oppose it and the Light. Ones which subsequently block us from choosing our highest possible lives/outcomes. And most often, without our conscious awareness or consent.
Therefore, some of the related components I'll be exploring will include: understanding our slave mentality and how to break free; our galactic connection to both STO (service to other) extra-terrestrials and STS (service to self) ET's; the ongoing psy-ops programming by the Illuminati to keep us at war with self and each other; how lower thought form entities feed off our power, keeping us fragmented; our Inner Earth family and the Lemurian/Atlantean connection; relationship mirrors to Shadow/Inner Child healing on the road to wholeness.
All this ties in with the coming revelations to be disclosed to humanity - who we really are, where we came from and where we're going...

In magic, madness and mystery!
Shellee-Kim

Friday, December 13, 2013

Nelson Mandela Dies…Again?



Nelson Mandela Dies…Again?

by Shellee-Kim

Nelson Mandela is dead. Again. Well, let's just say this time around his 'official' death date was last Thursday, 5 December. His unofficial and true death date was very likely the 25 June 2013.

And that story was broken by one independent freelance writer, Laura Oneale. Of course, she stood practically alone in her claims and shortly thereafter came under severe fire from all manner of controlled presstitutes and their keepers and so-called ‘independent’ journalists from all sides. Mandela was still alive, they said, although admittedly in a weakened state and in intensive care. And this was followed by South African president, Jacob Zuma, assuring the South African public that Mandela was still very much alive.

Oneale’s story only made MSM in a negative context. The South African shadow government who help ensure a controlled media on behalf of their global Zionist Talmudist bosses were probably under the strictest instructions to ensure no suspicions were made about the reality of that situation. Hence Zuma’s assurances and MSM’s continual updating on Mandela being ‘alive’ thereafter.

But I did feel deeply for Laura Oneale when I read the varied and ridiculing responses to her initial piece. It was nothing less than a serious case of cyber witch-hunting and burning. A case of having something serious to defend. And how better so than by attack.


http://www.iol.co.za/news/south-africa/gauteng/mandela-death-reporter-revealed-1.1571759
[Note the article on the subject is one from the SA MSM]


Just as fast and to corroborate the theory that Mandela WAS actually dead, the controlled mainstream media quickly got on with focusing for a week or more on the decoy story, as I'm calling it. In it, Mandela’s grandson, Mandla Mandela, was the source of much bitter family feuding. And ‘suddenly’ he became the central focus of MSM news in SA, very busy supposedly moving family bodies between graves in different locations and supposedly getting the ire up of various family members. And the MSM journalists were obviously ordered by their newsroom presstitute bosses to focus on it while the real family proceedings, a funeral? and mourning got underway.
Which could all have been accounted for by the presence and spotting of hearses, grave diggings, burials and all else needed as a cover story and decoy for an actual Nelson Mandela funeral taking place – hidden in plain sight.

And to my mind and worthy of sharing, was the recent local radio interview with someone who was close to Mandela for many years. Zelda le Grange was his personal assistant. During the interview she said she last saw him a few months ago and had since taken the decision not to see him further in his dilapidated physical state. Perhaps what she was saying was also that that was the last time she’d seen him ALIVE– period. I had the thought that she was one of his 'handlers'... I wonder what her family connections are to the ZT’s.

So, who or what is the body in the glass coffin that people are traipsing by daily to view in Pretoria this week? I believe this could either be a lookalike or the ‘real’ Mandela’s body (which in itself may be a duplicate of the VERY original) which could have been on ice for all these many months.
Why? The ZT’s are the thugs of the universe. And like all thugs, one of their main motives for existence is power/money. So this event of Mandela’s death had to wait to coincide with all the shekels the greedy, psychophants could make off the even bigger tribute being paid to him on the November 29 and Christmas opening of the ‘Long Walk To Freedom’ movie, based on Mandela’s life.

Cast your mind back to Michael Jackson’s death and his music released immediately after. Or the death of any number of celebrities and the ways in which the ZT’s who run the entertainment/media circus have used these as cash cows.

I believe that another of the motives for prolonging Mandela’s ‘death’ is the one of numbers and dates. These are mega-important to the ZT’s to accumulate psychic power. They’ve chosen this time for good reason. His official funeral’s on Sunday 15 with many of the world’s head of states here along with all manner of VIP’s and celebrities. With so many of the ZT’s dark minions gathered in one place at one time, you must know something huge is up.

When global events of this type are planned, it is always because the ZT’s plan to steal something.
Remember, these creatures that have run our world are like your common flea or mosquito by nature. They are parasites and like fleas, they themselves are difficult to pin down and don’t die easily. Or at all. And why particularly the public figures amongst them have been cloned/lookaliked countless times.
So whatever they plan or oversee of such epic proportions as this funeral IS for the purposes of taking something from you – in one form or another. Because that is who they are and what they do. And they are also compelled by the invisible dark forces they’ve sold (what’s left of ) their souls to in exchange for what THEY think is real power from a REAL god.

