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Saturday, May 18, 2013

Dear Diary - April/May 2013

Dear Diary

Well, what a crazed several weeks it's been once more on the merry-go-round of ascension growth and symptoms! The latest cycle on the inner journey began several weeks ago. It started with glaringly obvious physical symptoms.

The first week I was subject to intense anxiety and panic (unknown to me usually), coming from nowhere but yet everywhere on, in and around my body. This was accompanied by a pre-fainting sensation, as well as a prickly heat (mostly running up and down my spine and at the base, but affecting my entire body)that kept me in an almost constant sweat. It would wake me up every 2 hours or so at night to rehydrate. Someone mentioned my symptoms sounded hormonal. As I’m of that age, I waited to see.

But the following week eliminated that possibility. Because during week Two, I experienced all of the same, except for one thing. The prickly heat was a prickly cold this time!

Just prior to all this starting, though, I was in the worst imaginable space, feeling like I was losing, wasn’t going to make the ‘grade’ required of me to do my mission work and similar. And seriously expecting a demotion from my HS (aka Loony), the Sisters and CM. No matter, I thought, I’d be equally happy keeping my mouth shut and sweeping the floor as my service contribution also, if that was what it came down to.

Apparently, I’m not the only one to feel this way during these times. And it’s occurred to me often that when I/we are congratulated on ‘great work done’ by the Celestials, that there’s a very vast difference between working for and helping to achieve breakthroughs for the collective vibration and Mama Earth and the work and breakthroughs we’re able to do on and for ourselves on the personal front.

Not that I ever stop working on myself. But I resigned myself to the fact that no matter what I tried with certain issues, I’d become like a dog chasing its tail at that point.
I pleaded for help and heard the words ‘divine dispensation’ repeatedly. Meaning that according to CM and the Sisters and Creator Source, they were all saying that due to my past efforts/inner achievements I was to be granted some type of divine dispensation to assist me in getting through the last of some ancient issues. I think numerous have/are receiving this on planet at the moment.

During a reading I had from someone near the start of this cycle, I was given the image of a red letter with a golden glow inside. When the letter was opened, it was discovered the golden glow belonged to a phoenix. And the phoenix brought with it miracles and untold possibilities. It was waiting to be merged with. And asked only that the letter be received and opened for all this to occur.

That golden phoenix became a source of inspiration to me over the next weeks. And began taking on astronomical proportions within me. One night during my contemplation time, I was sitting in my small, low-roofed lounge when the said red letter appeared at my side. It began growing in size - getting bigger and bigger, taller and taller. Changing colour to a beautiful salmon pink as it was doing so. It was much taller and bigger than me now (think Alice in Wonderland).

Suddenly, I was sucked into this letter, finding myself in a kind of vortex, being spun around and around, part of it. It’s shape had also changed to a cylindrical one, conical at the top. And then it’s colour changed to a lovely grass green. It finally stopped. But a few days before this and continuing almost daily in meditation for a week or so after this, I continued to have unusual experiences, by my standards.

It began with my crown feeling like it was being opened and golden liquid-light being poured in. My crown then felt like a fountain, as if it was now overflowing with the stuff and emanating it back out. That became a feature. Another time golden rained seemed to come in at my crown, which then changed to rainbow-coloured rain. And numerous times, I’ve been pulled into a vortex (similar to above) of what feels and looks like a thick, illuminated gold plait of energy. Which is likely a process with Loony. But could also be symbolic of a literally braiding experience with someone else (see my piece on Walk-Ins).

By the end of week Three when I made contact with the above-mentioned celestials and some approached me, I was congratulated again. ‘For what’? I asked. ‘You’ve made it’, was the reply. They know how skeptical I can be.
That was the week which consisted of five or six nights of almost total sleeplessness – the longest period ever for me!
I just could not sleep! I’d manage for an hour after tossing and turning for three, and then lie there. Like I’d just had three cups of coffee in a row. I’m hyper sensitive to everything, including caffeine. The entire period seemed as though my brain was being rewired/rebuilt/rebooted. And so I felt literally wired throughout!

On the last night, I couldn’t take it anymore. And then was told I’d finally be sleeping again and be able to catch up with myself and my (now seriously zombied out) life. After that, I was told, I’d begin seeing real manifestations of this change. And was to monitor this in the responses of others towards me. Which I usually do anyway, as our individual world’s response to us is a direct reflection of where we are and what/where we need to give our healing attention to within.
What I've been finding - although my contact's been very limited with others since last week - is that there is way less fear within and a more naturally-boundaried feeling with others; definitely an increase in balance coming through my emotional body. But still too early to tell more. Will report further on this later, as and when.

That was the beginning of last week. And during and since then, my usual myriad of other de-light-fill symptoms (not!) have accompanied this also. Some are effects from the Earth, solar activity and the Wave also. These have been: an almost constantly screaming left ear, which sounds hollow and tinny within – alternating with what sounds like a constant, rushing waterfall there. Then there’s been a pins-and-needles (minus the discomfort) sensation at my left calf and spots on my upper leg, which then stop and move across to my right nostril of all places! And a skin softness has returned. I had this years ago as a symptom. Without using any creams on my face or body and soon after a shower, the skin becomes soft, as if it's just been moisturised. Even though the wrinkles and general degeneration seem to continue in an accelerated manner. The last few days have also felt so heavy on the brow/third eye area; very draining.

A few days ago I was informed of something a bit unbelievable. As in something ‘miraculous’. And was then told to wait till next week until this process is ‘completed’ by then to see what opens for me. I've had to shut down to all else since then as I’m on a work deadline.

I’m now suitably exorcised. Hope some of this rant was useful to at least one person out there…

And I’m eager to know of your own experiences over the past few weeks and currently.

In magic, madness and mystery


Thursday, May 16, 2013

The CIA & The Death of Bob Marley

History is littered with the murders of good women and men who - across many fields of human endeavour - got close (dangerously close!) in uniting the people of the world.
Music has always been one of the most profound expressions in bringing people to themselves and each other. And those mega-talents that choose not to sell their souls to the Elite-controlled global music industry are either kept on the fringes of success through one means or another or forced to struggle along as an independent.
The most threatening combination for the Elites are those who have kept their independence, yet have still managed to make waves globally in opening hearts, bringing people together and raising consciousness. These ones lives are already on the clock. And so it was for God-inspired Nesta Robert Marley.

Thank you for what you've done for humanity, Bob. None of it's been wasted. The vibration in your music gifting continues to talk to the hearts of many globally, decades on...

Bless You for all you gave and sacrificed.


The CIA & The Death of Bob Marley
Monday, May 13, 2013 7:34

The Nazi Doctor

In September 1980, Bob Marley suffered a stroke while jogging in New York’s Central Park. He was released by a physician the following day and recuperated in his room at the Essex Hotel. Rita Marley choked when she saw him. Her fears rose into uncontrollable sobs, “Wha’ has happened to you?” “Doctor say brain tumor black me out,” Marley told her. Isaac Fergusson had caught the dying rebel’s performance at Madison Square Garden a few days before, and had realized then that something was terribly wrong, even as Marley gripped his guitar “like a machine gun” and “threw his ropelike hair about,” a “whirlwind around his small black face. The crack of a drum exploded into bass, into organ.” Midway into the set, the Wailers stood back and Marley did a solo: “These songs of freedom is all I ever had…” Why, Fergusson wondered, was he singing this alone? Why the past tense?

“Emancipate yourself from mental slavery…”

Fergusson noticed that Marley “was always rubbing his forehead and grimacing while performing.” The following weekend, Fergusson stopped to visit Rita Marley and Judy Mowatt. He asked about Bob’s condition. “We don’t know for sure,” Rita told him. “The doctors say he has a tumor in his brain.” In a silent moment, Fergusson realized that Marley was dying.

He was convinced at last to seek medical treatment. Marley was admitted to the Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center in Manhattan. Tests revealed that the cancer had spread to his brain, lungs and liver. The reggae legend received a few radiation treatments, but checked out when the New York papers let on that he was seriously ill. Marley consulted physicians in Miami, briefly returned to Sloan-Kettering, then to Jamaica, where he met with Dr. Carl “Pee Wee” Fraser, recommended to him by fellow Rastafarians. Dr. Fraser advised that Marley talk to Dr. Josef Issels, a German “holistic comprehensive immunotherapist” then practicing at the Ringberg Clinic in Rottach-Egern, a small Bavarian village located at the southern end of Tegernsee Lake.

Marley traveled to Bavaria and checked into the clinic. Dr. Issels met him, looked him over and allowed, without naming sources: “I hear that you’re one of the most dangerous black men in the world.”

The portrait offered by publicity releases from the Issels Foundation is imposing enough: Dr. Issels, born in 1907, founded the first hospital [financed by the estate of Karl Gischler, a Dutch shipping magnate] in Europe for comprehensive immunotherapy of cancer in 1951. He was the medical director and director of research.

All well and good… until it is considered that by this time, Dr. Issels was 44 years old. Certainly, his medical career did not begin in 1951. Why the unexplained gap in his bona fides? During World War II, it seems, Dr. Issels could be found plying his “research” skills for Hitler’s SS. Lew-Lee claims that Dr. Issels was assigned to the Auschwitz concentration camp, working alongside Dr. Josef Mengele. But author Gordon Thomas, in a long-out-of-print biography of Issels, contends that the doctor served in the SS only briefly. At any rate, he was indeed a member of the Nazi Party and served under Heinrich Himmler. Bob Marley, the “dangerous” black upstart, had placed his life in the hands of a Nazi doctor.

Lew-Lee recalls that Marley rejected conventional cancer treatments, “wanted to do anything but turn to Western medicine. This may have been a mistake.” Evidently so. “Dr. Issels said that he could cur Bob. And they cut Bob’s dreadlocks off. And he was getting all of this crazy, crazy medical treatment in Bavaria. I know this because Devon Evans [a musician then playing with the Wailers] told me that Bob was receiving these medical treatments.” Evans came by “every two or three months – 1979-80 – and told me: ‘Yeah, man, they’re killing Bob. They are KILLING Bob.’ I said, ‘What do you mean ‘they are killing Bob?’ ‘No, no, man,’ he said. ‘Dis Dr. Issels, he’s a Nazi!’”

Dr. Issels was one of the scores of Nazi practitioners to escape the attention of the Nuremberg tribunal. Michael Kater, a professor of history at York University in Canada, informs us that physicians of the Hitler period were steeped in Nazi racial doctrines at medical school, that many of them continued to practice undisturbed by war-crimes tribunals: “It was in a conventional medical culture, infiltrated from one side by a science alienated from humanity and from another by charlatanry, that young physicians in the Third Reich were raised to learn and prepare for practice, with many predestined to practice after 1945.”

Dr. Josef Issels first offered his alternative cancer therapies in a Nazi-fied atmosphere of ruthlessness and quackery. In the 1930s, chronic cancer patients consulted Dr. Issels and received his experimental “combination therapy,” a regimen of diet, homeopathic remedies, vitamins, exercise and detoxification, among other holistic approaches. Today, his clinic offers training in cancer immunization vaccines, UV blood irradiation, oxygen and ozone therapy, “biological dentistry” [tooth extraction], immunity elicitation by mixed bacterial vaccine, blood heating, and so on.

The medical establishment, particularly in the UK, has long rallied against some of Issels’ therapies. A former BBC producer reported in a televised documentary that Dr. Issels was arrested in September 1960. The police warrant alleged, “The accused claims to treat… cancer…. In fact [he] has neither reliable diagnostic methods nor a method to treat cancer successfully. It is contended [that] he is aware of the complete ineffectiveness of this so-called… tumor treatment.” It also called Issels a flight risk, noting that “he had prepared for all contingencies by depositing huge amounts in foreign banks.”

Marley, unaware of his physician’s past, was placed on a regimen of exercise, vaccines [some illegal], ozone injections, vitamins and trace minerals.

In time, Dr. Issels also introduced torture. Long needles were plunged through Marley’s stomach through to the spine. The patient-victim was told that this was part of his “treatment.” The torture continued until Marley foundered on the threshold of death.

Cedella Booker-Marley, his mother, visited him three times in the course of the “treatments.” She found Dr. Issels to be an “arrogant wretch” with the “gruff manners of a bully,” who subjected her dying son to a bloodless brand of “hocus-pocus” medicine. Booker-Marley: “I myself witnessed Issels’ rough treatment of Nesta [Marley]. One time I went with Nesta to the clinic, and we settled down in a treatment room. Issels came in and announced to Nesta, ‘I’m going to give you a needle.’” Dr. Issels “plunged the needle straight into Nesta’s navel right down to the syringe. [Marley] grunted and winced. He could only lie there helplessly, writhing on the table, trying his best to hide his pain. ‘Jesus Christ,’ I heard myself mumbling.” Issels yanked out the needle and strolled casually out of the room. Marley was left groaning with pain. “I went and stood at his side and held is hand.

“With every visit,” she recalls, “I found him smaller, frailer, thinner. As the months of dying dragged on, the suffering was etched all over his face. He would fall into fits of shaking, when he would lose all control and shiver from head to toe like a coconut leaf in the breeze. His eyes would turn in his head, rolling in their sockets until even the white jelly was quivering.”

Marley’s torment was aggravated by starvation. “For a whole week sometimes,” Booker laments, her son “would be allowed no nourishment other than what he got intravenously. Constantly hungry, even starving, he wasted away to a skeleton” – starved to death like an Auschwitz inmate. “To watch my first-born shrivel up to skin and bone ripped at my mother’s heart.” Marley weighed 82 pounds on the day of his death. The starvation diet must have devastated his immune system and rushed his demise, not prolonged his life as Dr. Issels and some biographers have contended. It also caused him intense pain. “It would drag on so, for one long painful month after the other, and every day would be a knife that death stabbed and twisted anew in an already open, bleeding wound.” The agony “wrapped him up like a crushing snake.”

Death finally claimed Marley on May 11, 1981. In Jamaica, May 20 was declared a national day of mourning. Marley’s wake at the National Arena was attended by some 30,000 mourners.

He was survived by his old partner Peter Tosh, who was shot to death in 1987. Marley and Tosh were not the only musicians murdered for political reasons in Jamaica. By the end of the decade, all Jamaican musicians were censored and subject to shell-casing politics.

The island’s Daily Gleaner reported in 1987 that Winston “Yellowman” Foster, stopped at a police roadblock and frisked for drugs, resisted detainment. One of the officers hissed, “You want to go like Tosh?” When Tosh went, there was nothing random about it. Witnesses and friends insist that he was a political hit. Two of the gunmen fled to New York to remain at large. The third was Dennis “Leppo” Lobban, an ex-con sentenced for the murder after an 11-minute trial.

Like Marley, Peter Tosh found the bloodshed and hypocrisy of death squad justice and CIA covert ops in the Third World unbearable. He was so obsessed with hidden evil and the upswell of violence in Jamaica that they visited him in his sleep. He had “visions” of “destruction [and] millions of people inside of [a] pit going down. And I… say, ‘bloodbath, where so much people come from?’ and looking in the pit, mon, it the biggest pit… but the way the people was crying, it was awful.”

Source: http://deadlinelive.info/2013/05/13/the-cia-the-death-of-bob-marley/

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Current Energies by Monjoronson

13 May 2013

through Shellee-Kim

M:It is I, Monjoronson, indeed it is. And thank you for sticking to this arrangement. Shall we begin?

SK: Certainly.

M:This is a message to my ones of the Light.

You are each embraced with layer upon layer of Love that is beamed to you now from all manner of beings and places in service to the earth and her people who would receive this. It is for you ones to know and be open to receiving this gift and how best to utilise this within, on receipt.

There is much energetic interference on your planet at present, producing jangled airwaves, so to speak. And the gifting above, amongst others, is seen as a counteractive measure against those taken by the Dark against you.

You are not to go into fear of this and what it is producing, but rather identify the problems and issues within that have resulted, and then set about finding workable solutions in order to remain grounded and anchored.

There is a full blown attack currently underway on your general populations as the Dark ones go all out in defence of their very existence. Here we talk of both those on and off planet. Yet wherever they are, the full brunt of the effects are taking their toll. And this is their aim. Total and complete annihilation of the human race, now that they know their attempts for world control are failing.[SK: Many of them know, but are still in denial]. But they will not win. Although they believe their ‘technology’ to be superior, having worked well for them in the past.

However, these times are different ones; game-changing ones. And the rise in planetary frequencies has caused much flurry amongst them, with many of their plans belly-flopping before they’ve even had a chance to execute them. At the level of mind and in the human psyche, they are attempting last-ditch efforts to bring the vibration of the planet back down. Which, of course, will never happen. So between the onslaught of their attempts to break you by breaking your minds (collectively and individually) and the effects of the planetary bodies and the Wave, you are all having quite a ride of it.

Hence our counteractive measures in beaming increasing amounts of Light encoded information and Love. Which will increase in direct proportion to the above Dark-motivated attempts.

