I AM Present

I AM Present
It's here! The ascension times are upon us. And both a simple and complex choice is at hand for us all.

We can choose Love or Fear.
If we choose Love, we also commit to loving ourselves, owning all of us in the process. Without this energetic shift within, we cannot fully shine as co-creative human masters and walk free in our sovereignty. This is also a prerequisite for 5th Dimensional living.
If we choose Fear, we remain in the cosy confines of the 3 rd Dimensional matrix. Here we don't need to confront our shadow selves or take responsibility for all of us. This choice naturally means we will also need to wait for the next cycle of ascension opportunity to come around again for us.
Ascending in physical form isn't a given. And an intellectual or emotional desire alone won't take you there.
Subsequently 'heaven' and 'hell' are both states of being right here on earth, manifesting through our very own consciousness choices.
And because of current collapsing timelines all is unfolding in greater polarity right now.

What are you choosing...?

Expanding our consciousness to make the leap into the 5th Dimension is an energetic one. My experiences and path of personal growth have shown the many boulders on the road to success. Fact is, it's difficult to accept and integrate truth within, if you're not aware of the subtle forces that oppose it and the Light. Ones which subsequently block us from choosing our highest possible lives/outcomes. And most often, without our conscious awareness or consent.
Therefore, some of the related components I'll be exploring will include: understanding our slave mentality and how to break free; our galactic connection to both STO (service to other) extra-terrestrials and STS (service to self) ET's; the ongoing psy-ops programming by the Illuminati to keep us at war with self and each other; how lower thought form entities feed off our power, keeping us fragmented; our Inner Earth family and the Lemurian/Atlantean connection; relationship mirrors to Shadow/Inner Child healing on the road to wholeness.
All this ties in with the coming revelations to be disclosed to humanity - who we really are, where we came from and where we're going...

In magic, madness and mystery!

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Latest Bout Of Symptoms

It's been another round of a particularly gruelling several months on the symptom front for me. How about you? And I really can't say how much is the wave, personal or the Earth Mother in it's effects.
I tried posting this very innocuous para in bold below to godlikeproductions and promptly got banned again in the process!

So pleased to see this thread and read of more effects of the wave coming through!
Mine started last Wednesday, but was then followed by severe brow/chakra pain and heavies, causing me to just want to sleep and sleep. Though wherever I drove and walked on Wednesday I saw butterflies. Many of them and of various colours. They would almost fly into me or narrowly miss my car windscreen.
But yesterday, Sunday, I woke up with a clarity, lightness and an enormous joy in my heart. I thought it was from the clearing of something personal and a (re)connection I've been 'gifted' with in the last week/two. Although those could be helping, maybe it's more of the wave energies hitting and I'm still feeling it this am...long may it last! Can you imagine walking through your every day feeling this way?

For the past nearly 3 months I've been subject to a cycle of another wave of wacky symptoms. All driving me slowly beserk, as usual. The cycle began with hot and cold feelings around my heart, alternating.
And then seemed to extend out to around my physical body - like some type of force field - also changing between a cool/cold feeling, then alternating with heat. Often causing me to have hot flushes, wake up sweating and more.

Some on GLP had similar experiences last week, I think it was. All this was accompanied by cycles of days at a time where I was (and still am a bit) feeling like my nervous system is under attack...from within!
Some of those symptoms being a trembling/shaking (dropping and breaking lots) hand shaking and a terrible sense of nervousness (which I'm not usually at all) and regular heart pounding and fluttering at intervals.
Then, cyclically, I also experienced Each time a cycle of this ended, it would feel like a complete relief to return to an inner calm.

Also, something that continued throughout all this and still does to a lesser degree are energy surges of buzzing all different places on the body, but particularly at the place of my ankles/calves. That doesn't bother me much as it’s not too invasive and low key.

As per the opening paragraph above, Sunday 16 December was also accompanied by weird light pinprick sensations on my hands and arms that felt like I was being hit by a type of etheric ‘rain’ of some kind, for want of a better description. And then days of seeing double digits on the clock from early morning until late afternoon.
These could also be kundalini-awakening or raising symptoms. I'll post someone else's take on these shortly.

Also, any stomach 'bugs', runs or similar disorders: this is apparently a result of protons hitting earth - and us. And I also had the runs for a few days.

Your sharing would be appreciated and, I'm sure, helpful to others too.

With love

Addendum: The very dense energy began shifting out for me on Friday a bit.