I AM Present

I AM Present

Wednesday, March 31, 2021


Hello beloveds!

I can feel it, can't you? Like an explosion or implosion [or both] is just about upon us. It's possible I could be feeling out 'time'/timelessness inaccurately though. Nor would that be the first incident. It's happened innumerable times over the years, where I've tuned into something/someone's circumstances which only manifest many years ahead of time. That's just how living in relativity is...

LIVING IN UNADULTERATED CHILD-LIKE JOY

Imagine having one overriding e-motion: joy and its accompanying fuel of childlike enthusiasm, spontaneity, curiousity and adventure - all in perpetual celebration. When I re-member the experience of this naturalness of expression as a child, it fills me with such a huge 'inner smile'...

Because when we chose to incarnate here in the respective time period we did, we also chose to accept amnesia and disconnect apropos our true soul Selves. Though many of us experienced a few 'connected' years in early childhood before that greater separation from ourSelves became severed almost totally.

My vision of a world where we are all in this perpetual mode of celebrating - aka in praise to the glory of the force called Source within each of us- is not only possible, but I feel will be the norm for those privileged enough to be going and growing forward on the New Earth.

Because that whole will exist based on each person's individual contribution/state of consciousness. We will be gifted with certain things to kickstart the process, but essentially each will be gifting their...God-given essence. This will guide us at every turn. Indeed, it is precisely how it is in the worlds beyond ours; in the heavenly realms and amongst the more evolved planetary races. And we shall KNOW we are never alone and have never walked alone, either.
Even as we then look back at this current moment of our time-space experience here in March 2021.

There are many teachable qualities that are quite extraordinary in the innocence, trust and joyful nature of little people. I AM in permanent awe over my two little girl neighbours, especially when in play together. They re-mind me of who I AM and I feel much gratitude for that.

Anyone that lives with young children or has regular contact with their energy is privileged indeed. Especially these highly evolved, karma-free, new-to-Earth type souls under 10 years old : THEY are a particular privilege to witness for me!

Though truth be told, I'm one who's never truly lost the art of childlike expression. And play. And anyone who has had the mis/fortune :-) to be my partner is pressured to play, too.
These can be noisy, physically expressive typical children's games such as 'catch' or somersaults in the garden, singing and dancing, or the more passive variety of colouring in pictures together, creating our own pictures, hand-clapping games or making up and sharing stories. All the regular stuff.
It's definitely not half as fun or pleasurable to play alone, but can be done. And I don't play nearly as often in single mode. So clearly I need to observe more single kids at play for inspiration...

CHILDLIKE JOY...+ UBUNTU

African kids play automatically in the spirit of 'ubuntu'. It's a deep part of the African culture.

Ubuntu [translated: I am because we are] is a South African word.
When I walk around my local shantytown where the majority of African people still live 25 yrs after so-called [ill-usory] liberation, this ubuntu is what I still see all around me, despite the prevailing poverty. More so now, that so many more have lost their work during the past year.

Wandering the streets of the 'township', witnessing this is like being in another world, yet I'm just 1 km away from the middle-class, Anglo-Saxon mores of post-colonial living.
But here, amongst the people I am in a completely different world and culture to the one I was raised in. Where ubuntu is still very much the focal point of a community....
And like various other countries, traditional values are far more pronounced in rural areas than those in or close to a city, like my 'hood.

This little story is a glorious display of how our South Africans and other Africans on the broader continent have NOT lost that vital something - the unifying spirit of 'ubuntu'.


An anthropologist showed a game to the children of an African tribe...

He placed a basket of delicious fruits near a tree trunk and told them: The first child to reach the tree will get the basket.
When he gave them the start signal, he was surprised that they were walking together, holding hands until they reached the tree and shared the fruit!
When he asked them why you did that when every one of you could get the basket only for him!
They answered with astonishment: Ubuntu.

The very first thing that "That is, how can one of us be happy while the rest are miserable?"
Ubuntu in their civilization means: (I am because we are).
That tribe knows the secret of happiness that has been lost in all societies that transcend them and which consider themselves civilized societies ....... !!

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A LIST TO HELP DISCERN WHAT YOU CURRENTLY MAY BE FEELING AND WHY

From Susan Marie:

https://www.facebook.com/susanmarienoeticsacredalchemy

Blessings to All,

I was just looking at quite a few pages of Covid long haulers support groups ... where a Covid positive was indicated and have not fully recovered their well being.
85% of the descriptions of their symptoms (which are found as negative health concerns) are labelled as Covid.. some are being told it’s Lyme, fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue among other unknown causes.
As I reviewed the endless lists and common symptoms I found that they are very similar to ascension symptoms.
However most do not realize that tthey are going through a physical change in their DNA structure.
Those who are aware and have gone through the many waves of change understand and roll with the fatigue and other symptoms in gratitude and not fear, trusting and seeing the positive change in who they are as this occurs.
It is a leaving or shedding what has been known... to reveal the true self within.
I felt it would be supportive for you, and for your friends and loved ones to review to find a “positive outlook” on a changing body and world.
May this fill you with hope, for all are emerging through this great transformation.
PLEASE NOTE: This article is based on work presented by Samuel Greenberg's original list and is not authored by Dr. Nickerson.
Before you read this, realize that you are okay and that what you are experiencing is "The SHIFT".
This is a normal process when the universal vibrational energy forces you to rise above your normal 3D level of existence here on Earth. It’s all okay. When in doubt, please see your doctor to confirm to alleviate fear.
Ascension Symptoms:
1. Feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or in intense energy; feeling stress. Remember, you are adjusting to a higher vibration and you will eventually adjust. Old patterns, behaviours and beliefs are also being pushed to the surface. There is a lot going on inside of you.
2. A feeling of disorientation; not knowing where you are; a loss of a sense of place. You are not in 3D anymore, as you have moved or in the process of moving into the higher realms.
3. Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts of your body. You are purifying and releasing blocked energy vibrating at 3D, while you are vibrating in a higher dimension.
4. Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m. Much is going on in your dream state. You can’t be there for long lengths of time and need a break. This is also the ‘cleansing and releasing’ hour.
5. Memory loss. A great abundance of short term memory loss and only vague remembrances of your past. You are in more than one dimension at a time, and going back and forth as part of the transition, you are experiencing a ‘disconnect’. Also, your past is part of the Old, and the Old is forever gone. Being in the Now is the way of the New World.
6. ‘Seeing’ and ‘hearing’ things. You are experiencing different dimensions as you transition, all according to how sensitive you are and how you are wired.
7. Loss of identity. You try to access the Old you, but it is no longer there. You may not know who you are looking at in the mirror. You have cleared much of your old patterns and are now embodying much more light and a simpler, more purified divine you. All is in order, You are okay.
8. Feeling ‘out of body’. You may feel as though someone is talking, but it is not you. This is our natural defence mechanism of survival when we are under acute stress or feeling traumatized or out of control. Your body is going through a lot and you may not want to be in it. My ascension guide told me that this was a way of easing the transition process, and that I did not need to experience what my body was going through. This only lasted a short time. It passes.
9. Periods of deep sleeping. You are resting from all the acclimating and are integrating, as well as building up for the next phase.
10. Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings. Crowds, noise, foods, TV, other human voices and various other stimulations are barely tolerable. You also overwhelm very easily and become easily overstimulated. You are tuning up. Know that this will eventually pass.
11. You don’t feel like doing anything. You are in a rest period, ‘rebooting’. Your body knows what it needs. In addition, when you begin reaching the higher realms, ‘doing’ and ‘making things happen’ becomes obsolete as the New energies support the feminine of basking, receiving, creating, self-care and nurturing. Ask the Universe to ‘bring’ you what you want while you are enjoying yourself and having fun.
12. An intolerance for lower vibrational things of the 3D, reflected in conversations, attitudes, societal structures, healing modalities, etc. They literally make you feel ‘sick’ inside. You are in a higher vibration and your energies are no longer in alignment. You are being ‘pushed, to move forward; to ‘be’ and create the New.
13. A loss of desire for food. Your body is adjusting to a new, higher state of being. Also, part of you does not want to be here anymore in the Old.
14. A sudden disappearance of friends, activities, habits, jobs and residences. You are evolving beyond what you used to be, and these people and surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New will soon arrive and feel so-o-o-o much better.
15. You absolutely cannot do certain things anymore. When you try to do your usual routine and activities, it feels downright awful. You are evolving beyond what you used to be, and these people and surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New will soon arrive and feel so-o-o-o much better.
16. Days of extreme fatigue. Your body is losing density and going through intense restructuring.
17. A need to eat often along with what feels like attacks of low blood sugar. Weight gain, especially in the abdominal area. A craving for protein. You are requiring an enormous amount of fuel for this ascension process. Weight gain with an inability to loose it no matter what you do is one of the most typical experiences. Trust that your body knows what it is doing.
18. Experiencing emotional ups and downs; weeping. Our emotions are our outlet for release, and we are releasing a lot.
19. A wanting to go Home, as if everything is over and you don’t belong here anymore. We are returning to Source. Everything is over, but many of us are staying to experience and create the New World. Also, our old plans for coming have been completed.
20. Feeling you are going insane, or must be developing a mental illness of some sort. You are rapidly experiencing several dimensions and greatly opening. Much is available to you now. You are just not used to it. Your awareness has been heightened and your barriers are gone. This will pass and you will eventually feel very at Home like you have never felt before, as Home is now here.
21. Anxiety and panic. Your ego is losing much of itself and is afraid. Your system is also on overload. Things are happening to you that you may not understand. You are also losing behaviour patterns of a lower vibration that you developed for survival in 3D. This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless. These patterns and behaviours you are losing are not needed in the higher realms. This will pass and you will eventually feel so much love, safety and unity. Just wait.
22. Depression. The outer world may not be in alignment with the New, higher vibrational you. It doesn’t feel so good out there. You are also releasing lower, darker energies and you are ‘seeing’ through them. Hang in there.
23. Vivid, wild and sometimes violent dreams. You are releasing many, many lifetimes of lower vibrational energy. Many are now reporting that they are experiencing beautiful dreams. Your dream state will eventually improve and you will enjoy it again. Some experience this releasing while awake. My mother commented one day that she believed I was having nightmares in the daytime.
24. Night sweats and hot flashes. Your body is ‘heating’ up as it burns off residue.
25. Your plans suddenly change in mid-stream and go in a completely different direction. Your soul is balancing out your energy. It usually feels great in this new direction, as your soul knows more than you do. It is breaking your ‘rut’ choices and vibration.
26. You have created a situation that seems like your worst nightmare, with many ‘worst nightmare’ aspects to it. Your soul is guiding you into ‘stretching’ into aspects of yourself where you were lacking, or into ‘toning down’ aspects where you had an overabundance. Your energy is just balancing itself.
Remember.....Finding your way to peace through this situation is the test you have set up for yourself.
This is your journey, and your soul would not have set it up if you weren’t ready.
You are the one who finds your way out and you will.
Looking back, you will have gratitude for the experience and realize that you are a different person.

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MUSIC

I interviewed the amazing Vanessa Holliday on Sunday. Truly sacred, holy music to access the portal to Source, the voice.
Will add the podcast link when ready in the next couple of days.

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