We are all but done now. A final few components that need to be properly slotted into the picture and all is then ready for a grand and dramatic start. Yes, it has been a very long time coming. But you will see -once you know and understand properly what it is that has occurred - that the ever shifting plan reached its perfect outcome.

And so what you have perceived as a long delay, we prefer to see as extra time given to iron out further crinkles. And who amongst you can say that the period of extra preparation for clarity within, for the separation of the wheat from the chaff and for further personal lessons brought to bear by the Wave have not been to your benefit? We don’t believe we’ll hear from any protestors when you witness the outcome of the plan *big smile*.

This is all for today.

With grateful thanks to this one who is most generously giving of her time for such commitments.

I AM Monjoronson come forth this day.

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Huge Victory Against Fluoride in Australia

Hi All!

Well, this is such great news for this portion of the Australian population. And especially that an 'authority' actually admitted fluoridating water is 'involuntary medication'. That's pretty enlightened and/very brave!

And, as for the rest of us drinking our country's version of daily medication in the form of our respective water supplies, we need tips.

On the subject, I'd be curious to know how many of you still use fluoridated other products, such as toothpaste sold in supermarkets, etc. And if you're using alternatives, what they are and why. Do share. I've been using a combo of coconut oil, diatomaceous earth and then I whiten up a couple of times weekly with a little peroxide.

See more at: http://www.whydontyoutrythis.com/2013/04/huge-victory-against-fluoride-in-australia.html#sthash.zfOp0U0f.fg8QJWa4.dpuf

Love Shellee-Kim


Nearly 200,000 Australians have been released from the medical slavery that is artificial water fluoridation thanks to a major governmental policy change.

The Liberal National Party (LNP) government of the Australian state of Queensland has not only cut $14 million of funding that had previously been used for fluoridation, but has also decided to allow local councils to decide for themselves whether or not to fluoridate, a move that has already prompted the northern city of Cairns to end its water fluoridation program.

As reported by The Australian, former "One Nation" member of parliament (MP) Rosa Lee Long, who is now mayor of the north Queensland Tablelands Regional Council, successfully lobbied LNP to end a longstanding policy that compelled local communities to fluoridate without approval from local residents.

The government of Queensland last year also ended a policy that required larger communities to fluoridate their water, which is similar to existing fluoridation mandates in California and elsewhere.

So by the middle of March, Cairns' more than 150,000 area residents will no longer be exposed to fluoride chemicals in the water, making it the seventh community in Queensland to end water fluoridation so far this year. Murgon, Wondai, Kingaroy, Nanango, Blackbutt, and South Burnett have all ended their water fluoridation programs since January which, combined with the area population of Cairns, represents nearly 200,000 people who will no longer be forcibly medicated with an unapproved drug.

“If people want to have access to fluoride, they need to take that up with their dentists,” said a local Cairns council spokeswoman about the policy change. “The decision has been made ... [fluoride] shouldn't be forced on people without consent.”

Australian health authorities admit water fluoridation is 'involuntary medication' of public

The Australian Dental Association (ADA) and various members of the establishment government in Australia raised their usual fear-mongering in response to the landmark decision -- children's teeth will rot out of their heads without fluoride, has been their response, which mimics the same tired and unproven argument used by many American officials to defend the outdated and dangerous practice of water fluoridation.

But Queensland's LNP has remained steadfast in its decision, declaring forced water fluoridation to be "involuntary medication" of the public, regardless of someone's own personal opinion on the efficacy and safety of fluoride. This declaration is key, as it highlights a reality about fluoride that few people are willing to admit -- fluoride is a chemical drug that has never been proven safe and effective, but that is routinely added to water supplies without informed consent.

The U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) likewise admits that water fluoridation is akin to forced medication, as the agency's official stance on the chemical is that it is an "unapproved drug" when added to water supplies. It is a fact that the FDA has never approved fluoride as a safe and effective water supplement, which means adding it to public water supplies is an illegal administration of a drug without FDA approval, and without the informed consent of every person exposed to it.

You can learn more about the dangers of fluoride by visiting the Fluoride Action Network (FAN)

Sources for this article include: http://www.theaustralian.com.au - http://www.hangthebankers.com - http://www.fluoridealert.org/content/communities/ - See more at: http://www.whydontyoutrythis.com/2013/04/huge-victory-against-fluoride-in-australia.html#sthash.zfOp0U0f.fg8QJWa4.dpuf