Letters to El (2)

Hey El Hope you’re navigating as best you can in your specific life circumstances atm. I wrote something last week ready to post, then deleted as it all suddenly paled into insignificance. Later, just before the weekend, I rewrote this below without editing…I was flat out for most of it. ‘Twas all in my head 🤣…quite literally. Today, the Earth VR game continues..both in here and out there. it’s getting ‘steeper’ the higher we climb and I’m feeling it. Thank God for rejuvenating rest. I’m keen to clarify a point or two I made last time. My other dimensional-energetic experiences are not the be all and end all of my life. They’re both catalysts and consequences of this shift we’re all making. Now knowing I Am not my thoughts or feelings after a lifetime of programming is helping to accelerate the processing of ‘shadow’ challenges that felt almost-impossible to move previously. Which isn’t to say I’m not sometimes also experiencing unpleasant events, thoughts or feelings I’d rather not think about or feel,mixed up in the daily soup of life. So no, this is not the walk in the park I previously mentioned. What I do know is i am moving further and further away from the little identity and more into the No-thingness that I AM. However, I’m not yet in 100% surrender…and may/may not get to experience that in this lifetime. My Likes, dislikes, interests, focuses et al are also all in a permanent state of flux. The majority of us find it difficult to accept that we can change at all. “This is who I am and there’s nothing I or anyone can do about it”, we say defensively, with almost stubborn pride deciding we are hostage to our personalities (the troublemaking negative ego and selves). That programme of denial walks hand-in-hand with the one of ‘what’s wrong’: with ourselves, each other, the world or even the weather. I remarked to an acquaintance the other day on the gorgeousness of the summer’s day we were enjoying : “Yes, but apparently it’s going to rain tomorrow”, she said. The desire is to see the negative, pessimistic side of things before-and often at the exclusion of-anything else. One of my own struggles that I didn’t even know was one…until a few years ago! As a rather freakish teen I had two distinct sides:an entertaining joker with loads of friends and a deep-thinking, analyzing, existentialist-obsessed loner. I kept the latter to myself so it wouldn’t destroy the former, or so I thought.I questioned everything all the time -much to the irritation of my family - and had different views from most folk I knew on almost every subject. Finding the rare ‘agendaless’ authors/specialists to confirm my suspicions in the 70’s and 80’s meant endless library visits. But it was really during my globetrotting 20’s that I discovered those trusted, independent authors hadn’t let me down, when exposed to masses of inter-cultural experiences. For the next several decades I felt it was my duty & obligation to humanity and my mission to ‘wake up’ anyone showing the slightest interest in querying the fake matrix, it’s systems, who ran it and why. I’d get exposes and investigative pieces published, speak on Truther subjects when interviewed by others, join related organizations and interview local activists and global gurus, like David Icke. But here’s what I was intellectually ACTUALLY doing-at least until 2020/21: I was contributing to the dark parasites frequency fest/feast every inch of the way. How? Because anything opposing anything else creates…? Yes, more opposition energy; more resistance. Regardless of whether its an inner conflict never voiced, with another or my own broadcasts of stated opposition to the dp’s activities. Our low fear-related frequencies (think despair, confusion, victim hood, depression etc)have been the dp’s energetic smorgasbord. It’s how we’ve sustained them on Earth for this long. I’m not saying I don’t admire the many courageous ones who are speaking out on all the atrocities committed against HuManity or that they should stop. No. But there is another Way. Our every choice aligns to either Love or Fear(false evidence appearing real) and this determines everyone’s VR Earth game. So seeing them as soul playing the dark role for us to ‘get’ it, makes it easier to accept. I’m working on this atm, including separation consciousness: the US vs THEM. Separation consciousness applies to our views on everything including politics, religion, all the ‘isms’ etc. While we’ve been buying into that via our fast-held opinions, we’ve succumbed unknowingly to the ‘divide and conquer’ tactic. Unity consciousness is its opposite. The fake matrix’s collapse is well underway now and the New Earth is upon us.To help accelerate both, dreaming, imagining and pondering these notions is something we can all contribute to with minimal effort. Waiting in the wings and getting ready to serve HUmanity compassionately and for the highest and best of all-including Mama Earth and her other species-are all manner of folk. Whether collaborating to bring life to their visions that serve others or introducing models of integrity in biz/politics/governance and much more.The pioneers and leaders of the New Earth. However, I don’t see some of these, like the post 2000 kids, challenged by things I/we older folk have been. It was their good timing to be born when they chose, automatically having their DNA strands all connected, helping them function from a more whole place. Anyhow, my shift in focus to how I see myself, others and the world-while not sweeping darkness’s doings under the carpet- is a work in progress… Gratitude for Kerry K’s quote in a recent blog which succinctly articulated the whole issue for me. “Promote what you love and banish what you hate”🙏

