I AM Present

I AM Present

Monday, October 24, 2016


with TATA (2)

23 October 2016

Chat about Self Love and musings from earlier today...

Self love is where it begins and ends...and begins again. This is the greatest gift that you can offer yourself and the world both. For when you are in this state, you need strive towards nothing, effort in no way nor go to any lengths to ‘prove’ yourself (even and especially to yourself).
This is the beauty of loving Self as God and God as Self. Essentially you are in the heart of God as God is in your heart. In your Oneness you exude the celebration of yourself; you can do no other. You then naturally emit this to all and sundry, and as you may go about even the most seemingly-mundane of tasks. All you do takes on this new hue, you could say, of one who is IN LOVE (SK: with Self/God), who lives in that LOVE.

Now there is an effortless existence. For you are in the God flow; that river of Life that runs through your very veins, moving you forward in an effervescent quality

Your being bubbles over with the Joy of Love and the Love of Joy, do you see? They are one and the same. How grand an adventure is Life lived in such a state; what sweet (God) entreaties (SK:requests) are around every curve and bend in the road.

Your Joy and God’s are one. For there can be nothing BUT Joy in following his guidance and Will; nothing but pure pleasure...always motivated by being of service to your fellow man.
Is this not the grandest adventure and privilege? That you might be fulfilling God’s Will in and through your vessel and simultaneously be having yourself a great exploration and the satisfaction that comes of that.
What a delicious symbiosis; a feast of fulfillment.

Now, how to achieve the state of loving the Self:
Well, in fact, it’s less about getting to such a destination within by achieving or striving towards it, than it is by surrendering to that which is already within thee. You are already at One-ment with the God part of you.

Thus is it a case of seeing the obstacles that mar the Oneness with God within and making different and new choices to support this relationship. This means choices where you and you alone are in full ownership of all of yourself. For you cannot further your aims of balance and being one who is fully responsible for themselves so you can move into your God-sovereignty if you cannot see the obstacles in your path.
Then you might take charge of your own reigns once more.

Growth toward the Love of Self is a peeling back of onion layers to face the falsehoods your ego has set up to deceive you. You realize the many misperceptions you have had in identifying with the wrong team – the ego and not God’s.

Loving the Self unconditionally that you may touch the lives of others in an entirely new and far more powerful way than you have thus far is not a garment you can custom-make. It is not something you slip on for size. It cannot be contrived, but is rather a permanent internal state that you enter - never to return to your previously-limited one. Aquiescence to God’s will is a start.


Here follows some bits and pieces of comment on various things that crossed my mind as I sat in the sunny park, surrounded by mountains and a little spring breeze. I was musing about Love being one and the same with Joy here:

TATA: For have you, yourself, not said before, via another that Joy and Love are entertwined and of the highest God frequency? I would say this is so.
Love inspires Joy and Joy is Love in action. You are human beings. Beings create as they are impulsed to do so. Some of ye ones are rather more comfortable with the passive life, but this will not be so for much longer.

SK: What a miracle it is that you reverberate inside my very cells, atoms, DNA...
How is it even possible?
That’s kind of a rhetorical question...but still, I needed to express and ask it. I can answer my own question by saying that this is the most astounding journey ever – thank you. And for my latest realization today.

TATA: It is the life I have gifted you with. Of course you know not of most of your gifts, even as you sit with Me here today. For they have not yet been made manifest.

SK: I realize that my ego/little self has constantly been limiting my access to you. I take full ownership of that now though.

TATA: Indeed – it is the nature of ego and its ploys to keep attempting to derail your efforts. To encourage you to lose yourself in inconsequential detail is one of these of which you are aware. Another is the constant mind games, that ego may appear to hold the upper hand. Of this you have vast experience.

SK: Yes, true.
Can you answer this unrelated Q please:

If our journey into permanent Oneness with you is determined in its speed by our mis/perceptions of ourselves and our subsequent choices, is it possible to intend/command our higher dimensional 5D aspect into this reality, experience and embodiment? In my understanding that way it would be easier for us to see our lives and journey through the wider lense you spoke of in a recent HeavenLetter.

TATA: Will you pause long enough that I might answer? It is a question of development and readiness. Which would naturally differ for each one of you in your respective circumstances. Be that as it may you are free to intend your Higher 5 D nature to embody your present one if it is in your best interests for it to do so.

SK: [I’m musing while watching the breeze through the grass, surrounded by mountains on almost all sides of me...]

TATA: Even the very blades of grass that are afore you are of Me, as my Creation. As is the very weed you may think bears little consequence or contribution to the whole.
Even as I have said many times before: to revere the very ground you walk on, for it too is of Me; my Creation. Though part of the body of the one you call the Earth Mother who is a separate entity in her own right, she too is of my Creation, like all life everywhere.

SK: I’m suddenly moved to great depths by Joseph Benner’s book, An Impersonal Life.
I have no idea why I didn’t get to this absolute gem of wisdom about life in/with You earlier than now. But I guess it’s a case of ‘when the student’s ready...’
It is crystal clear, simple, instructive and has a great energy about it.

TATA: It is encoded with my frequency to quicken the awakening and processing of you ones that you might know my life within thee.

Every moment of every day and night am I here – ever with you and within you. Experiencing as you experience, feeling as you feel. Ever is my presence merged as one with you and thus your total expression.


if you want to be touched directly by God through this woman's voice, this is where to go. I've always loved the soundtrack Calling You by Jevetta Steele, from the movie, Baghdad Cafe. The lyrics rang in my brain over the weekend.
I joined some of the judges in a pool of tears: