Hey El Hope you’re navigating as best you can in your specific life circumstances atm. I wrote something last week ready to post, then deleted as it all suddenly paled into insignificance. Later, just before the weekend, I rewrote this below without editing…I was flat out for most of it. ‘Twas all in my head 🤣…quite literally. Today, the Earth VR game continues..both in here and out there. it’s getting ‘steeper’ the higher we climb and I’m feeling it. Thank God for rejuvenating rest. I’m keen to clarify a point or two I made last time. My other dimensional-energetic experiences are not the be all and end all of my life. They’re both catalysts and consequences of this shift we’re all making. Now knowing I Am not my thoughts or feelings after a lifetime of programming is helping to accelerate the processing of ‘shadow’ challenges that felt almost-impossible to move previously. Which isn’t to say I’m not sometimes also experiencing unpleasant events, thoughts or feelings I’d rather not think about or feel,mixed up in the daily soup of life. So no, this is not the walk in the park I previously mentioned. What I do know is i am moving further and further away from the little identity and more into the No-thingness that I AM. However, I’m not yet in 100% surrender…and may/may not get to experience that in this lifetime. My Likes, dislikes, interests, focuses et al are also all in a permanent state of flux. The majority of us find it difficult to accept that we can change at all. “This is who I am and there’s nothing I or anyone can do about it”, we say defensively, with almost stubborn pride deciding we are hostage to our personalities (the troublemaking negative ego and selves). That programme of denial walks hand-in-hand with the one of ‘what’s wrong’: with ourselves, each other, the world or even the weather. I remarked to an acquaintance the other day on the gorgeousness of the summer’s day we were enjoying : “Yes, but apparently it’s going to rain tomorrow”, she said. The desire is to see the negative, pessimistic side of things before-and often at the exclusion of-anything else. One of my own struggles that I didn’t even know was one…until a few years ago! As a rather freakish teen I had two distinct sides:an entertaining joker with loads of friends and a deep-thinking, analyzing, existentialist-obsessed loner. I kept the latter to myself so it wouldn’t destroy the former, or so I thought.I questioned everything all the time -much to the irritation of my family - and had different views from most folk I knew on almost every subject. Finding the rare ‘agendaless’ authors/specialists to confirm my suspicions in the 70’s and 80’s meant endless library visits. But it was really during my globetrotting 20’s that I discovered those trusted, independent authors hadn’t let me down, when exposed to masses of inter-cultural experiences. For the next several decades I felt it was my duty & obligation to humanity and my mission to ‘wake up’ anyone showing the slightest interest in querying the fake matrix, it’s systems, who ran it and why. I’d get exposes and investigative pieces published, speak on Truther subjects when interviewed by others, join related organizations and interview local activists and global gurus, like David Icke. But here’s what I was intellectually ACTUALLY doing-at least until 2020/21: I was contributing to the dark parasites frequency fest/feast every inch of the way. How? Because anything opposing anything else creates…? Yes, more opposition energy; more resistance. Regardless of whether its an inner conflict never voiced, with another or my own broadcasts of stated opposition to the dp’s activities. Our low fear-related frequencies (think despair, confusion, victim hood, depression etc)have been the dp’s energetic smorgasbord. It’s how we’ve sustained them on Earth for this long. I’m not saying I don’t admire the many courageous ones who are speaking out on all the atrocities committed against HuManity or that they should stop. No. But there is another Way. Our every choice aligns to either Love or Fear(false evidence appearing real) and this determines everyone’s VR Earth game. So seeing them as soul playing the dark role for us to ‘get’ it, makes it easier to accept. I’m working on this atm, including separation consciousness: the US vs THEM. Separation consciousness applies to our views on everything including politics, religion, all the ‘isms’ etc. While we’ve been buying into that via our fast-held opinions, we’ve succumbed unknowingly to the ‘divide and conquer’ tactic. Unity consciousness is its opposite. The fake matrix’s collapse is well underway now and the New Earth is upon us.To help accelerate both, dreaming, imagining and pondering these notions is something we can all contribute to with minimal effort. Waiting in the wings and getting ready to serve HUmanity compassionately and for the highest and best of all-including Mama Earth and her other species-are all manner of folk. Whether collaborating to bring life to their visions that serve others or introducing models of integrity in biz/politics/governance and much more.The pioneers and leaders of the New Earth. However, I don’t see some of these, like the post 2000 kids, challenged by things I/we older folk have been. It was their good timing to be born when they chose, automatically having their DNA strands all connected, helping them function from a more whole place. Anyhow, my shift in focus to how I see myself, others and the world-while not sweeping darkness’s doings under the carpet- is a work in progress… Gratitude for Kerry K’s quote in a recent blog which succinctly articulated the whole issue for me. “Promote what you love and banish what you hate”🙏
Thursday, November 7, 2024
Tuesday, October 15, 2024
Letters To El (1)
Hello there El
So happy to be able to respond to & interact with you like this.