Letters To El (1)

  Hello there El

So happy to be able to respond to & interact with you like this.

The past couple of months has been like being the star in my very own sci-fi movie. My favorite genre.   But really, my experience the past 9 months have actually felt like 5 years of “ time” has passed.

Like laundrette owner, Evelyn, in the movie ‘Everything, Eveywhere All The Time’ I feel like I’ve been variously flying & crawling through time-space. Where I’m having  jam-packed experiences  & endless activity…

Most being other-dimensional: parallel realities & other higher dimensional existences, resolving old timelines, et al. 

Im living increasingly in the moment, barely know which day of the week/weekend it is & routinely awaken confused. At least until I pull myself back into body & this fake time-space. It’s clear we’re en route to living in a Zero Point state..

At other times & by contrast, I’ve felt quite still while multitudes  of timelines seemingly rush past & through me at seeming-hyper speed,each one altering something subtle in my energy fields. 

The cosmic blasts of late has been steadily intensifying but you don’t need me to tell you that. While the last few weeks have seen  a surreal, dreamy disorientation challenging physical/emotional functionality for me.

I find myself alternating between a vertigo-type wobble all over the place & that feeling of trying to walk on a ship navigating a rough sea. Walls & doors are my essential supports.I understand the latter’s higher timelines now being  made accessible to us! Wowza!

The irony is that my life on the human level is more like the opposite of these adventures. Which I’m kinda grateful for as I often joke with others that this “reality”is like a walk in the park compared to what I’m doing & being after dark. 

I guess how else would I & all of us experiencing similarly be able to do the necessary clearing, anchoring & integration of the constant energetic bombardment of incoming light waves.

 

As it intensifies in this body-brain-biology, it’s all I can do to keep reminding myself I AM  while…”i” am not & as all fake thoughts,feelings, beliefs arise re the latter. That kind of conscious awareness is a daily challenge I can’t stop or regress in as the objective is to reveal more of mySelf to me.Thus becoming an ever-clearer instrument of God’s will.

As the Light incrementally becomes stronger  it’s come to my attention that the updated  version of gaslighting  me-occurring for almost a decade, compliments the shadow people-has taken a new turn with people I meet. Whether socially/groups/creative collaborations/employment.

This is next level, beyond  the years of blackmail/bribery of unsuspecting folk who have contact with me. Offered money/jobs by same shadow people, the 1 in 100 who know they’re really agreeing to sacrificing their sovereignty & who refuse to do so, are threatened! 

Then there’s been the arrival of new (paid)friends or potential romantic interests “sent” by same employers. The former’s directive has been to steer my thought/feelings in a specific manipulative direction. I know this how? Through my God-given gifts & I then receive tangible proof to confirm for myself.Thats apart from the revelations of a few brave souls over the years…

The current tech in circulation is deep fake identity theft. AI is such that the creation of an entirely fake video/Audio is simple using our easily-accessible voice & image.Then making a video based on “our” convincing mannerisms using extremely limited data &transformed by AI tech Is all  it takes to produce the desired emotion in anyone listening/viewing.  In my case the negative emotion desired about me is “disgust” toward s me in this new AI era of gaslighting.

I’ve mentioned before on X, my  childhood friends, blood relatives, past besties, ex girlfriends/boyfriends, acquaintances, etc have all been emotionally poisoned.

