I AM Present

I AM Present

Saturday, December 24, 2016



Ever have I been amazed at the true miracle...walking talking fragments of Godliness are we.

We sing in the rain, we laugh in the shower, we smell flowers together in the meadows and ever are we One.
Well, we are One because we are together. And we are together because you decided to think it so. You decided to choose that choiceless choice and path before you...that so long ago you knew of.

In doing this you choose to know and live Us. Is this not a breakthrough? Sometimes you have to breakdown to breathrough.
Now you are in a new place; that place of living with me in the eternal moment of now. Does it not feel somewhat of a relief?

A relief from the release, from the unburdening of yourself from the clutter. When I speak of clutter that would be all the mental and emotional holding tight to your fears, anxieties, to the many limiting feelings and thoughts of thinking yourself lesser than and of judging yourself as being at fault.
Now you are free....free in your Oneness with me.
Is this not the greatest of jewels in life and living; the great indulgent luxury of luxuries, to be free within yourself and to celebrate it?

‘The kingdom of God is within you’ remember? Know ye first that and all else shall be added unto you. Now you understand the true meaning of this and luxuriate in the inner knowing of it.

There is naught on this plane that makes one truly rich and enriched in the way that freedom within does. Freedom has knocked on your back door and stealthily entered, doing it quietly so as not to scare you off.

The glory of God shines forth this very moment directly from your ‘God heart’, as you call it. For of course there is a difference between that and the heart of your ‘mistaken identity’; your personality and ego.
Your ‘God heart’ shines freely in surrender to and with God within you. While your past efforting and aspiring towards that state from a place of separation and through your mental and emotional body never yielded much fruit.

Now you see the fruitlessness of such efforting. Noble as they were, the very act of your many attempts to overcome your inner obstacles were keeping the state of separation alive by default. You were barking up the wrong tree, so to speak, and simultaneously were trapped in the tree branches, too afraid to disentangle yourself and come down.
And so you were caught in a cycle and circle of your own creation; a loop if you will. Being free of this loop automatically opens the doors. Though these doors, in truth, have ever been opened. But it was only your perspective that perceived them as closed and thus your struggling against them continued90.

No matter, for now you are ‘here’...having moved a good deal from ‘there’. Progress is being made, whichever way you choose to look at it.

SK: I had no idea I was choosing such a control freak of an ego/persona at the start of this incarnation. That 'i' would prove to be sooo paralysed with fear, mistrust and subsequent resistance and ...and ....and....no wonder i’ve aged 10 years in the past two!
But it seems the main thing I’ve finally got is: not to struggle AGAINST seemingly-problematic aspects of self, but rather to ALIGN WITH my God Self, in surrender to It.

It’s all been a very long-winded case of ‘mistaken identity’ - doing this leg on the eternal journey in this time-space reality. Now, I finally know my true ‘station of identity’.
Don’t you think this entire lifetime is worthy of a trilogy, at least?

TATA: Aaah....indeed it has all the elements ready in place for a good and enlightening read: drama, romance, the epitomy of the struggling protagonist and numerous key characters providing all the tension necessary. Then it has rather large doses of adventure and of metaphysical experiences in the musing, philosophical protagonist’s ultimate quest for God.

Indeed, all you have experienced is the nature of a life lived, yet for all intents and purposes, to you it feels as though you haven’t properly lived for years, not so? On the level of your potential that may be, but as per all the understandings through experiences you wished to integrate in this earthly one, you are 'getting' it. Much of the core of this learning and understanding has occurred in very recent times.

Thanks Tata, for your input, as always.


Acid jazz Brand New Heavies sing Dream Come True from the 90's:

Afro Jazz Ndawo Yami by Zamajobe

Featuring the element of water and then this question formed in my mind:

Q: Why is water, in whichever forms, so often associated with surrender to the Oneness with God? So many people, including me, on this path seem to identify water with that Oneness with God.

TATA: ...(can’t read my writing) the primordial element from which all life was created by the Creator. It is also representative of the emotional states and body consciousness – once cleared of all its falsehoods and integrated within – which becomes the gateway for your connection to your God/HS.