The past couple of months has been like being the star in my very own sci-fi movie. My favorite genre. But really, my experience the past 9 months have actually felt like 5 years of “ time” has passed.
Like laundrette owner, Evelyn, in the movie ‘Everything, Eveywhere All The Time’ I feel like I’ve been variously flying & crawling through time-space. Where I’m having jam-packed experiences & endless activity…
Most being other-dimensional: parallel realities & other higher dimensional existences, resolving old timelines, et al.
Im living increasingly in the moment, barely know which day of the week/weekend it is & routinely awaken confused. At least until I pull myself back into body & this fake time-space. It’s clear we’re en route to living in a Zero Point state..
At other times & by contrast, I’ve felt quite still while multitudes of timelines seemingly rush past & through me at seeming-hyper speed,each one altering something subtle in my energy fields.
The cosmic blasts of late has been steadily intensifying but you don’t need me to tell you that. While the last few weeks have seen a surreal, dreamy disorientation challenging physical/emotional functionality for me.
I find myself alternating between a vertigo-type wobble all over the place & that feeling of trying to walk on a ship navigating a rough sea. Walls & doors are my essential supports.I understand the latter’s higher timelines now being made accessible to us! Wowza!
The irony is that my life on the human level is more like the opposite of these adventures. Which I’m kinda grateful for as I often joke with others that this “reality”is like a walk in the park compared to what I’m doing & being after dark.
I guess how else would I & all of us experiencing similarly be able to do the necessary clearing, anchoring & integration of the constant energetic bombardment of incoming light waves.
As it intensifies in this body-brain-biology, it’s all I can do to keep reminding myself I AM while…”i” am not & as all fake thoughts,feelings, beliefs arise re the latter. That kind of conscious awareness is a daily challenge I can’t stop or regress in as the objective is to reveal more of mySelf to me.Thus becoming an ever-clearer instrument of God’s will.
As the Light incrementally becomes stronger it’s come to my attention that the updated version of gaslighting me-occurring for almost a decade, compliments the shadow people-has taken a new turn with people I meet. Whether socially/groups/creative collaborations/employment.
This is next level, beyond the years of blackmail/bribery of unsuspecting folk who have contact with me. Offered money/jobs by same shadow people, the 1 in 100 who know they’re really agreeing to sacrificing their sovereignty & who refuse to do so, are threatened!
Then there’s been the arrival of new (paid)friends or potential romantic interests “sent” by same employers. The former’s directive has been to steer my thought/feelings in a specific manipulative direction. I know this how? Through my God-given gifts & I then receive tangible proof to confirm for myself.Thats apart from the revelations of a few brave souls over the years…
The current tech in circulation is deep fake identity theft. AI is such that the creation of an entirely fake video/Audio is simple using our easily-accessible voice & image.Then making a video based on “our” convincing mannerisms using extremely limited data &transformed by AI tech Is all it takes to produce the desired emotion in anyone listening/viewing. In my case the negative emotion desired about me is “disgust” toward s me in this new AI era of gaslighting.
I’ve mentioned before on X, my childhood friends, blood relatives, past besties, ex girlfriends/boyfriends, acquaintances, etc have all been emotionally poisoned.
Previously, this AI tech, holograms, clone tech etc have mainly been used on politicians,royals, celebrities, trendsetters. Primarily to aid the fake matrix in convincing us of their very existence. Long after they died,in many instances!
Because of the small fortune that must have been spent trying to steer me away from my mission over many years-including attempts to take me out, kill careers & sabotage my life numerously- it was only 10-15 years ago I began more seriously trying to discover who I AM as soul to warrant such attention.
It had nothing to do with my journalism contributions but everything to do with my Light warrior mission here. In retrospect, contributing my little drop in the ocean may not have been so little, after all.
