8 December 2018
You know that saying ‘Life happens while you're making other
plans’. This really does succinctly explain the fact that while we're purportedly
living our lives, the real choices we make remain hidden from most of us. This, while we're mostly skirting around on the surface of life in an ongoing series
of thinking, acting, reacting and doing. And that, we may think, is the current extent of
our living and learning. Though it happens in as many ways as there are people - through situations, other people and ourselves.
That's the one level. But from the perspective of our Higher/God Selves we are on earth as these fragments of God (personality/God/ego all
mish-mashed together) to learn, grow and expand to our respective next rung on
our personal stairway to heaven/God consciousness. This is part of our eternal journey.
Which could be vastly different from how we, our little selves,
perceive the challenges of our life lessons and its answers to be. The sense of
this grows daily for me. I'm becoming more aware of the unreality; the top or conscious layer of active life. And how insignificant it is, though necessary.
That the real life is like the beautiful scent of a fragrant
flower that you catch when you turn your head in a particular direction and
angle. As if you can almost catch it and
pin it down, but not quite. But if you could do this all the time, you'd be in a state of living the 'real life', as I call it.
A lot like a dream you wake up from who’s few fragments might haunt
you during the day, but try as you might you can’t remember the entire dream for greater clarity and context.
Trying. To. Remember. MySelf. Four words that pack a
powerful punch for me. Or have in the
past. Now I’m perceiving such efforting
or striving as exceedingly limiting. As opposed to re-member-ing to just be! To
merely relax, unfold, immerse into…disappear into…that which I (and you)
already are.
I say ‘disappear’ as that’s always been the greater dream
for me. Actually, disappearing entirely as a personality-ego into the awesome God
being that I AM is the only real dream I have that remains for me. There is
nothing else I have to do or be here; nothing or very little of interest to me.
Mainly because that’s His will for my life.
That I was once filled with all manner of dreams and
ambitions seems so far away from my consciousness now. Even though every single
dream I’ve ever had possessed one thing in common, no matter how diverse the dreams
were – to serve and uplift my fellow sisters and brothers on this planet.
I just had no idea this seemingly-simple desire and intent
would have so much against its manifestation – from inside me! How ironic!
But how grateful I AM to start anew each day; to have new,
healthier perspectives on this art of living. Actually, what I've found more recently is the successful moments come in the having of
less attachments to people/situations/the past. This, I believe, is the real ‘access card’
to greater freedom within.
And that, for me, is and always has been the goal. Because
this can only mean freedom for everyone else I (we) touch daily.
9/12/18 ADDENDUM: As always, a perfect fit for my current ponderings and what I drew from the HL generator today
http://heavenletters.org/the-blue-of-the-sky-and-the-blue-of-the-ocean.html
9/12/18 ADDENDUM: As always, a perfect fit for my current ponderings and what I drew from the HL generator today
http://heavenletters.org/the-blue-of-the-sky-and-the-blue-of-the-ocean.html
[The rest expressed below in rhyme after watching the real poetic deal, Harry Baker.]
RE-TURN TO FREEDOM
We’re from the future
Trying to find our feet
Returned from
wholeness
Oh! what a feat
It is to live as One
In this realm -not always fun
Distracted by weapons
Of the consciousness war
How easily we forgot
We’re mighty love’s spawn
Joy’s where we’re from
And we’ve never left
But in [these] illusory conditions
We feel bereft
Of that which is
So hard to know and flow
Is that or this the way to go?
What does it take
To naturally emanate
The life supreme
So we can live His dream
Of spreading our wings
His heart, good things
Love, joy and peace
Unobstructed by dis-eased
Fears and inconsistencies
Here and now do I pledge
To feel, see and know
The inner vastness aglow
That when expressed
Can help the rest
Hmm, let’s put it to the test…
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My inspiration, Harry Baker. What a beautiful child of God spreading his inspirational
poetic gift through tongue-in-cheek humour, insight and universal Truths. These are my 3 favourites - all pretty short.
Enjoy and bless every heart!
Sunshine Kid
[superimposed music-free version; a couple of minutes intro
in German]
The power of self acceptance
Paper People