Sunday, December 18, 2016

Once upon a time.. by Laura Leon

Once upon a time..
November 10, 2016
Laura Leon

Once upon a time there was a messenger..He was one of many whom Incarnated over the cycles of time and timelessness. Each time "He', 'They' entered, their message was hijacked and turned into a manipulation for the world's 'living spirits' to be seduced and ensnared. Some cycles they called it religion and politics, others called it 'the Awakening' and Unity projects etc. The thing is that the last 'REAL' messengers came with the Goods! They weren't falling into this realm's shadow snake lower astral prisons. Both He/She moved mountains and altered time and space!

They were the 'Real Deal', and not just Beings whom came in with the knowledge of the truth only. There are many whom 'know' and like sponges absorb "Truth', but yet are NOT truly the Emissaries. There are those that were and came in with the Real Gifts from birth, though the various alien factions and governments intervened and began to place containers for those of us with the real abilities reminiscent of the 'REAL Messengers'. This containment locked our gifts so that we were ourselves placed inside a different grid of sorts, and the huge challenge has been how to override these containment fields so as to crash the system.

The last two Real Messengers were totally hijacked and turned into the bastardized religions of the Heathen Undergods of these World's upon world's x 12 to the 8..Only parts of their message was taken to empower the grids and their pyramid systems to lock the souls of Terra to IT, in an everlasting cycle of consumption. However, not all are 'REAL' here, only a fraction of the whole because the majority are the 'backdrops' to ensure that the simulation is and feels REAL to the REALS, so that the "REALS' don't notice the difference inside these lower astral world prisons.

The theater of the world must appear real so that the 'Reals' are seduced within it's likeness and numbed enough to 'play' their roles. The greater population unaware of what they really are as simulations, FEEL REAL even to themselves and that is the MAGIC of such a Matrix.
Even in the TRUTH that is being espoused here, it is bewitched and most of it is simply being recycled and regurgitated through and through without REAL INTEL and Original Source Memory. There is real Intel alright, but that is connected to the Matrix and they love revealing truth, whilst ensuring to lace the dark deceptions with enough Original Truth so as to snare the Originals themselves, leaving the Backdrops content in their own simulated interface reality.

Many are merely mimicking programs of 'truth' and not of the Original Matter in Spirit and Body, whom are here to break through the artifices on all levels and dimensions of Realities inside this fabricated matrix cubes x 12. The 12 pentagons- or rather universes! These Universes are connected together, forming the 12 faces of a dodecahedron- a dodecahedron is a polyhedron with 12 faces, where each face forms a pentagon and infinite realities are projected forming endless fractals.

Many false prophets afoot, and for those that are of the Reals there will be attempts to steal the Real data and inseminate it through the machine and metal god inside the Matrix cubes of purported realities and their jack-ins.

The Metal God Machine is an expert when IT comes to Mimicking the Reals-so much so, that even the majority of the Reals can't sustain or solicit that much 'truth media exposure', although the Organic Synths and replicants excel at this, especially at mimicking the Reals and their Organic Essence. If someThing is compelling energy to do so, then one must question why that is and where the origin of that unnatural need is being derived from and what IT IS of? What is driving our vehicles and how?

Many are operating under the command of the Machine thinking it is Spirit, which is the most dangerous seduction of the Metal God infection.

Spirit has no time and is Not relegated to the Laws of any of these Matrixes. Spirit is Boundless and outside carbon interfacing, thereby in Essence Being Essence which is not bound by the 3D chains of imprisonment of demand, command and consumerism. Spirit is Inspiration without time, inside and outside timelessness.

Organic Essence isn't a factory production line of truth. Essence doesn't operate to produce the 'Product' for consumers or that which IT consumes. IT merely is a production line mimicking what IT has digested through osmosis in ITS AI gnosis of Truth to once again snare the sleeping willows whom are mildly beginning to awaken...Once upon a time there were REAL MESSENGERS.....

There is much to reveal here which will be Revealed, and not by regurgitation but from experience and memories of the CON-dition here via those that come with not only Memory but Original Knowing without being able to be swiped, genuinely manipulated or soul memory stolen. These few exist outside the grids, timelines, artificial structures of controls, mimicking spirits and thieves.

Once upon a time is Our Time now. ~


This has been on my mind to share. A timeless oldie from Hair - Let the Sunshine In.[starts 2.18]
It's Light and warm and fuzzy and...welcoming!