I began obsessing about how amazing I was as a being (*tongue firmly in cheek*)after discovering what & who I’d been in one of my 1000+ lives on Earth-until I eventually stopped that self-aggrandizing ego scheme. It had never come from an authentic place of truly loving myself, anyway.
Truth is, worldly achievement has got nothing on me/us & what we’re doing here. And many of us have little conscious clue of exactly what beneficial impact we’re having and making on each other, the collective & Mama Earth.That includes me!
We are each here to play the preplanned role we’re playing by being precisely who we are. When you know God’s holding your hand& guiding your every step, life becomes so much more meaningful, comforting & fulfilling.
Even though we all agreed to this experience of amnesia as to our true identity. Seems mad, right?
Some of us have been prepping for this upcoming Grand Finale for decades,yet we are all Godlings-in-training whether conscious or not of our processes & regardless of current timeline choices.
Sooner or later, we hit the lifetime where we know we are making the transition from a little self-centred existence to a big Self-centred one.
Meaning we then come from,emanate and live the will of God as our natural point of reference, in service first to God and thus HU-Manity.
For this to occur a dissolution of little self identity is prerequisite as we melt into the no-thing ness of All that we are in Oneness. Hallelujah!
Around 7-10 days ago I heard from my Galacven crew(Galactics & Heaven): “ Steer the ship steady, Shellee”. So yeah, that’s the focus planetarily, as well as in the personal sense. At the same time my Galacvens said they were waiting to welcome me & celebrate with me at the finish line-on the return Home… to my heart!
Then they -or one fave of mine who has the best SOH ever- gave me an hysterically-funny visual of them all blowing those kids Birthday party paper rollout whistles & I heard “We’re here in our party hats & birthday suits…” Well, my tears then spilled from so much laughter & I laugh whenever I remember this😂 😂
More seriously, yesterday, Monday,I awoke to a 2 part message, one of which was: “ I AM wiping the slate clean”.
Unless obviously personal like above, messages also apply to the collective. Because I AM you, too, and you & you & you ….are all aspects of me!
Thanks for reading my ramblings & your appreciation, innerstanding & encouragement…that means the world to me.
Most especially Thank you being you &:serving all those who resonate so beautifully.
With love from all that I AM
Shellee-Kim
Posted by Goldsalchemy at Tuesday, October 15, 2024 0 comments
Tuesday, February 6, 2024
PROMISE BEYOND THE DESERT
I’ve been in the thick of another dark-filled initiation the past week.I’ll share a snippet soon of my road to hell these past many years. But the good news is the ending is nigh & new beginnings in sight…
🌹💕 SK😊
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Silent. Seductive. Secret desert sands
Entire civilizations, buried wisdom and lands
Under Gazillions of golden grains…
Baking, burning, singeing body and mind
For 40 years across the dunes,
Empty hollows and dips in time
Weakened by unforgivingly-steep
And looping pathways
In the ever-shifting, relentless
sandstorms of life…
My soul scorched; baited…
By endless fake oases
And repetitive illusory horizons
Compliments : the sirens of the sand
Desert Ground Hog days
Blur into the distant land
Where I think I hear
A crowd cheering me forth
“Don’t give up…you’re almost there.
Follow true North!”