Here’s how they do it.
They build the energy in the collective human field by programming the mass mind with repeats of every aspect of the person focused on. Why we’ve had Mandela and nothing BUT Mandela instructed to be aired on ALL MSM operations nonstop 24/7 since last Friday 6 December in South Africa. With the rest of the MSM world following suit. This ensures the necessary building of idolatry over the projected image; raising the perception of a being to heroic and god-like status. In this case, that worshipping and awe was already there and it was just a case of amping it up during this period.

The ZT’s and their forces hone in for the psychic kill when enough e-motion is roused collectively. It is that energy innocently sent out by the masses that is their power which they can then use to arouse more fear=control in the mass mind. This is a feeding frenzy for them and where their parasitic nature really comes to the fore.

Cast your mind back to their sacrifice of Princess Diana, the media bombardment and her funeral which followed. This is a repeat of that. They milk the event and the millions of human souls who are programmed by the media blasting their brain to give over of themselves. Think also of the events of 9/11, various Olympic Games and their openings especially, and mass musical events. Mandela’s funeral is right up there with them.

Nor does it really matter as to the truth of who these ‘figures’ were. But in most cases, it seems most were either willing or unwilling puppets of the ZT’s. And, in Mandela’s case, it appears as if the REAL, original Mandela died many years ago.

I started to get suspicious when, some years ago during his public speeches, I’d watch him pausing…as if to listen to ‘something’ (ear device?) which would clearly be telling him what to say next. Well, I guess the ZT’s spent enough years in preparation on programming him into an ‘icon of forgiveness’ and humanitarian hero for his role on the global stage.

Imagine the mass shock which will follow when discovering that Mandela, the humanitarian hero, was only ever aligned to the ZT’s cause and just another puppet, acting his role to perfection.

But before that happens along with other shocking revelations of our time, the ZT’s could well attempt another plan on the back of this funeral, if South African Seiner Van Rensburg’s prophecies from almost a century ago are anything to go by:

On the morning of 8th September 1925, the Seer told his daughter, Anna, he sees a black man being released from prison in the distant future, visit Russia, and on his return, be appointed in an important post. The country will be thrown into chaos under his rule. However, it is only after the violent death of a black leader, and a massive strike cripples the country, that real trouble starts.

This black leader will lie in state on Church Square in Pretoria, while people flock there in their thousands to ‘pay their last respects’: “The body of the king(black leader) is placed in a glass coffin and he lies in state on Church Square, Pretoria—for seven days. Mourners came from all over the world to pay homage to this king (of the rainbow-nation). Nobody worked—for seven days, for people moved past the coffin day and night, fell on it and wept bitterly, and could not be consoled—for seven days.” On the eighth day he was buried in Heroes’ Acre.”(A special plot in the old cemetery in Church Street, Pretoria, reserved for statesmen)…

However, when the armed forces advance on Pretoria at dawn, the Boers are ready for action and Johannesburg is bomb-attacked, which shakes the whole world. The ensuing war will quickly spread northwards until the whole of Europe is in flames. But England will suffer the most as a result of race riots and famine...”
http://www.scribd.com/doc/110161554/PROPHECIES-by-Siener-Van-Rensburg

Siener also saw civil war and violence erupting after Mandela’s funeral.





Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Sa-Ra 13: The Chaos Of Disempowerment

9 December


through Shellee-Kim



Well beloveds, I would like to speak today about all that now leaves your earth plane that is of energetic dissonance.
But none of these disappears until they HIT your reality first. I felt that was an appropriate word. As in order that they might depart, they first come to the surface of your mind, your world.

And this is why it feels rather chaotic around you. Even though you ones might feel largely stable in your anchoring of the Light, this is not necesarily the case for the mass populace. And indeed, many are in severe states of discomfort. Much of it internal for this is where it all begins.

The masks that are being held up for control to keep a lid on these conflicted states within that it might not disrupt the outer life and outer projected image to the world, are anyway crumbling now. That none can or may hide any longer.

Yet people still continue to fight this process as it occurs and as it is even for their benefit. For the fear that surfaces now in dealing with long-repressed memories, behaviours and dysfunctions are screaming for release.

And things are to take a turn for the worse, beloveds - a most necessary part of the collective healing process. Again you ones are on the frontline, our Warriors of the Light. Clearing and cleansing the way ahead so those who choose to forge onwards may know a road that opens to them as they embrace IT; the road to Truth that we spoke about earlier (see Sa-Ra 9).
The time of full disclosure is now upon you. It begins first with the Self as these things always do.

No matter what might befall others, beloveds, do make a clear distinction in your mind about what exactly is sourced within another and what is sourced within yourself. Therefore defining what you should be owning or not.

People will be projecting on to you left, right and centre at this time, should they be given the opportunity.
The ego mind regards this as the easiest way of dealing with its fractures and divisions and that which it cannot and refuses to deal with.
And so others will constantly seek to make THEIR problems, YOUR problems. You will need to be clear about who YOU are that you do not take any of this on, for you all have enough to deal with on your own plates.

It's very important, beloved ones, that you do not make any mistakes with others in shouldering responsiblity for them that should be THEIRS to deal with. This is a most important issue and too many of you, particularly women, are prone to doing this unthinkingly. With both their children (especially boys) and their partners.

It has been conditioned within. Particularly as young girls who grow up watching their mothers interacting with their fathers. It is seen that the way to be a woman is to make the other/the partner feel better about themselves, by shouldering the BURDENS of the other. Many women have talked themselves into BELIEVING this is loving and nurturing and the way to be.
When, in actual fact, this is playing the martyr role by 'sacrificing' parts of yourself for an-other. Which ultimately makes you a victim also - of your own creation.

This is NOT empowered behaviour beloveds. Nor is it balanced or helping you to move towards a sovereign state within.
We realise these are EXTREMELY deep and very entrenched patterns of programming that have been alive and within your people almost since the journey between the sexes began on your planet.

So we would ask you women particularly, to pay special attention and give extra awareness to this power imbalance and ask of your respective teams from our realms to bring forth insights to you in your behaviours in this area. That you might enjoy breakthroughs within and connect more of the dots about yourself regarding ways in which you are not fully running your own lives.
That you might choose to let these patterns of response GO NOW in prioritising your journey towards wholeness and sovereignty.

As I have said, this is particularly pertinent for women, because in shouldering the responsibility for men (and often male children also), you are BOTH left feeling disempowered. Men often looking to others and their women to both rescue them and blame them, that they might project all that which is of discomfort onto them (women). And women similarly as I have described - in taking it all and accepting often that which does not belong to them in the first place.

So we believe women can shift the direction of this malady on your plane that has erupted into much discontent between the sexes.
Of course it is each and every one's responsibility. And I speak here today of the collective impact of this dilemma.

We believe this is enough for today for you to digest and dwell on.

And indeed, time is short until we meet physically. And these, you might say are some of the last moment preparations.

So, until we meet next

And with all the love in my heart

I, Sa-Ra

Say 'Adieu'

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Truth Apnea



by Zen Gardner

It’s amazing how starved for truth such an informationally soaked world can be.

But here we are.

Sleep apnea, or discontinued, interrupted breathing during sleep, is a terrible condition for anyone, often requiring the assistance of breathing machines. It’s a relatively new affliction to our times often having to do with obesity and nervous conditions.

When applied to Truth this concept is so indicative of the vicious cycle we live in. The whole world is in this truth starvation cycle. Lack of life-giving air, as in the influx of truth, will cause some serious personal and societal repercussions, as exemplified by the current world’s confused and dilapidated state. It is beyond starved of fresh truth.

It now requires a machine to keep pumping (dis)information into its circulatory system. And who’s supplying the machined “air waves” they’re dependent on?

You guessed it.


We Are What We Breathe

It’s true we are what we eat, but it also applies not only to our food and water, but also to our air. Our food is adulterated, our water is deliberately contaminated with psycho-sedatives, and our air is systematically poisoned. These clearly affect our perception and behavior.

Now transliterate that to our informational supply.

Truth deprivation is the biggest story of all. And it’s the most serious. The other symptoms are merely physical manifestations.

When fish are starved for air they exhibit certain behaviors. We’re seeing that in humanity. It’s truth starvation causing humanity’s unconscious flounderings on the deck of a truth deprived world. Lying governments, non-nutritious foods and education, empty media, and a broken down family and social system contribute to this nutritionally starved morass of informational excrement that is asphyxiating the world’s populace.

Humanity is living in a carefully circumscribed truth-deprivation tank, and it’s gasping for air.

Controlled Behavior Is the Intent – Period

People today live in a controlled environment. We live within our self-and-otherwise prescribed limits, but we live there. Some wake up to realize these apparent limitations are imaginary, but most do not. Hence the stupefied world of today.

The limits are as they seem, in the minds of those who accept them. If you believe and agree for whatever reason, it’s yours.

Much like the elephant on a tether, we’re trained to think we have circumscribed limitations we cannot cross. How very wrong. It’s entrainment, simply said, it’s nothing but a trained response. When we’re deprived of truth we behave unconsciously. Without the resources to make an informed decision we are not fully complicit in the scheme of things, but we are unwitting sponsors of a uniquely artificial world that only prescribes control and manipulation.

When we wake up to our fully conscious nature it all seems like a dream we’ve surfaced from, but that is the world most of the planet lives in. And will surface from.

The End is Always the Beginning

We are the prescribed solution.Whatever befalls us.

The matrix of deceit is another animal; It’s a strangely misdirected one, that only seeks to deceive, contain and manipulate at unimaginable levels. It is not from our dimension.

If anyone cannot recognize the systemetized strangulation of Truth at this point I seriously wonder, but there are many who get it. Those who do get it are the many folks who are reading this right now.

It’s not a big jump. It’s a simple reality.

I hope you make it.

Love, Zen

ZenGardner.com