Previously, this AI tech, holograms, clone tech etc  have mainly  been used on politicians,royals, celebrities, trendsetters. Primarily to aid the fake matrix in convincing us of their very existence. Long after they died,in many instances!

Because of the small fortune that must have been spent trying to steer me away from my mission over many years-including attempts to take me out, kill careers & sabotage my life numerously-  it was only 10-15 years ago I began more seriously  trying to discover who I AM as soul to warrant such attention.

It had nothing to do with my journalism contributions but everything to do with my Light warrior mission here. In retrospect, contributing my little drop in the ocean  may not have been so little, after all. 

I began obsessing about how amazing I was as a being  (*tongue firmly in cheek*)after discovering what & who I’d been in one of my 1000+ lives on Earth-until I eventually stopped that self-aggrandizing ego scheme. It had never come from an authentic place of truly loving myself, anyway. 

Truth is, worldly achievement has got nothing on me/us & what we’re doing here. And many of us have little conscious clue of exactly what beneficial impact  we’re having and making on each other, the collective & Mama Earth.That  includes me!

We are each here to play the preplanned role we’re playing by being  precisely who we are. When you know God’s holding your hand& guiding your every step, life becomes so much more meaningful, comforting & fulfilling.

Even though we all agreed to this experience of amnesia as to our true identity. Seems mad, right? 

Some of us have been prepping for this upcoming Grand Finale for decades,yet we are all Godlings-in-training whether conscious or not of our processes & regardless of current timeline choices.

Sooner  or later, we hit the lifetime where we know we are making the transition from a little self-centred existence to a big Self-centred one.

Meaning we then come from,emanate and  live the will of God as our natural point of reference, in service first to God and thus HU-Manity.

For this to occur  a dissolution of little self identity is prerequisite as we melt into the no-thing ness of All that we are in Oneness. Hallelujah!

Around 7-10 days ago I heard from my Galacven crew(Galactics & Heaven): “ Steer the ship steady, Shellee”. So yeah, that’s the focus planetarily, as well as in the personal sense. At the same time my Galacvens  said they were waiting to welcome  me  & celebrate with me  at the finish line-on the return  Home… to my heart! 

Then they -or one fave of mine who has the best SOH ever- gave me an hysterically-funny visual of them all blowing those kids Birthday party paper rollout whistles & I heard “We’re here in our party hats & birthday suits…” Well, my tears then spilled from so much laughter & I laugh whenever I remember this😂 😂 

More seriously, yesterday, Monday,I awoke to a 2 part message, one of which was: “ I AM wiping the slate clean”.

Unless obviously personal like above, messages also apply to the collective. Because I AM you, too, and you & you & you ….are all aspects of me!

Thanks for reading my ramblings & your appreciation, innerstanding & encouragement…that means the world to me. 

Most especially Thank you being you &:serving all those who resonate so beautifully.

With love from all that I AM 

Shellee-Kim

PROMISE BEYOND THE DESERT

I’ve been in the thick of another dark-filled initiation the past week.I’ll share a snippet soon of my road to hell these past many years. But the good news is the ending is nigh & new beginnings in sight…

🌹💕 SK😊

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Silent. Seductive. Secret desert sands

Entire civilizations, buried wisdom and lands

Under Gazillions of golden grains…

Baking, burning, singeing body and mind

For 40 years across the dunes,

Empty hollows and  dips in time 

Weakened by unforgivingly-steep

And looping pathways

In the ever-shifting, relentless 

sandstorms of life…

My soul scorched; baited…

By endless fake oases

And repetitive illusory horizons

Compliments : the sirens of the sand

Desert Ground Hog days

Blur into the distant land

Where I think I hear 

A crowd cheering me forth

“Don’t give up…you’re almost there.

Follow true North!”

A choir of angels come sharply into focus

Bearing a bounty of gifts…

Rewards for endurance

Now riding the skyline high

Nothing left to prove

No past, no future

I’ve become my own Muse

Carried by the song of the wind

To the craggy mountain top…

My date with fate awaits

Hand in hand with God

Cracked earth of eons, quenched 

Beckoned by the Garden of Eden yonder

Tracing a blooming desert rose’s scent

As I embrace Oneness & the wonder