A choir of angels come sharply into focus
Bearing a bounty of gifts…
Rewards for endurance
Now riding the skyline high
Nothing left to prove
No past, no future
I’ve become my own Muse
Carried by the song of the wind
To the craggy mountain top…
My date with fate awaits
Hand in hand with God
Cracked earth of eons, quenched
Beckoned by the Garden of Eden yonder
Tracing a blooming desert rose’s scent
Posted by Goldsalchemy at Tuesday, February 06, 2024 0 comments
Thursday, December 28, 2023
TRUE IDENTITY
Im checking to see how this site currently functions..so i have a place when I feel the urge to vent or share.Given that my other platforms were all infiltrated. In X's ongoing case:both seeing&making comments is blocked.Ditto followers being blocked/removed;watching views rise&fall within hours&other delights.When mentioning this publicly,on occasion some of these issues 'suddenly' resolve...albeit temporarily.;-) ************************************ Most of us go lifetimes without real-izing our true identity.Equally so in my case...& its still unfolding. Probably a couple of handfuls actually 'knew'me & my job here on Mama Earth way before I did. Ironically, these have NOT been my friends, lovers or family here, but soul family/friends I incarnated&agreed with as a group for a greater joint mission. So same purpose & objective, different jobs.Thing is,Ive never even met most physically/spoken to them -only on the ethers/in dream time. While I was privileged to interview a few. In the latter's case,I was drawn to but didnt have an awareness of my connection to them at the time.That came a bit later. Much gratitude to each one of you...loving &honouring you all for helping to further the Divine plan in your unique way in this time of awakening! TRUE IDENTITY [written 20 September 2023] Everything is Me All interwoven in your identity. There is no impulse which is not Mine It’s how you get to be THAT divine With gifts overflowing Most of which you now know not Activated in a heartbeat & which will never stop. True to MySelf I must always be And there are no remnants of our Oneness Because it’s always & in all ways been Me. Who are you then? You may well ask… You are in the process of remembering Even as you’re dropping the mask Of ego falsities & foolishness supreme That had you by the tail In the nightmarish dream You’ve called your life & the living experience Now left by the wayside for all of existence. For we are nought but eternal beings in time That fell to the illusion-yet that was no crime. You have come thru it all with shining colours Now begins a new life discovered. From One to All & All to One What rejoicing & celebrations await;what fun!
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Thursday, November 10, 2022
IN ALL GOD DWELLETH BY AMANDA LORENCE
BY AMANDA LORENCE
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Tuesday, September 20, 2022
Queen Elizabeth Found Guilty in Missing Children Case: Whistle blowers Incarcerated, While She is Free
The order to arrest Queen Elizabeth was issued in 2013 by six judges of the International Common Law Court of Justice in Brussels.
After nearly a year of litigation, Queen Elizabeth and her husband, Prince Phillip, were found guilty in the disappearance of ten native children from the Catholic-run Kamloops residential school in British Columbia. Grieving parents haven’t seen their children since they left for a picnic with the Royal couple on Oct. 10 1964.
People could voice their concerns to the St. George’s Hospital in Stafford England (ph: 44 01785 257888). Complaints could also be made to Cunningham’s superior, Captain Murrell (ph: 44 07909 686198).
Regiment soldier Cunningham had innocently questioned a senior officer about Queen Elizabeth’s arrest warrant, only to be committed to a mental care unit in Stafford England.
He was injected with an atypical anti-psychotic drug olanzapine under orders of Captain Murrell and Doctors Khan and Sema. The soldier was committed for six months to the St. George Hospital Psychiatric Unit with a “diagnosis” of suffering from an acute psychotic episode.
A court document had been filed indicating that in Jan. 2012 UK Archbishop of Canterbury Justin Welby acted under the direction of Queen Elizabeth to destroy forensic remains of a Ninth Circle Satanic Cult child homicide. Two eyewitnesses have testified that as children they were present during this same murder of a native child.
The satanic rite evidently occurred in a sub basement catacomb under the west wing of the Canadian Branton Ontario Mohawk Indian residential school. The two eyewitnesses alleged that they saw a young girl being bound to an altar.
The five or six year-old child was gagged, repeatedly raped, killed, disemboweled and dismembered. Her blood was consumed by nine red-robed figures that included a member of the British Royal Family.
Unfortunately Cunningham was not alone in his victimization after exposing these Ninth Circle Satanic Cult activities. Several incarcerations and even a death appeared to surround exposures of Queen Elizabeth’s kidnapping case.
Former Kamloops School resident William Combes died after a 2010 radio interview where he discussed witnessing Queen Elizabeth and Prince Phillip leave the school with his ten friends and fellow Kamloops residents.
British citizen David Compan was another victim of whistleblowing against Queen Elizabeth. In 2013 he was twice arrested, as was his wife. Compan’s “crime” was daring to post Queen Elizabeth’s arrest warrant on a Catholic Church.
Compan was never charged, but accosted, drugged and incarcerated in the London Park Royal Mental Health Center. After several days of protests irate citizens secured the couple’s release. Compan discussed the incarceration in this video.
Last October in Kitchener Ontario Canada Steve Finney was trying to expose this same Ninth Circle Satanic Cult case on 50,000 missing native children that included Queen Elizabeth’s kidnapping charges-conviction. Finney was arrested without cause and held in prison for three days. Protests around the globe organized by the ITCCS appeared effective in Finney’s release.
“As a British soldier and citizen, Cunningham has now become a Prisoner of Conscience at the hands of the British Crown in an effort to hide proven crimes of the Royal Family.”
In March the ITCCS began a second prosecution on global elite members of the Ninth Circle Satanic Cult. Five international judges and 27 jury members were scheduled to hear the testimony of at least 16 adult survivors who have come forward to expose their witness to child kidnapping and murder.
The first prosecution in the International Common Law Court of Justice in Brussels concerned 50,000 missing native Canadian children and included Queen Elizabeth’s kidnapping case.
The court’s Feb 2013 guilty verdict by six international judges on 40 global elites appeared to influence the resignation that same week, of Pope Joseph Ratizinger.
Judy Byington is the author of "Twenty-Two Faces: Inside the Extraordinary Life of Jenny Hill and Her Twenty-Two Multiple Personalities." The book documents how the only known survivor-intended-victim of a modern-day human sacrifice ceremony six year-old Jenny Hill, overcomes multiplicity resulting from brainwashing, her perpetrators having subjected the child to insidious mind-control techniques culled from Nazi Germany.
Posted by Goldsalchemy at Tuesday, September 20, 2022 0 comments
Thursday, August 18, 2022
A LETTER THAT MADE ME FEEL HOPEFUL, EMPATHETIC+SAD
An opinion piece from a vaccinated Australian writer, that is equally relevant in NZ.
Yes its long, but I hope that some take a few minutes to read, it's profound and wise.
And it makes me wonder about the truth of those early reports of the pandemic around the world .... how much did the media manipulate us and why?
“If Covid was a battlefield it would still be warm with the bodies of the unvaccinated. Thankfully the mandates are letting up and both sides of the war stumble back to the new normal.
The unvaccinated are the heroes of the last two years as they allowed us all to have a control group in the great experiment and highlight the shortcoming of the Covid vaccines.
The unvaccinated carry many battle scars and injuries as they are the people we tried to mentally break, yet no one wants to talk about what we did to them and what they forced “The Science“ to unveil.
We knew that the waning immunity of the fully vaccinated had the same risk profile as others within society as the minority of the unvaccinated, yet we marked them for special persecution.
You see we said they had not “done the right thing for the greater good” by handing their bodies and medical autonomy over to the State.
Many of the so-called health experts and political leaders in Australia admitted the goal was to make life almost unlivable for the unvaccinated, which was multiplied many times by the collective mob, with the fight taken into workplaces, friendships, and family gatherings.
Today the hard truth is none of it was justified as we took a quick slide from righteousness to absolute cruelty. We might lay the blame on our leaders and health experts for the push but each individual within society must be held accountable for stepping into the well-laid-out trap.
We did this despite knowing full well that principled opposition is priceless when it comes to what goes inside our bodies and we let ourselves be tricked into believing that going into another ineffective lockdown would be the fault of the unvaccinated and not the fault of the toxic policy of ineffective vaccines.
We took pleasure in scapegoating the unvaccinated because after months of engineered lockdowns by political leaders blinded by power, having someone to blame and to burn at the stake felt good.
We believed we had logic, love, and truth on our side so it was easy to wish death upon the unvaccinated.
Those of us who ridiculed and mocked the non-compliant did it because we were embarrassed by their courage and principles and didn’t think the unvaccinated would make it through unbroken and we turned the holdouts into punching bags. Lambie, Carr, Chant, Andrews, McGowan, Gunner, and the other cast of hundreds in prominent roles need to be held to account for vilifying the unvaccinated in public and fueling angry social media mobs.
The mobs, the mask Nazis, and the vaccine disciples have been embarrassed by “betting against” the unvaccinated because mandates only had the power we gave them.
It was not compliance that ended domination by Big Pharma Companies, Bill Gates and his many organizations, and the World Economic Forum… It was THANKS to the people we tried to embarrass, ridicule, mock and tear down.
We should all try and find some inner gratitude for the unvaccinated as we took the bait by hating them because their perseverance and courage bought us the time to see we were wrong.
So if mandates ever return for Covid or any other disease or virus, hopefully, more of us will be awake and see the rising authoritarianism that has no concern for our well-being and is more about power and control. The War on the Unvaccinated was lost and we should all be very thankful for that.”
Source:
https://freenz.substack.com/p/opinion-piece-from-a-vaccinated-australian [for a short video too[
Posted by Goldsalchemy at Thursday, August 18, 2022 0 comments




